Let Me Go

"One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me"

3D.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Jessyca - BOM LeLu Evo X - 25 - Available at Level Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - DOUX - Toxic Hairstyle 

Top - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Leilani Top

Jeans - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Ava Jeans - Available at #BigGirl Event

Pose - Lyrium. - Vicky Static Series - #5

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

All I Know So Far

"I haven't always been this way
I wasn't born a renegade
I felt alone, still feel afraid
I stumble through it anyway

I wish someone would've told me that this life is ours to choose
No one's handing you the keys or a book with all the rules
The little that I know I'll tell to you
When they dress you up in lies and you're left naked with the truth

You throw your head back
And you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
(That's all I know so far)
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars

That's all I know so far
That's all I know so far

So you might give yourself away, yeah
And pay full price for each mistake
But when the candy coating hides the razor blade
You can cut yourself loose and use that rage

I wish someone would've told me that this darkness comes and goes
People will pretend but, baby girl, nobody knows
And even I can't teach you how to fly
But I can show you how to live like your life is on the line

You throw your head back
And you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
(That's all I know so far)
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you till the world blows up, yes
Up and down and through till the world blows up, yeah
When it's right or it's all fucked up
Till the world blows up, till the world blows up
And we will be enough
And until the world blows up

Just throw your head back
And spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you till the world blows up"

P.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Charlie Skin - Lelutka Evo - Sunkissed - New VIP Group Gift
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Eyelashes - CAZIMI - VIP Gift July Lashes

Lipstick - Nuve. - Pastel Matte Lipstick - Lelutka Evo + Evo X

Hair -Lamb. - Mod - Dark Browns

Top and Shorts - Melody Shop - Seok - Exclusive at Vanity Event

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - Lyrium. - Elena Static Series - # 4 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

By Your Side

"When you wake up in the morning
And you're shadowed by the darkness of the night
When you wake up in the morning
Darling I'll be by your side

When you get a little lonely
And you lose your head then don't give up the fight
When you wake up in the morning
Darling I'll be by your side

When you wake up in the morning
And you're shadowed by the darkness of the night
When you wake up in the morning
Darling I'll be by your side

I'll be there by your side
I'll be everything you wanted
I'll be there by your side
If you need a light to shine in
I'll be there!

Oh-oh
(Darkness of the night!) Oh-oh
(I'll be by your side!) Oh

So lift your hand 'cause you know that you can
There'll be fire again in the dark-ark
Hold out your hand, let the stars shoot again
Let the light shine in through the dark
And I'll be there!

I'll be there
(I'll be by your side!)
I'll be there
(I'll be by your side!)"
C.H.&T.G.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Payton Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - Exclusive at Whore Couture Fair

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Ade - Jennie Hairstyle 

Swimnsuit - KiB Designs - Rhea Swimsuit - Available at Girls Heaven Event - Round 09/21

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - BellePoses - Watermelon Sugar - #1

Backdrop - BellePoses - Love Summer Backdrop

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

This Is Not Real Love

"Don't kiss me, darling
I want you to hear the things I say
I loved you in my way
But you know I'm gonna leave you

The clock was always ticking
And your heart
Yes I know your heart is always on the run

I hate what I've become
But I'm still gonna leave you
And I don't think you should stay for the night

Baby you know that my flesh is weak
You know I simply

I cannot sleep without you
My heart has simply nowhere to go

Nothing to hold
Those tears you're crying

Time and time again you take me back in baby

You don't have to make it plain

This is not real love

Look at us dancing baby
Let's dance and show them all
(Dance and show them all)
How close we are
The lies have worked so far
So we go on deceiving

But darling don't you know the time
Baby, look at yourself, holding back the tide
Like you've got something else up your sleeve
That's why I've got to leave

And I don't think you should stay here tonight
(Baby don't you know that my flesh is weak, you know)
I simply I cannot sleep without you
But someday I'll have nothing to show
(Nothing to show)
(Nothing to show)
I've nothing to hold

Oh, baby, crying
All those simple things that won't come again
Oh do I have to make it plain
This is not real love
And I said this is not real love

Real love
Baby it don't glisten and shine the way it used to

This is not real love (real love)
Baby think of all the promises I made on the day that I seduced you
Baby don't wait for me like some angel of tragedy
I have to set you free
Darling you should be long gone, oh long gone by now
You should be with someone, someone

Glisten and shine
You promised me

You've gotta face it woman, you ain't ever gonna change me

Where will I go, what do I know
About life without you
You promised me you'd never leave me, no
This is not real love"

G.M.&M.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Alena - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - DOUX - Cyanna Hairstyle

Outfit - YoUnique Couture - Joy - Available at Vanity Event

Necklace - Kibitz - Anna's Necklace - Silver

Pose - Inspiration - Pretty Woman - #1

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Chic B&B

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Salted Wound

"Don't let love get in the way
Feel the fear and do it anyway
Take a chance, no it wasn't what you know
Take her hand and don't let go

Oh, oh, oh
And you can do it,
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe
Yes, you can do it
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push for through it,
You're safe

Tell her all of how you feel,
Give her everything she needs to hear
Give your heart a second chance,
And she will see that you're a good man

Oh, oh, oh
And you can do it,
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe
Yeah, you can do it

Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe
Yes, you can do it,
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Jessyca - BOM LeLu Evo X - 25 - Available at Level Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - Stealthic - Lavish 

Outfit - YoU By GeMyles - Athena Outfit and Heels 

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Hey, Soul Sister

 "Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains
On the front lobe of my left-side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you
And so I went and let you
Blow my mind

Your sweet moonbeam
The smell of you in every single dream
I dream
I knew when we collided
You're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind

Hey, soul sister
Ain't that Mr. Mister
On the radio, stereo?
The way you move ain't fair, you know
Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss
A single thing you do tonight

Hey, hey, hey

Just in time
I'm so glad you have a one-track mind
Like me
You gave my life direction
A game-show love connection
We can't deny

I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out of my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna
And I'm always gonna wanna
Blow your mind

Hey, soul sister
Ain't that Mr. Mister
On the radio, stereo?
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss
A single thing you do tonight

Way you can cut a rug
Watching you's the only drug
I need
So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of

You see
I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you'll be
With me

Hey, soul sister
Ain't that Mr. Mister
On the radio, stereo?
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss
A single thing you do tonight

Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss
A single thing you do tonight
Hey, hey, hey, tonight
Hey, hey, hey, tonight"

T.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Whitney - BOM LeLUTKA - Beige 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - Foxy - Smitten Hair - Browns

Dress and Chain - ChicModa - Carlie Dress & Chain Belt

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose ( Bike Included ) - Secret Poses - My Bike - #03

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Bad Habits

"...Every time you come around, you know I can't say no
Every time the sun goes down, I let you take control
I can feel the paradise before my world implodes
And tonight had something wonderful

My bad habits lead to late nights endin' alone
Conversations with a stranger I barely know
Swearin' this will be the last, but it probably won't
I've got nothin' left to lose, or use, or do
My bad habits lead to wide eyes stare into space
And I know I lose control of the things that I say
Yeah, I was lookin' for a way out, now I can't escape
Nothin' happens after two, it's true, it's true
My bad habits lead to you

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
My bad habits lead to you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
My bad habits lead to you

Every pure intention ends when the good times start
Fallin' over everything to reach the first time's spark
It started under neon lights and then it all got dark
I only know how to go too far

My bad habits lead to late nights endin' alone
Conversations with a stranger I barely know
Swearin' this will be the last, but it probably won't
I've got nothin' left to lose, or use, or do
My bad habits lead to wide eyes stare into space
And I know I lose control of the things that I say
Yeah, I was lookin' for a way out, now I can't escape
Nothin' happens after two, it's true, it's true
My bad habits lead to you

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
My bad habits lead to you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

We took the long way 'round
Burned 'til the fun ran out, now

My bad habits lead to late nights endin' alone
Conversations with a stranger I barely know
Swearin' this will be the last, but it probably won't
I've got nothin' left to lose, or use, or do
My bad habits lead to wide eyes stare into space
And I know I lose control of the things that I say
Yeah, I was lookin' for a way out, now I can't escape
Nothin' happens after two, it's true, it's true
My bad habits lead to you

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
My bad habits lead to you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
My bad habits lead to you"

E.S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Fiona - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 - Available at DUBAI Event

Eyes - Amara Beauty - Fiona Eyes - Available at DUBAI Event

Lipstick - IDTTY - Liquid Love - LeLUTKA - #8 

Haibase - Studio Exposure Makeup - Fake Friends Hairbase - LeLUTKA Evox - D. Brown - 05

Outfit ( Dress and Boots ) - YoU By GeMyles - Ximena Outfit and Boots - Exclusive at eBENTO Event

Jewelry - [Orsini] Jewelry - "Lizi" Necklace and Earrings 

Pose - Lyrium. - Ninna Static Series - #1

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Leave Before You Love Me

"I see you calling
I didn't wanna leave you like that
It's five in the morning, yeah, yeah
A hundred on the dash
'Cause my wheels are rolling
Ain't taking my foot off the gas
And it only took the one night
To see the end of the line
Staring deep in your eyes, eyes

Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

I'm so good at knowing
Of when to leave the party behind
Don't care if they notice, yeah, yeah, no
I'll just catch a ride
I'd rather be lonely, yeah
Than wrapped around your body too tight
Yeah, I'm the type to get naked
Won't give my heart up for breaking
'Cause I'm too gone to be staying, staying

(Dancing on) Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

Dancing on the edge, take it too far
Messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
I'm sorry, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, ay, ay, leave before you love me"

J.B.&M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Bonnie Skin Lelutka EvoX (Pearl) - Available at Dubai Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Eyelashes - .Lexa -  Butterfly Eyelashes Lelutka EvoX - New Release

Lipgloss - Lexa - Vela Gloss Lelutka Evo and EvoX 

Hair - TRUTH - Unravel - Brunette 

Dress - Entice - Rose Aylmer Dress - With a very special price for the Saturday Sale

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - BLACK - New Release

Pose - Lyrium. - Lillian Static Series - #4 curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

I Still Believe

"Baby you know, I'll never let you go, no way
When you're in doubt remember I'll be around, always

After everything we've been through together
You know just how I feel
How I feel

I still believe in you, I still believe you know that I do
I still believe in you, I still believe that you know that its true
I still believe in you

I know somedays
Worries weigh heavy babe, on your mind
But don't let them get you down
We'll work it out somehow, side by side
When you just can't find the answer
You don't believe you have a prayer
I still believe in you
I still believe you know that I do
I still believe in you
I still believe that you know that its true

I still believe in you

Cos I still believe,I believe in you
And I know what you got no reason to do
Cos I still believe you

Cos I still believe
I still believe
I still believe

I still believe in you
I still believe you know that I do
I still believe in you
I still believe, you know that its true
I still believe in you"

L.C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Hope Skin - Lelutka Evo - Sunkissed
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - tram - J0428 Hair

Body and Hoodie - ~NuNa LuNa~ - Body and Hoodie Mackenzie 

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - Skinny Dipping Mesh Nails - Available at Shiny Shabby

Pose - FOXCITY. - Teese Bento Pose Set - #6 m

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Dreaming

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Something Got Me Started

"-I love you!

-Show me

Something got me started

You know that I will love you

Lately since we parted

I truly know that I need you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

Totally brokenhearted

Guilty of what I did to you

Lately since we parted

I truly know that I need you

Yes, a little because

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

I'd give it all up for you (Yes, I would)

Come on

'I really love you'

Come on

...

Yes, I would

Yes, I would

Yes, I would

Hey!

Yes, I would

Yeah

Yes, I would

(Something got me started)

(Something got me started)

You've got to help me now

(Something got me started)

You've got to help me now

(Something got me started)

You've got to help me now

(Something got me started)

You've got to help me now, help me

(Something got me started)

I'll take it out"

S.R.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - WATCHING - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Girls Heaven Event - Round 09/21

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sublime Eyes Gacha - Lelutka Evo - 01 

Eyelashes - CAZIMI - Tidy Lashes ( LeLUTKA Evolution )

Freckles - CAZIMI - VIP Gift April Freckles

Hair - DOUX - Toxic Hairstyle

Top and Skirt - ChicModa - // Pamela Top and Skirt //

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - Skinny Dipping Mesh Nails - Available at Shiny Shabby

Pose - Lyrium. - Riana Static Series - #4 [m]

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

I Am Better Off

"When I think about the way we used to be
When I think about the things you took from me
I know that I am so much better
Better off
When I look at what I’ve done, now that we’re apart
When I look at what I’ve won, I’ve come so far
I know I’m so much better off
And baby you don’t belong

I could feel it in my bones
There was something going on
That shade of doubt
Hangin’ round, got old

‘Cause darling there is nothing right
When all you seem to do is lie
Those days are gone
I’m walking tall
While you’re alone

When I think about the way we used to be
When I think about the things you took from me
I know that I am so much better
Better off
When I look at what I’ve done, now that we’re apart
When I look at what I’ve won, I’ve come so far
I know I’m so much better off
And baby you don’t belong

Your love was cold
Heart made of stone
But I’m just fine
I’m gonna shine
I’m alright, alright, alright
I’m celebrating
My liberation
I’m moving strong
I’m moving on
I’m alright, alright, alright

Might be shaken, but not stirred
Just a lesson that I’ve learned
And so it goes
Tables turn, and you’re on your own

When I think about the way
When I think about the way we used to be
When I think about the things you took from me
I know that I am so much better
Better off
When I look at what I’ve done, now that we’re apart
When I look at what I’ve won, I’ve come so far
I know I’m so much better off
And baby you don’t belong"

W.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1

Head Applier - Lexa - Bonnie Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer) - Available at Dubai Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Eyelashes - .Lexa -  Butterfly Eyelashes Lelutka EvoX - New Release

Hair - KUNI - Sol Hair

Lipgloss - Lexa - Nena Gloss Lelutka Evo and EvoX 

Dress - Sn@tch - Chelsea Boho Babydoll Dress 

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - babyboo. - Daisy Bento Set - #03

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Feel So High

"Show me your company, come and tell me who you'll be
I'll try and take things easy, I'll be loose, I'll be carefree
I'm living for tomorrow not today, gotta make my plans so in case
I'll be prepared when I see you smiling

'Cause I feel so high away, I'm reaching out for your sky
I've boundless energies, I feel I could run a million miles
I'm riding on the wheel of fortune, taking me to places far and free
I feel so high when I approach your sky

When I touch your sky, I, I want my joy to be discreet
Can't seem to hide the feeling that you knock me from my seat
When I'm talking with my friends, you're the subject every time
I know I bore them but they do it to me sometimes

'Cause I feel so high away, I'm reaching out for your sky
I've boundless energies, I feel I could run a million miles
I'm riding on the wheel of fortune, taking me to places far and free
I feel so high when I approach your sky

I've seen you exposed, your thoughts are nude
Come on, take off your pride baby, you should wash your attittude
I'm sitting here watching you baby, trying to pretend you're cool and calm
Come on now, you can tell me baby, did the gypsy read your palm?

Show me your company, come and tell me who you'll be
I'll try and take things easy, I'll be loose, I'll be carefree
I'm living for tomorrow not today, gotta make my plans so in case
I'll be prepared when I see you smiling

'Cause I feel so high away, I'm reaching out for your sky
I've boundless energies, I feel I could run a million miles
I'm riding on the wheel of fortune, taking me to places far and free
I feel so high when I approach your sky

I feel so high, when I'm touching your sky baby
I feel so high
I feel so high, when I'm touching your sky baby
I feel so high yeah, yeah
I feel so high, when I'm touching your sky baby
I feel so high
I feel so high, when I'm touching your sky baby
I feel so high yeah, yeah"

D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Miranda Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Truth - Trinket - Brunette

Top and Shorts - ~NuNa LuNa~ - Top and Shorts Erika

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - Diversion - Poolside Poses - #2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Happy

"Someone once told me
That you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything

Don't you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
'Cause love won't set you free

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just tryna be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just tryna play my role
Slowly disappear, oh

But all these days,
They feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here

Well, I can't stand by the side, oh, no,
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just tryna be happy, oh, happy, oh

So many turns that I can't see,
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say "victim"
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Oh, yeah, happy, oh, happy
I just wanna be, oh
I just wanna be happy
Oh, happy"

L.L.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Lin Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Lamb. - Penny Lane - Dark Brown 

Dress - Melody Shop - Karol - New Release

Jewelry - !IT! - Selena Set - HUD #2 - Available at Swank Event - August

Pose - Creative Stylez - Bento Poses - Natallia - P1M

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Just Feel Better

"She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'd do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting old, and
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better"

S.&S.T.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - MELANGONIC - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at eBENTO Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)

Hair - Stealthic - Plush Hair - Brown

Jumpsuit - ~NuNa LuNa~ - Jumpsuit Angel - Denim

Earrings - Heartsdale Jewelry - Dhoom Essy Collection - Available at Swank Event - August

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - ~Hello Gorgeous ~ - Arpina Set - #01

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Paixão

"Encontrei nas folhas do meu dicionário
1 palavra com sentido extraordinário
Achei que me faz sentir assim
Ora sorrir, ora chorar
Ora render, ora lutar
É luz, negra da cor dos teus olhos
Do tom da tua pele
Aroma de áfrica, sabor de mel
Medida no grande amor que vivemos
Tu por mim, eu por ti
No mundo que conquistámos

É alegria, é tristeza
Um misto de emoção
Melodia celestial
Que baila no meu coração
É dor, um químico de prazer
Que invade o todo de mim
E me faz sentir assim

Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão

Lua cheia, iluminando o meu pensar
Sol quente, que me aquece
E me deixa a desejar
Um mar, um mar, um mar, um mar azul
Que refresca o meu ser, no paraíso
Cantiga, que embala a minha tempestade
Oásis no meu deserto
Embora longe, está sempre perto
Eclipse que me deixa perdida no escuro
Tesouro oriental, escondido em lugar seguro

É alegria, é tristeza
Um misto de emoção
Melodia celestial
Que baila no meu coração
É dor, um químico de prazer
Que invade o todo d mim
E me faz sentir assim

Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão

É alegria, é tristeza
Um misto de emoção
Melodia celestial
Que baila no meu coração
É dor, um químico de prazer
Que invade o todo d mim
E me faz sentir assim

Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão
Paixão, paixão, paixão"

B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1

Head Applier - Lexa - Bonnie Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer) - Available at Dubai Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)

Haibase - Studio Exposure Makeup - Fake Friends Hairbase - LeLUTKA Evox - D. Brown - 05

Bikini - MOoH! - Maude Bikini 

Mesh Nails - .:: StunnerOriginals ::. - Bento Nails Mesh Ballerina Long Essential - Available at Swank Event - August

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - Lyrium. - Eve Static Series - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Army Of Lovers

"There's an army of lovers dying to meet you
Dying to make your acquaintance
It could be you or it could be me
So don't let go
Because I need you so.

I'm yours, and you are mine
There's something about you baby
I want to hold you tonight

Accidents happen, strangest of places
How come they happen at all
Look for the turning for something or nothing
I wont let go
Because I need you so.

I'm yours and you are mine
There's something about you baby
I want to hold you tonight

Every time I see you, you complete my life
Got to find an answer stay with me tonight
Stay with me, oh baby wont you stay with me
Stay with me

There's an army of lovers dying to meet you
Dying to make your acquaintance"
L.R.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - FURIOUS - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Vanity Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Lipstick - IDTTY - Beach Day - Genus - #8

Hair - Ade - Melissa Hairstyle - Available at Access Event  

Outfit ( Top and Shorts ) - {Le'La} - Adasha Outfit - Available at Designer Showcase - August Round

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - PolarBunny - Portrait Book - 002 - Bento Poses - #2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Going Back Where I Belong

"Got myself a ticket
On a board this lonesome train
I give a man a brokenheart
And things are never be the same

Leavin' this town
No use hangin’ 'round
I maybe wrong but we can't get along
And I’m going back where I belong

Took my daddy for granted
You know I played him for a fool
Found out later that I left him some
After breakin' love, your golden rule

Leavin' this town
No use hangin' 'round
I maybe wrong but we can't get along
And I'm going back where I belong

I really love my baby
And I know he love me too
I'm leaving this town
The broken heart tell me what else can I do?

Leavin’ this town
No use hanging around
I maybe wrong but we can get along
And I’m goin' back where I belong
I said I’m goin' back where I belong
I'm goin' back
Goin’ back
I'm go..."

E.L.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1

Head Applier - Lexa - Kiwi Skin Lelutka Evox (Pearl) 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Eyelashes - Lexa - Mia Lashes LeLUTKA Evolution 

Lipgloss - Lexa - Nena Gloss Lelutka Evo and EvoX 

Hair - DOUX - Victoria Hairstyle

Lingerie - Entice - Lucky Star Lingerie - Available at Cosmopolitan Event

Necklace - [Orsini] Jewelry - "Lizi" Necklace and Earrings 

Pose - FOXCITY. - Teese Bento Pose Set - #6

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Teese

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon