Am I Here Yet?

"Theres got to be more to this, the future
- theres got to be more to this
Sitting around in my imagination
Using someone elses logic for loose change
Where the speed of light isn't always fast enough
So could you hurry up and get another life, if you please

You wear a suit, i wear a smile, you yellow taxi the 4 minute mile
I'll be your driver if you'll be my ride
Your financial advisor, me and my hitchhikers guide

Wrote a letter to the future, asking for directions
It came back to me, return to sender, there I go
Am i here yet, am i here yet, am i?
Theres got to be more to this

My emotional bends are doing somersaults
My head is where my feet should be, on the ground
I chose the path of most resistance
Had to be different, made my mark but then I crossed the lines
You read between

Pardon you, oh excuse me, you left your manners at the pleasantries
Blind ambition is so hard to please
Look at me, i've been told i'm exceptionally ordinary

Wrote a letter to the future asking for directions
It came back to me, return to sender
There I go, am i here yet
There's got to be more to this, theres got to be more to this

Straight ahead, always forward, change direction
Nobodys looking. draw a circle and stand in the middle
Touch the sides, they're never ending, they're never ending

Wrote a letter to the future asking for directions
It came back to me return to sender
There i go, am i here yet

The future, theres got to be more to this

Dont wanna be rich, dont wanna be poor, dont wanna to be a bitch
Im not asking for more, you'd settle for less, im happy like this
Dont you wanna get a life

Dont wanna be a victim of fashion, a plastic sensation
A hippie chick coke fiend, higher than an astronaut
Lower than a politician, leave your name and number in the bin, 

the has been"

B.M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Zara - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 - Available at Access Event - October

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - Magika - Gemma

Complete Outfit - MOoH! - Fall Outfit - Next Up Items - Available at The Secret Garden

Pose - Inspiration - Exceptional Woman - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Lonely Boy

"Well I’m so above you
And it’s plain to see
But I came to love you anyway
So you pulled my heart out
And I don’t mind bleeding
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting

Well your mama kept you but your daddy left you
And I should’ve done you just the same
But I came to love you
Am I born to bleed?
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting

Hey!

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting"

T.B.K.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Head Applier / Skin - [ session ] - Milly (Genus Classic BoM) - Tone 01

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Truth - Vivid Hair - Past VIP Haistyle - Brunette

Dress - ::ALTER:: - Karis Wrap Dress - Imperial - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Necklace - Cae - :: Sofia :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Seductive Woman - #2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Hang On To Your Love

"In heaven's name why are you walking away
Hang on to your love
In heaven's name why do you play these games
Hang on to your love
Take time if you're down on luck
It's so easy to walk out on love
Take your time if the going gets tough
It's so precious

So if you want it to get stronger
You'd better not let go
You gotta hold on longer
If you want your love to grow

Gotta stick together
Hand in glove
Hold tight, don't fight
Hang on to your love

In heaven's name why are you walking away
Hang on to your love
In heaven's name why do you play these games
Hang on to your love

Be brave when the journey is rough
It's not easy when you're in love
Don't be ashamed when the going gets tough
It's not easy don't give up

If you want it to get stronger
You'd better not let go
You gotta hold on longer
If you want your love to grow

Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)
Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)

Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)
Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)

...

When you find a love (to your love)
Don't let it walk away
When you find your love (to your love)
You've got to make it stay (hang on)

Hang on to your love
Don't let it walk away
When you find your love
Got to make him stay

You've got to hang on to your love (to your love)
You've got to hang on to your love (to your love)
Why are you walking away (why are you walking away)
Why do you play these games< (play these games)
Da da da dee dee da (to your love), da da da dee dee da, daaa (to your love)
Da da da dee dee da (to your love), da da da dee dee da, daaa (to your love)
Hang on to your love"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Lexie Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed - Available at Dubai Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lipstick - Nuve. - Velvet Lipstick 

Hair - tram - J031b Hair

Lingerie - Diversion - Addy Set 

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Woman In The Room - #3

Furniture ( Bed, Rug and Wooden Cabinet ) - Dreamland Designs - Ayla Shelves Bed, Bergin Wooden Cabinet and Boho Rug - Exclusive for Girls Heaven Event - Round 10/21

Plants - Ariskea - Cute Succulent, Cute Flowers Pot and Roses Glass Jar

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Wannabe

"Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig, ah.

If you want my future forget my past.
If you wanna get with me better make it fast.
Now don't go wasting my precious time.
Get your act together, we could be just fine.

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig, ah.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
(gotta get with my friends).
Make it last forever,
Friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give.
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

What do you think about that? Now you know how I feel.
Say you can handle my love. Are you for real
(are you for real)?
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try.
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye.

Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig, ah.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
(gotta get with my friends).
Make it last forever,
Friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give.
(You got to give.)
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

So here's a story from A to Z.
You wanna get with me?
You gotta listen carefully.
We got Em in the place
Who likes it in your face.
She got G like MC
Who likes it on an—Easy V
Doesn't come for free.
She's a real lady.
And as for me?
Ha-ha! You'll see.

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
(gotta get with my friends).
Make it last forever,
Friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give.
(You got to give.)
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta—, you gotta—, you gotta—, you gotta—,
You gotta slam, slam, slam, slam.
Make it last forever.

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and zigazig, ah.

If you wanna be my lover."

S.G.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Lorena - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 - Available at UniK Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - Stealthic - Plush Hair - Brown

Top - MOoH! - Melissa Top - Light HUD

Jeans - Blueberry - Elias Jeans - Light Denim Pack

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Quiet Woman - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

This Is Not Real Love

"Don't kiss me, darling
I want you to hear the things I say
I loved you in my way
But you know I'm gonna leave you

The clock was always ticking
And your heart
Yes I know your heart is always on the run

I hate what I've become
But I'm still gonna leave you
And I don't think you should stay for the night

Baby you know that my flesh is weak
You know I simply

I cannot sleep without you
My heart has simply nowhere to go

Nothing to hold
Those tears you're crying

Time and time again you take me back in baby

You don't have to make it plain

This is not real love

Look at us dancing baby
Let's dance and show them all
(Dance and show them all)
How close we are
The lies have worked so far
So we go on deceiving

But darling don't you know the time
Baby, look at yourself, holding back the tide
Like you've got something else up your sleeve
That's why I've got to leave

And I don't think you should stay here tonight
(Baby don't you know that my flesh is weak, you know)
I simply I cannot sleep without you
But someday I'll have nothing to show
(Nothing to show)
(Nothing to show)
I've nothing to hold

Oh, baby, crying
All those simple things that won't come again
Oh do I have to make it plain
This is not real love
And I said this is not real love

Real love
Baby it don't glisten and shine the way it used to

This is not real love (real love)
Baby think of all the promises I made on the day that I seduced you
Baby don't wait for me like some angel of tragedy
I have to set you free
Darling you should be long gone, oh long gone by now
You should be with someone, someone

Glisten and shine
You promised me

You've gotta face it woman, you ain't ever gonna change me

Where will I go, what do I know
About life without you
You promised me you'd never leave me, no
This is not real love"

G.M.&M.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Alena - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - DOUX - Cyanna Hairstyle

Outfit - YoUnique Couture - Joy - Available at Vanity Event

Necklace - Kibitz - Anna's Necklace - Silver

Pose - Inspiration - Pretty Woman - #1

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Chic B&B

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Overload

"Strange fear I ain't felt for years
The boy's coming and I'm close to tears
I can't let go of you now

Imagination's playing round for free
In my world I take him out for tea
Oh my God, can't say no

Skipping school, go walk for air
I just had to get out of bed
I'm on overload in my head

Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation

Life is a dream, time does come true
And in my sleep I think of you
Feather bed by myself

Basically probability
Says that fate's come side with me
It's been so long on my shelf

Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation

The tension is incredible, boy I'm in charge
You know how I feel for you,
Will you stop, or will you just keep going
Please don't say no, no, no, no

Train comes I don't know its destination
(Yeah yeah yeah)
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
(Situation)
Train comes I don't know its destination
(I know, I know)
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
(Situation)

Train comes I don't know its destination
(Our secret's safe in bed)
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
(Situation)
Train comes I don't know its destination
(I know, I know)
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
(Got me feeling bad)"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Hope Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lipstick - Nuve. - Liquid Gloss lipstick - Evo + Evo X

Hair - Truth - Ambience - Brunette

Outfit ( Blouse and Pants ) -  Sascha's Designs - Quinn Outfit - Available at Designer Showcase - August Round

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - Summer Rain Mesh Nails 

Pose - Inspiration - Living Woman - #4

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

It's Ok!

"I remember all the nights I used
to stay at home,
On the phone, all night long,
used to talk about the things
we'd really wanna do,
I believed in you,

I remember how you used to say,
Have no fear, It'll be ok,
When you told me anything you
want is possible,
we could have it all.

I believed in you,
I must have been a fool,
All my dreams were with
you...

I say it's ok,
I can promise you it's
alright, you ain't keeping
me up all night, no more,
You're not here but it's ok,
I assure you, babe, it's
alright, you ain't keeping me
up all night, no more,
You're not here but it's ok.

Well, now you got to where you
wanted like I knew you would,
Cash, car, house,
It's all good,
It's the way you never come around
here no more,
Like you did before.

You got it all thats the
way it seems,
looks like you,
live your dream,
And I hope your life has
turned out for the better now,
when I'm not around.

I believed in you,
I must have been a fool,
All my dreams were with
you...

I say it's ok,
I can promise you it's
alright, you ain't keeping
me up all night, no more,
You're not here but it's ok,
I assure you, babe, it's
alright, you ain't keeping me
up all night, no more, (no more)
You're not here but it's ok.

I say it's ok,
I can promise you it's
alright, you ain't keeping
me up all night, no more,
You're not here but it's ok,
I assure you, babe, it's
alright, you ain't keeping me
up all night, no more, (no more)
You're not here but it's ok.

You're not here but it's ok."

A.K.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Liza Skin - Genus ( Using BOM ) - Sandy - With a very special price this weekend :)

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Tender Eyes

Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - DOUX - Laura Hairstyle - Available at Dubai Event

Dress - Skindustrial Bodyworks - Rumbera Dress - Flamingo - Available at Swank Event - July

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Radiant Woman - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Permission To Dance

"It's the thought of being young
When your heart's just like a drum
Beating louder with no way to guard it
When it all seems like it's wrong
Just sing along to Elton John
And to that feeling, we're just getting started

When the nights get colder
And the rhythms got you falling behind
Just dream about that moment
When you look yourself right in the eye, eye, eye
Then you say

I wanna dance
The music's got me going
Ain't nothing that can stop how we move, yeah
Let's break our plans
And live just like we're golden
And roll in like we're dancing fools

We don't need to worry
'Cause when we fall, we know how to land
Don't need to talk the talk
Just walk the walk tonight
'Cause we don't need Permission to Dance

There's always something that's standing in the way
But if you don't let it faze ya
You'll know just how to break
Just keep the right vibe, yeah
'Cause there's no looking back
There ain't no one to prove
We don't got this on lock, yeah

The wait is over
The time is now
So let's do it right
Yeah, we'll keep going
And stay up until we see the sunrise
And we'll say

I wanna dance
The music's got me going
Ain't nothing that can stop how we move, yeah
Let's break our plans
And live just like we're golden
And roll in like we're dancing fools

We don't need to worry
'Cause when we fall, we know how to land
Don't need to talk the talk
Just walk the walk tonight
'Cause we don't need Permission to Dance

Da-na-na-na-na-na-na
Da-na-na-na-na-na-na
Da-na-na-na-na-na-na
No, we don't need Permission to Dance

Da-na-na-na-na-na-na
Da-na-na-na-na-na-na
Da-na-na-na-na-na-na

Well, let me show ya
That we can keep the fire alive
'Cause it's not over
'Till it's over, say it one more time
Say

I wanna dance
The music's got me going
Ain't nothing that can stop how we move, yeah
Let's break our plans
And live just like we're golden
And roll in like we're dancing fools

We don't need to worry
'Cause when we fall, we know how to land
Don't need to talk the talk
Just walk the walk tonight
'Cause we don't need Permission to Dance"

BTS

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Alexa LELUTKA EVO - Sandy - New Release 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 
Hair - DOUX - Ryancita Hairstyle

Dress - KiB Designs - Yvaine Dress - Available at Designer Showcase  - July Round

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Be Yourself - #2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Blowing Kisses In The Wind

"So tell baby tell, your true heart

Say what you say when you're all alone

I'm trying, trying to try

And feel you and see if I see

I'm feeling alone

And all I want is to get through

So maybe, you'll see that the

Way you're leaving me

It won't do

It's like I'm blowing kisses in the wind

Giving you love that you haven't been given

I cross my heart and hope to die

I'm only wishing you'd love me like I

Blowing kisses in the wind

Waiting, waiting, waiting

Waiting for you is

It's like blowing, blowing kisses

So please baby, please, release me

If time after time, your heart's growing cold

I'm saying, "If you don't believe, in believing

Then how could true love, ever be so"

And all I want is to get through

So maybe you'd see that the

Way you're leaving me

It won't do

It's like I'm blowing kisses in the wind

Giving you love that you haven't been given

I cross my heart and hope to die

I'm only wishing you'd love me like I

Blowing kisses in the wind

Waiting, waiting, waiting

Waiting for you is

It's like blowing, blowing kisses

Like I'm like blowing kisses

I'm some-biddy-bum-bum

Like I'm blowing kisses

And all I want is to get through

So maybe you'd see that the

Way you're leaving me

It won't do

It's like I'm blowing kisses in the wind

Giving you love that you haven't been given

I cross my heart and hope to die

I'm only wishing you'd love me like I

Blowing kisses in the wind

Waiting, waiting, waiting

Waiting for you is

It's like blowing kisses..."

P.A.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Kiwi Skin Lelutka Evox (Pearl) - Exclusive at EBENTO Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)

Lipgloss - Lexa - Vela Gloss Gloss Lelutka Evo and EvoX - Exclusive at AXS Event

Hair - DOUX - Victoria Hairstyle

Dress - Melody Shop - Carmy Dress - Exclusive at Tres Chic

Nail Appliers - CAZIMI - Joyful Nails 

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose -  Inspiration - Renewed Woman Pose Set - #4

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Feeling Good

"Birds flyin' high, you know how I feel
Sun in the sky, you know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by, you know how I feel
It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me
Yeah, it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me, ooooooooh
And I'm feelin' good

Fish in the sea, you know how I feel
River runnin' free, you know how I feel
Blossom on the tree, you know how I feel
It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me
And I'm feelin' good

Dragonfly out in the sun, you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun, you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done: that's what I mean
And this old world is a new world and a bold world for me

Stars when you shine, you know how I feel
Scent of the pine, you know how I feel
Oh, freedom is mine, and I know how I feel
It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me

And I'm feelin'... good"

N.S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - Catwa - HDPRO Queen 

Shape - SUNRISE - Hoshi Shape Catwa HDPRO - Available at Swank Event - June
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Caroline - BOM Catwa HDPRO - Tone 25
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Siren Eyes - Omega - 04 - Gacha Item

Hair - Sn@tch - Alannis Hair 
Outfit ( Shirt and Pants ) - ~NuNa LuNa~ - Alexandra

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - So Loving Rings - Silver

Pose -  Inspiration - Renewed Woman Pose Set - #3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon