All I Know So Far

"I haven't always been this way
I wasn't born a renegade
I felt alone, still feel afraid
I stumble through it anyway

I wish someone would've told me that this life is ours to choose
No one's handing you the keys or a book with all the rules
The little that I know I'll tell to you
When they dress you up in lies and you're left naked with the truth

You throw your head back
And you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
(That's all I know so far)
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars

That's all I know so far
That's all I know so far

So you might give yourself away, yeah
And pay full price for each mistake
But when the candy coating hides the razor blade
You can cut yourself loose and use that rage

I wish someone would've told me that this darkness comes and goes
People will pretend but, baby girl, nobody knows
And even I can't teach you how to fly
But I can show you how to live like your life is on the line

You throw your head back
And you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
(That's all I know so far)
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you till the world blows up, yes
Up and down and through till the world blows up, yeah
When it's right or it's all fucked up
Till the world blows up, till the world blows up
And we will be enough
And until the world blows up

Just throw your head back
And spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you till the world blows up"

P.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Charlie Skin - Lelutka Evo - Sunkissed - New VIP Group Gift
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Eyelashes - CAZIMI - VIP Gift July Lashes

Lipstick - Nuve. - Pastel Matte Lipstick - Lelutka Evo + Evo X

Hair -Lamb. - Mod - Dark Browns

Top and Shorts - Melody Shop - Seok - Exclusive at Vanity Event

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - Lyrium. - Elena Static Series - # 4 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Happy

"Someone once told me
That you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything

Don't you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
'Cause love won't set you free

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just tryna be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just tryna play my role
Slowly disappear, oh

But all these days,
They feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here

Well, I can't stand by the side, oh, no,
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just tryna be happy, oh, happy, oh

So many turns that I can't see,
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say "victim"
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Oh, yeah, happy, oh, happy
I just wanna be, oh
I just wanna be happy
Oh, happy"

L.L.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Fleur Head V3.1
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Lin Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Lamb. - Penny Lane - Dark Brown 

Dress - Melody Shop - Karol - New Release

Jewelry - !IT! - Selena Set - HUD #2 - Available at Swank Event - August

Pose - Creative Stylez - Bento Poses - Natallia - P1M

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Gipsy

"So I'm back, to the velvet underground
Back to the floor, that I love
To a room with some lace and paper flowers
Back to the gypsy that I was
To the gypsy that I was

And it all comes down to you
Well you know that it does
And lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
Oh, and it lights up the night
And you see your gypsy
You see your gypsy

To the gypsy that remains
Faces freedom with a little fear
I have no fear, I have only love
And if I was a child
And the child was enough
Enough for me to love
Enough to love

She is dancing away from me now
She was just a wish
She was just a wish
And a memory is all that is left for you now
You see your gypsy, oh
You see your gypsy

Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
And it all comes down to you
And it all comes down to you
Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
And it all comes down to you
And it all comes down to you

I still see your bright eyes, bright eyes
And it all comes down to you
I still see your bright eyes, bright eyes
And it all comes down to you
I still see your bright eyes, bright eyes
(She was just a wish)
(She was just a wish)
And it all comes down to you
Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
And it all comes down to you"

F.M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - MORE - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Designer Showcase  - May Round

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift

Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Lamb -  Witchy - Dark Brown 

Dress - GGVG Fashion - Boho The Breeze Dress - At Down - Available at Swank Event - May

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - Ballerina Mesh Nails - VIP Gift May 

Pose - Lyrium. - Lucy Idle Stands Breathing Poses - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Sunrise

"Sunrise, sunrise
Looks like mornin' in your eyes
But the clock's held 9:15 for hours

Sunrise, sunrise
Couldn't tempt us if it tried
'Cause the afternoon's already come and gone

And I said, "Ooh, ooh, ooh." to you.

Surprise, surprise
Couldn't find it in your eyes
But I'm sure it's written all over my face

Surprise, surprise
Never something I could hide
When I see we made it through another day

And I said, "Ooh, ooh, ooh." to you.

And now the night
Will throw its cover down
On me again.

Ooh, and if I'm right,
It's the only way
To bring me back.

"Ooh, ooh, ooh" to you.
"Ooh, ooh, ooh" to you"
N.J.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LeLutka - Piper Bento Head 3.3

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Mara LeLutka Applier - Tan

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack

Hair - Lamb. - Honey - Dark Browns

Blouse and Shorts - [WellMade] - Felicia Blouse and Talia Shorts - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 12/19 - ( June 9th - June  22th )
Wedges - Reign - Macrame Wedges

Necklace and Bracelet - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace and Bracelet

Poses - [InDiGO] - Female Portrait Bento Pose Set - Available at Flourish

BBQ Set ( BBQ Pavillion, Food & Drink Table, Food & Serve Table, BBQ Oil Drum, Beer Barrel and Fire Extinguisher ) - [CIRCA] - Galloway's BBQ Set - Available at The Boardwalk Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

What's Love Got To Do With It

"You must understand
Though the touch of your hand
Makes my pulse react
That it's only the thrill
Of boy meeting girl
Opposites attract

It's physical
Only logical
You must try to ignore
That it means more than that

Oh what's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart
When a heart can be broken

It may seem to you
That I'm acting confused
When you're close to me
If I tend to look dazed
I've read it someplace
I've got cause to be

There's a name for it
There's a phrase that fits
But whatever the reason
You do it for me

I've been taking on a new direction
But I have to say
I've been thinking about my own protection
It scares me to feel this way

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a sweet old fashioned notion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken"
T.T.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Elora Omega Applier - Tan - Available for Fly Buy Friday

Hair - Lamb - Sacred - Light Browns

Completre Outfit ( Dress and Shoes ) - [Vips Creations] - Female Outfit - [Angelina]3 -Available at Dubai Event

Necklace - Michan - Moira Necklace

Poses - K&S - Caitlin Pose Set

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Emotes - Exclusive for Suicide Dollz Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Strong Enough

"I don't need your sympathy
There's nothing you can say or do for me
And I don't want a miracle
You'll never change for no one

I hear your reasons why
Where did you sleep last night?
And was she worth it, was she worth it?

'Cos I'm strong enough
To live without you
Strong enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

There's no more to say
So save your breath
And then walk away
No matter what I hear you say
I'm strong enough to know you gotta go

So you feel misunderstood
Baby, have I got news for you
On being used, I could write a book
You don't wanna hear about it

I've been losing sleep
You've been going cheap
She ain't worth half of me it's true
I'm telling you

Now I'm strong enough to live without you
Strong enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

Come hell or waters high
You'll never see me cry
This is our last goodbye, it's true

I'm telling you
That I'm strong enough to live without you
Stron enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

There's no more to say
So save your breath
And you walk away
No matter what I hear you say
I'm strong enough to know you gotta go"
C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 2.2

Skin - Izzie's - Omega Appliers - Peach

Head Applier - Izzie's - Daphne  Applier For LeLutka Bento - Peach - New Release

Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue

Hair - Lamb - Lovesong - Group Gift

T-Shirt & Panties Set - Entice - Angel Witch - Blue ( Exclusive from Fatpack ) - Available at The Coven
Slippers - Reign - Beary Cozy Slippers
Poses - [Kikay] - SL F&O Group Gift

Furniture - [Circa] - "It's In The Stars" Gacha Items

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon