Lose You To Love Me

"You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours
I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose colored glasses all distorted
Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin'
When it wasn't yours, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me

I gave my all and they all know it
You tore me down and now it's showing
In two months you replaced us
Like it was easy
Made me think I deserved it
In the thick of healing, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

...

And now the chapter is closed and done
To love love, yeah
To love love, yeah
To love, yeah
And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us"
S.G.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - Catwa - Sofia Head V4.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Fair 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Piper Catwa Applier - Fair 

Eyes - LUXREBEL - Powder Pack Catwa July '19 Eyes - Available for Powder Pack Catwa July 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyeshadow - Livia - Bolt Eyeshadow v1&2 - Available at TMR - October
Lipstick - Identity Body Shop - Bloody Mary Collection - Available for Powder Pack Catwa October 2019 - Available at Powder Pack

Hair - Doe - Bones Hair 
Dress - 1Hundred - Scary Cute Mini Violet - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 21/19 - ( October 20th - November 1st )
Necklace - .::Supernatural::. - Mona Necklace Silver #2

Manicure - Livia - Dark Side Pointed Polish - Exclusive at Designer Showcase Event - October
Pose - Secret Poses - Alana Pose Set - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Tell Me What You Need

"Tell me what you need
Throwing signs I can not read
Something's wrong
How can we move on?
You're not a heart breaker
But you're making my world break
You world shaker

You gotta dig deep
'Cause your mind just screams
And I can't sleep
Cannot sleep

Open your mouth, I can't read your mind
Speak to me, give me a sign
Won't you just, won't you just
Open your mouth, I can't read your mind
I can't read your mind

You used to talk all the time
Share your thoughts, ten to the dime
Something's changed
Now you're acting strange
I know that you care
When I speak, you just sit and stare

I gotta dig deep
'Cause your mind's running wild and
And I can't sleep
Cannot sleep

Open your mouth, I can't read your mind
No, you don't have to walk away
You said you never would
I never hear a word you say
Don't speak when you should
Speak to me, tell me what you need
Won't you just
Open your mouth, I can't read your mind
I can't read your mind..."
A.C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Spicy Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at eBENTO Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - Doe - Yas Queen - Browns - Gacha Item - Available at The Epiphany 
Dress - TRS Designs - Valerie Dress - Available at FitMesh Plaza & Discount Event - January Round
Leggings - Pink Cream Pie - Kore Leggings
Boots - Reign - Harkley Boots - Available at Collabor88
Poses - ~Ana Boutique~ - Bento Portrait Set 2 - Available at The Pose Fair

Dairy Bar - Salacity - Zesty's Dairy Bar - Available at The Boardwalk Event 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Tight Connection To My heart

"Well, I had to move fast
And I couldn't with you around my neck
I said I'd send for you and I did
What did you expect ?
My hands are sweating
And we haven't even started yet
I'll go along with the charade
Until I can think my way out
I know it was all a big joke
Whatever it was all about
Someday maybe
I'll remember to forget.

I'm gonna get my coat
I feel the breath of a storm
There's something I've got to do tonight
You go inside and stay warm.

Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
I don't know
Has anybody seen my love ?

You want to talk to me
Go ahead and talk
Whatever you got to say to me
Won't come as any shock
I must be guilty of something
You just whisper it into my ear
Madame Butterfly
She lulled me to sleep
In a town without pity
Where the water runs deep
She said, "Be easy, baby
There aint nothing worth stealing in here".

You're the one I've been looking for
You're the one that's got the key
But I can't figure out whether I'm too good for you
Or, or you're too good for me. Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
I don't know
Has anybody seen my love ?

Well, they're not showing any lights tonight
And there's no moon
There's just a hot-blooded singer
Singing 'Memphis in June'
And they're beating the devil out of a guy
Who's wearing a powder-blue wig
Later he'll be shot
For resisting arrest
I can still hear his voice crying
In the wilderness
What looks large from a distance
Close up ain't never that big.

I never could learn to drink that blood
And call it wine
I never could learn to hold you, love
And call you mine..."
B.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Amelia Omega Applier - Tan 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Hair - Doe - Crinkle Fries Hair - Browns
Bikini - Maci~ - Julia Bikini

Flip Flops - Reign - Flip Flops

Hair Garland, Garland and Bracelet - Heartsdale Jewelry - Lei Lei Set 

Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Summer Nails

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Wisp Series Pose Pack  

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Let Your Soul Be Your Pilot

"Let your soul be your pilot
Let your soul guide you
He'll guide you well

When you're down and they're counting
When your secrets all found out
When your troubles take to mounting
When the map you have leads you to doubt
When there's no information
And the compass turns to nowhere that you know well

Let your soul be your pilot
Let your soul guide you
He'll guide you well

When the doctors failed to heal you
When no medicine chest can make you well
When no counsel leads to comfort
When there are no more lies they can tell
No more useless information
And the compass spins
The compass spins between heaven and hell

Let your soul be your pilot
Let your soul guide you
He'll guide you well

And your eyes turn towards the window pane
To the lights upon the hill
The distance seems so strange to you now
And the dark room seems so still

Let your pain be my sorrow
Let your tears be my tears too
Let your courage be my model
That the north you find will be true
When there's no information
And the compass turns to nowhere that you know well

Let your soul be your pilot
Let your soul guide you
Let your soul guide you
Let your soul guide you upon your way..."
S.

What i'm wearing: 

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head 
Skin and Head Applier - Wow Skins - Lucy Omega Applier  - Tan 
Eyes - session - Ocean Mesh Eyes
Hair - Doe - Tania - Browns 
Dress - MOoH! - Darlene Dress - April Group Gift
Shoes - Empire - Flax
Jewelry - Elle Boutique - Raelynn Bento Set - Exclusive for the Underdog Event 

Manicure -  Alaskametro<3 - "Pastels/Solids" Nail Polish - Available at Spring Flair

Poses - {Nantra} -  99 Luftballons Pose Set - Available at Mainstore and Sight Unseen Pose Set - Available at Ultra Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Best Shot

"When you're on your own and you feel lost
When your heart's a mess though you've given your best

I'll be here giving it my best shot baby your loves got more then I need
Here crying from the rooftops
Nothing can stop us if we believe
Here giving it my best shot baby I find that we can be free
When you're here with me

When your sky is dark and the earth is shaking your bed
Your hope is at its end you just need one friend

I'll be here giving it my best shot baby your loves got all that I need
Here crying from the rooftops
Nothing can stop us if we believe
Here giving it my best shot baby I find that we can be free
When you're here with me

When you cant find you're way and all around you walks as deep and grey
The stars fall from above and you're barely holding on my love (on my love)

Giving it my best shot baby your loves got all that I need
Here crying from the rooftops
Nothing can stop us if we believe
Here giving it my best shot baby I find that we can be free
When you're here with me"
B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Maxine Mesh Head

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Lolly Omega Applier - Tan - October Group Gift

Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue
Hair - Doe - Kitty - Browns HUD - Available at The Gacha Garden
Outfit - {Pretty Things} - Eden Outfit - Available at Designer Showcase 

Shoes - :::ChicChica::: - Lil Zefir - Available at The Gacha Garden

Poses - KaTink - Pookey Pose Set 


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon