Lost Without You

"All the years of living alone
thinking of myself
were filled with days of emptiness
and room for no one else
I found a haven in isolation
with nothing to lose
safe and lonely thinking of only
what I had to prove
I was lost without you
I was lost without you
like being frozen in time
disillusioned with life
until I knew
I found myself in you

I remember being afraid
of my destiny
fear of change or losing my way
and my identity
then something bigger just took over
and it happened so fast
lying here, my head on your shoulder
reliving the past

I was lost without you
I was lost without you
like being frozen in time
disillusioned with life
until I knew
I found myself in you
I found myself in you

And all the love I needed to give
finally found a home
you've given me a reason to live
can't go back
don't let go

I was lost without you
lost without you
like being frozen in time
going out of my mind
until I knew
I was lost without you
lost without you
like being frozen in time
disillusioned with life
until I knew
I found myself in you
I found myself in you"
B.C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1

Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.1

Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Sandy BOM LeLutka - Fair 

Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA] - Ocean #03

Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Moon.Hair - Twirl Hair - Brunettes

Dress - Darkmoons Corner - Rachel - Available at Up Event
Heels - [BREATHE] - Tomoyo Heels - Blueberry
Necklace - The Owl - Heart Horny Necklace Heart - Love U - Gacha Item
Pose - Ebano Poses - Glamorous Pose Set - #F4 - Exclusive for UniK Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

The Sea

"Flocking to the sea
Crowds of people wait for me
Sea gulls scavenge
Steal ice cream
Worries vanish
Within my dream

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control here
Living free

Fishing boats sail past the shore
No singing may-day any more
The sun is shining
The Water's clear
Just you and I walk along the pier

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control here
Living free

A cool breeze flows but mind the wasp
Some get stung it's worth the cost
I'd love to stay
The city calls me home
More hassles fuss and lies on the phone

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control here
Living free

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control with you,
And living, living,
And I, living, by the sea"
M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - Catwa - Lilo Bento Head V2.16

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Daria Catwa Applier - Tan - Free Gift at Redeux Event 

Eyes - session - Ocean Mesh Eyes 
Hair - Rezology - Newsea YU203 
Outfit ( Top and Shorts ) - La Gazza Ladra - Whipcat ( Cobalt ) - Available at Trés Chic 
Sandals - [BREATHE] - Naoki Flats - Brown - Gacha item at The Gacha Garden - August Round
Necklace and Earrings - Cae - :: Sharktooth :: Neclace and Earrings - Free Gift at he Gacha Garden - August Round
Poses - {Nantra} - Pret A Porter Pose Set 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Walking On Broken Glass

"...You were the sweetest thing that I ever knew
But I don't care for sugar, honey, if I can't have you
Since you've abandoned me
My whole life has crashed
Won't you pick the pieces up
'Cause it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass

Walking on, walking on broken glass

The sun's still shining in big blue sky
But it don't mean nothing to me
Oh, let the rain come down
Let the wind blow through me
I'm living in an empty room
With all the windows smashed
And I've got so little left to lose
That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass

And if you're trying to cut me down
You know that I might bleed
'Cause if you're trying to cut me down
I know that you'll succeed
And if you want to hurt me
There's nothing left to fear
'Cause if you want to hurt me
You're doing really well, my dear

Now everyone of us was made to suffer
Everyone of us was made to weep
We've been hurting one another
Now the pain has cut too deep
So take me from the wreckage
Save me from the blast
Lift me up and take me back
Don't let me keep on walking
I can't keep on walking, keep on walking on broken glass

Walking on, walking on broken glass..."
E.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 2.7  
Skin - Essences - Maitreya Lara Appliers - #Medium 01

Head Applier - Essences - Grazia - #Medium 01 - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyes - [Mudskin] - You Are My Universe - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - ""D!va"" - Hair "Tessa"
Outfit ( Including Dress, Collar, Panties, Garner, Cuff, Stockings ) - Entice - Good For You Dress Set - Available at The Gacha Garden
Heels - [BREATHE] - Satoko Heels
Poses - {QP} - Fabulous Pose Set - Available at Lost & Found Event - July

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

That Somebody Was You

"There's been so many times
My heart has been broken into
I kept them waiting in line
Coz nobody's heart was true
For every time I gave into love
I would always end up blue
And just when I was about to give up
I found myself an angel call to you

I've been waiting a lifetime for
Somebody to love me like you do
(oh yeah,oh yeah)
I was thinking that I'd always
Be lonely but God came up
With someone like you
Just to think I had made
Up my mind love was over
Somebody gave me the love
That somebody was you

I told you night after night
I prayed for someone like you
But no one ever was right
They could not compare to you

I wasn't sure if I could endure
If things just stay the same
I didn't know if God had in store
A day without you loving my way

I've been waiting a lifetime for
Somebody to love me like you do
Oh yeah (oh yeah)
I was thinking that I'd always be
Lonely but God came up
With someone like you
Just to think I had made up my mind
Love was over
Somebody gave me the love
That somebody was you

I've been waiting a lifetime for
Somebody to love me like you do
(baby)
Oh yeah (oh yeah)
I was thinking that I'd always be
Lonely but God came up
With someone like you
Just to think I had made up my mind
Love was over
Somebody gave me the love
(somebody gave me the love)
Somebody gave me the love
(opened my heart and gave me love)
Somebody gave me the love
(somebody gave me the love)
That somebody was you...."
K.G.&T.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Gaia Bento Head V1.0
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Lavender Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at the Mainstore

Eyes - Izzie's - Tokyo Eyes ( Pale ) - Sky

Hair - {Limerence} - Jess Hair - Browns 

Dress - !MINT! - Cherry Dress - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 158 - ( July 9th - July 22th ) 
Heels - [BREATHE] - Loren Heels - Mint
Necklace - Amala - The Cara Necklace
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Summertime Shine #1 - Gacha Item

Poses - {Nantra} - Pret A Porter Pose Set

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Amar Pelos Dois

"Se um dia alguém perguntar por mim
Diz que vivi para te amar
Antes de ti, só existi
Cansado e sem nada para dar

Meu bem, ouve as minhas preces
Peço que regresses, que me voltes a querer
Eu sei que não se ama sozinho
Talvez devagarinho possas voltar a aprender

Meu bem, ouve as minhas preces
Peço que regresses, que me voltes a querer
Eu sei que não se ama sozinho
Talvez devagarinho possas voltar a aprender

Se o teu coração não quiser ceder
Não sentir paixão, não quiser sofrer
Sem fazer planos do que virá depois
O meu coração pode amar pelos dois"
L.S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Nove Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at The Dark Style Fair  4

Eyes - Izzie's - Tokyo Eyes ( Pale ) - Sky
Hair - MURRAY - Bamby Hair ( Fatpack ) - Group Gift - Free Group Join :)
Dress - AdoreZ - Yummi Dress - Comes with a HUD with 30 colors :) - Available at FitMesh Designer Expose
Heels - [BREATHE] - Thea Heels - Rose Pink
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Miss Daisy Rosy Set - New Release - Available at Swank Event - May
Manicure - Livia - Calla Nails - Group Gift
Poses - {Nantra} - Unforgettable Pose Set

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

You Learn

"I, recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone, yeah
I, recommend walking around naked in your living room, yeah

Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

You live you learn, you love you learn
You cry you learn, you lose you learn
You bleed you learn, you scream you learn

I, recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I, recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free

Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears

You live you learn, you love you learn
You cry you learn, you lose you learn
You bleed you learn, you scream you learn

Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually, anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend

You live you learn, you love you learn
You cry you learn, you lose you learn
You bleed you learn, you scream you learn

You grieve you learn, you choke you learn
You laugh you learn, you choose you learn
You pray you learn, you ask you learn
You live you learn"
A.M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.0
Head - Catwa - Lilo Bento Head V2.16

Head Applier - Glam Affair - Pippi - Catwa Mesh Head Applier - Asia

Eyeshadow -  Livia - Zola Eyeshadow for Catwa - Exclusive for Lost & Found Event - April

Eyes - session - Ocean Mesh Eyes 

Hair - Tameless - Maeve - New Release
Dress - Haus Of Ito - Chesapeake Dress - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 152 - ( April 16th - April 29th )
Heels - [BREATHE] - Loren Heels
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Matte Nails - New Release
Poses - BellePoses - Marie Pose Set

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Disturbia

"Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
all my life in my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort

Put on your green lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' phone calls
The phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort

...

Release me from this curse
I'm trying to remain tame
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

Put on your green lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia"
R.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Opal Face & Body Applier - Black Brows 

Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue
Hair - Rezology - Shift
Dress - ::PM:: PurpleMoon - Delilah Dress - Black - Available at Swank Event
Heels - [BREATHE] - Fleur Heels
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Mangalsutra Collection

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Thank You

"My tea's gone cold, I wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life."
D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Maria Face & Body Applier - Cotton Candy - Available at Applique Event

Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue
Hair - Tameless -  Elizabetta - New Release
Outfit ( Top and Shorts ) - {.LAGEENY f a s h i o n.} - [Suzy] - New Release

Flats - [BREATHE] - Serendipity Flats

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Samsara in Morganite Set - Group Gift
Manicure - Livia - Cherry Blossom Nails - Exclusive for Lost & Found Event - April
Poses - Fashiowl Poses - Let's Go - Available at Lost & Found Event - April

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon