Monday, September 30, 2019

Hate That I Love You

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
Can I not like you for awhile?
No

But you won't let me
You upset me, girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
That I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long
That's wrong

But I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss
And fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you, boy
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you, boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

...

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So, you'll probably always have a spell on me

That's how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much I need you
How much I love you
That's how much I love you
How I need you
That's how much I need you
I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you, boy
I can't stand how much I need you
(can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
(but I just can't let you go, no)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so, so"
R.&N-Y.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Fair 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Emma Genus Applier - Fair 
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Stealthic - Passion - Browns
Lingerie - 1Hundred - Playful Panties - Pink - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 19/19 - ( September 22th - October 4th )
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose - Lush Poses - Lindsey Pose Set - #4

Bed - Refuge - Sophie Bed - Adult - Available at Equal10 Event

Backdrop - K&S - Loft 1 Backdrops - White&Black - Group Gift



On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Sunday, September 29, 2019

Why Can't This Be Love

"Oh here it comes again
That funny feelin again winding me up inside
Every time we touch
Hey I don't know
Just tell me where to begin cause I never ever
Felt so much

No I can't recall any love at all
Baby this blows 'em all away

It's got what it takes
So tell me why can't this be love
Straight from my heart oh tell me why
Can't this be love
I tell myself
Hey only fools rush in an only time will tell
If we stand the test of time
All I know
You've got to run to win an I'll be damned if
I'll get hung up on the line

Tell me why can't this be love
Baby why can't this be love
Got to know why can't this be love
I wanna know why can't this be love..."
V.H.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Fair 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Emma Genus Applier - Fair 
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - eXxEsS - Gin A Mesh Hair
Outfit ( Top and Shorts ) - EYELURE - Forever Hoodie & Shorties - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 19/19 - ( September 22th - October 4th )
Pose - Ebano Poses - Daniela - #9 - Available at Dubai Event

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Lazy Nights


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Thursday, September 26, 2019

I'm Gonna Find Another You

"It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you"
J.M.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Kamilla Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel 
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - DOUX - Denise Hairstyle 
Outfit ( Top and Pants ) - Apple Heart Inc. - Thelma Outfit - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 19/19 - ( September 22th - October 4th )
Plats - Reign - Polly Plats
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose - Amitie - Guitar Case Women Pack - #2 - Available at Shiny Shabby

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Music Speaks


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, September 25, 2019

Hungry Heart

"Got a wife and kids in Baltimore, Jack
I went out for a ride and I never went back
Like a river that don't know where it's flowing
I took a wrong turn and I just kept going

Everybody's got a hungry heart
Everybody's got a hungry heart
Lay down your money and you play your part
Everybody's got a hungry heart

I met her in a Kingstown bar
We fell in love. I knew it had to end
We took what we had and we ripped it apart
Now here I am down in Kingstown again

Everybody needs a place to rest
Everybody wants to have a home
Don't make no difference what nobody says
Ain't nobody like to be alone"
B.S.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Shana Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at WCF - Back To School Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Truth - Delirium - Brunette
Dress - Prism - Claire Beach Dress by Jezzixa Cazalet - Blueberry - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 19/19 - ( September 22th - October 4th )
Bento Nails - Livia - Yasmin Bento Nails - New Release for Flora Event
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose - Ebano Poses - Daniela - #7 - Available at Dubai Event


On my mind:



Tuesday, September 24, 2019

Kiss Me, Oh Kiss Me

"So when the fight is over,
And the storm is through,
Now will you pick another?
What will you get into?

So you stand in the corner,
With those boxing gloves on you,
You're old, scared and lonely,
Yeah we've all been there too… uh uh
We've been all there too…

Kiss me, oh kiss me,
If that can make it right.
Try me, find me,
Just throw them on me…
Those failed expectations…
Floods and afflictions you're through.
Cause I just might, take them home with me.

And the cracks in the pavement,
Yeah we've all fell there before,
And bones built into skeleton,
We've all been through that door.

Kiss me, oh kiss me,
If that can make it right.
Try me, find me,
Just throw them on me…
Those failed expectations…
Floods and afflictions you're through.
Cause I just might…

Kiss me, oh kiss me,
Will that make things right ?
Try me, find me,
Just throw them on me…
Those failed expectations…
Floods and afflictions you're through.
Cause I just might…
I just might, take you home.

Kiss me, kiss me,
We've all been there too,
Kiss me, kiss me
We have all been there too,
Kiss me, kiss me
We've all been there too,
Kiss me, kiss me
So kiss me…"
D.F.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Maze Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at Dubai Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - eXxEsS - Cheri Mesh Hair 
Dress - Entice - We Are Young Dress - Available at Designer Showcase
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose - [NinaX] - Avant Garde Bento Pose Set - Pose 5 - Group Gift

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Sk8


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Sunday, September 22, 2019

Lover

"We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January
This is our place, we make the rules
And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear
Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?

Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home
You're my, my, my, my
Lover

We could let our friends crash in the living room
This is our place, we make the call
And I'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you
I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all

Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home (Forever and ever)
You're my, my, my, my
Lover

Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?
With every guitar string scar on my hand
I take this magnetic force of a man to be my
Lover
My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue
All's well that ends well to end up with you
Swear to be over-dramatic and true to my
Lover

And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me
And at every table, I'll save you a seat
Lover

Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home (Forever and ever)
You're my, my, my, my
Oh, you're my, my, my, my
Darling, you're my, my, my, my
Lover"
T.S.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Catwa - Sofia Head V4.0
Skin Applier - *Spicy* - Body V2 Omega Applier - Sunkissed - Maitreya
Head Applier - *Spicy* - Millie Skin Catwa Applier - Sunkissed Tone
Blush - *Spicy* - Blush Set ( Omega )
Eyes - LUXREBEL - Powder Pack Catwa July '19 Eyes - Available for Powder Pack Catwa July 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - DOUX - Santana Hairstyle - Available at Tres Chic Event
Lingerie ( Bodysuit and Stockings ) - YoU by GeMyles - Elecktra Bodysuit & Stockings - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 19/19 - ( September 22th - October 4th )
Pose - Diversion - Affection Pose Set - #3 - Available at Belle Event

Bed - Refuge - Sophie Bed - Adult - Available at Equal10 Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, September 18, 2019

Someone You Loved

"I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound til I come back around

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved"
L.C.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Dandelion Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Curves Event
Eyelashes - .euphoric ~ - Felisja Beauty Set ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus September 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Truth - Oasis - Brunette
Dress - Pacifica Fashion - Suzan Ruffled Dress - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 18/19 - ( September 8th - September 21th )
Pose - Ebano Poses - Mexico Love - #2 - Exclusive Release for Tlalli-The Fair Around The World (Mexico Round)

On my mind:



Kissessss

BonBon


Monday, September 16, 2019

Summertime Sadness

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh..."
L.D.R.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Fair 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Helen Genus Applier - Fair - Available for Powder Pack Genus September 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyeshadow, Eyelashes, Eyeshadow and Lipstick - .euphoric ~ - Felisja Beauty Set ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus September 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Truth - Elixir - Brunette
Swimsuit - ChicModa - Debbie Swimsuit
Tattoo - Juna Artistic Tattoo - Milly Tattoo Woman - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 18/19 - ( September 8th - September 21th )
Pose - Jess Poses - Jess Pose Beach 3


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Thursday, September 12, 2019

Paris

"If I ask that boy to jump, I know he would
He don't even have to say, it's understood
He treat me nice, he treat me right, he treat me good
Still I get so hesitant, still I get so hesitant
So I took myself where I think I should be
Someone told me that it's waiting here for me
Parisian nights, Parisian high, Parisian breeze
Feeding me like medicine, feeding me like medicine, yeah

It's so romantic in Paris
Won't even try to compare it
Thought I was sure that I'd find it
But I already have love in LA
It's so romantic in Paris
Won't even try to compare it
Thought I was sure that I'd find it
But I already have love in LA
Yeah, I already have love in LA

If you show me too much love, it makes me leave
(Makes me leave)
Guess that's one of many things that's wrong with me
(That's wrong with me)
Looking past you when you're right in front of me
I won't do that anymore, I won't do that anymore
(Anymore)
Why'd it take so long for me to know this? (know this?)
Scared to put the water with the roses (roses)
Halfway 'cross the world for me to notice
But I notice, yeah I notice, yeah

It's so romantic in Paris
Won't even try to compare it
Thought I was sure that I'd find it
But I already have love in LA

It's so romantic in Paris
Won't even try to compare it
Thought I was sure that I'd find it
But I already have love in LA

Je ne voulais pas trouver l'amour
Mais Paris a quelque chose
Qui donne envie d'aimer, d'aimer passionnément
Mon coeur est à toi pour toujours
[Translation: I didn't want to find love
But there is something about Paris
That makes you want to love, and love passionately]

You will always have my heart..."
S.C.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Deborah Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 18/19 - ( September 8th - September 21th )
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Lipstick - Livia - Sahara Lipstick - New Release at The Makeover Room
Hair - Truth - Delirium - Brunette
Dress - YoU by GeMyles - Della Dress Fatpack - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 18/19 - ( September 8th - September 21th )
Jewelry ( Necklace and Earrings ) - Heartsdale Jewelry - Gypsy Queen Collection - Available at Swank Event
Pose - HERA - Provocative Vol 2 Bento Pose Set - #3 M

Backdrop - .::IDK::. - Eifell Tower Backdrop 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, September 11, 2019

Your Song

"It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money, but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do
See I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

If I was a sculptor, but then again no
Or a girl who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song, and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world"
E.J.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Beije 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Ayana Genus Applier - Beije - Available at Shiny Shabby
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - DOUX - Galvez Hairstyle - Available at Belle Event
Romper - [WellMade] - Dhara Romper - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 18/19 - ( September 8th - September 21th )
Sneakers - Reign - Stormiez Sneakers
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose - STUN POSES - Sally Pose Set - #4 ( Curve )

Summer Lights - Salacity - Summer Lights 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Monday, September 09, 2019

Brand New Me

"It's been a while
I'm not who I was before
You look surprised
Your words don't burn me anymore
Been meanin' to tell ya
But I guess it's clear to see
Don't be mad
It's just a brand new kinda me
Can't be bad
I found a brand new kinda free

Careful with your ego
He's the one that we should blame
Had to grab my heart back
God knows something had to change
I thought that you'd be happy
I found the one thing I need
Why you mad?
It's just a brand new kinda me

It took a long, long time to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, don't be surprised

If I talk a little louder
If I speak up when you're wrong
If I walk a little taller
I've been under you too long
If you notice that I'm different
Don't take it personally
Don't be mad
It's just a brand new kinda me
That ain't bad
I found a brand new kinda free

Ooh, it took a long, long road to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
I've taken one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, oh, said, you look surprised

Hey, if you were a friend
You'd wanna get to know me again
If you were worth the while
You'd be happy to see me smile
I'm not expecting sorry
I'm too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah

I don't need your opinion
I'm not waiting for your "OK"
I'll never be perfect
But at least now I'm brave
Now my heart is open
I can finally breathe
Don't be mad
It's just a brand new kinda free
That ain't bad
I found a brand new kinda me
Don't be mad
It's a brand new time for me"
A.K.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Beije 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Ayana Genus Applier - Beije - Available at Shiny Shabby
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Stealthic - Haven - Browns 
Lingerie - Entice - Summer Baby - Melon - On sale until September 12th
Necklace - .::Supernatural::. - Dandara Necklace Silver #6
Pose ( including Couch, Laptop and Wine ) - Secret Poses - Wine & Chat Pose Set - Exclusive at Unik Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon