Keeping Me Alive

"You tried to hold me down, so I became a soldier

Built up all these walls, and now I'm climbing over

Those nasty bees are tempting me, oh, Lord

But I ain't going back

You take me for a fool, that doesn't make me foolish

Told me I was wrong, passion made you ruthless

Manipulate, it's just too late, oh, Lord

'Cause I ain't going back no more

You're fueling up the flames

Gonna show you what I'm made of

Breaking every chain that you put on me

You thought I wouldn't change, but I grew on ya

'Cause I will never be what you wanted

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

Making me believe I couldn't do without ya

Make it hard to leave, you think it's all about ya

You know I'll never be what you wanted

This fire (this fire) this fire

I tried to get this weight off of my shoulders

Built up all my strength, I'm finally taking over

Complicate, I don't appreciate, oh Lord

'Cause I ain't going back no more

You're fueling up the flames

Gonna show you what I'm made of

Breaking every chain that you put on me

You thought I wouldn't change, but I grew on ya

'Cause I will never be what you wanted

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

Making me believe I couldn't do without ya

Make it hard to leave, you think it's all about ya

You know I'll never be what you wanted

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

Keeping me alive

Keeping me alive

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

Breaking me, shaking me, shaping me into what I never wanted, oh

Breaking me, shaking me, making my beating heart a little stronger

Stronger, strong, baby

Breaking every chain that you put on me

You thought I wouldn't change, but I grew on ya

'Cause I will never be what you wanted

This fire, this fire, this fire is keeping me alive

Breaking every chain that you put on me

You thought I wouldn't change, but I grew on ya

'Cause I will never be what you wanted

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

Making me believe I couldn't do without ya

Make it hard to leave, you think it's all about ya

You know I'll never be what you wanted

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

Keeping me alive

Keeping me alive

This fire (this fire) this fire is keeping me alive

J.R.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Sira Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - Available at Dubai Event  

Mesh Eyes and Head Shot (BOM) - .::WoW Skins::. -  Halloween Group Gift 2021

Lipstick - .::WoW Skins::. - Obsessed HD Lipstick Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release 

Hair - DOUX - JLOW Hairstyle

Outfit ( Dress, Panties and Boots ) - [MH] Couture By Design - Loretta Outfit with Boots - Available at The Darkness Event

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Angelina Dark Diamonds Set

Nail Appliers - CAZIMI - Elegant Nails - New Release

Pose ( Horns and Wings Included ) - Amitie - Evil Queen Pack - # 01 - Available at Shiny Shabby Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Perfect

"I don't want half hearted love affairs
I need someone who really cares
Life is too short to play silly games
I've promised myself I won't do that again

It's got to be perfect
It's got to be worth it
Yeah
Too many people take second best
But I won't take anything less
It's got to be yeah perfect

Young hearts are foolish, they make such mistakes
They're much too eager to give their love away
Well I have been foolish too many times
Now I'm determined I'm gonna get it right

It's got to be perfect
It's got to be worth it
Yeah
Too many people take second best
But I won't take anything less
It's got to be yeah perfect

Young hearts are foolish, they make such mistakes
They're much too eager to give their love away
Well I have been foolish too many times
Now I'm determined I'm gonna get it right

It's got to be perfect
It's got to be worth it
Yeah
Too many people take second best
But I won't take anything less
It's got to be yeah perfect

It's got to be yeah worth it
It's got to be perfect"
F.A.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Crystal Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lipstick - Nuve. - Powder Matte lipstick - Lelutka Evo + Evo X 

Hair - RAMA.Salon - Joy Hair 

Sweater and Skirt - Sn@tch - Loco Sweater & Denim Skirt 

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Ashin' #121 - # 4 (curve )

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Body Party

"Yeah, right there
No, right there
I was having fun
I hope you're having fun too

My body is your party, baby
Nobody's invited but you, baby
I can do it slow now
Tell me what you want
Baby put your phone down
You should turn it off
'Cause tonight it's going down
Tell your boys it's going down
We're in the zone now
Don't stop

You can't keep your hands off me
Touch me right there, rock my body
I can't keep my hands off you
Your body is my party

I'm doing this little dance for you
You got me so excited
Now it's just me and you
Your body's my party
Let's get it started

Boy, you should know that your love is always on my mind
I'm not gonna fight it, I want it all the time
Boy you should know that your love is always on my mind
And I can't deny it, I want you, I'm on you

I can't lie, I won't lie, it's amazing
It's so amazing
My face says the places you're taking me

Baby, take your time now, there's no need to rush
We can go another round, if that's what you want
'Cause tonight it's going down
Yeah you know it's going down
We're in the zone now, don't stop

You can't keep your hands off me
Touch me right there, rock my body
I can't keep my hands off you
Your body is my party

I'm doing this little dance for you
You got me so excited
Now it's just me and you
Your body's my party
Let's get it started

Boy, you should know that your love is always on my mind
I'm not gonna fight it, I want it all the time
Boy, you should know that your love is always on my mind
And I can't deny it, I want you, I'm on you

The things I wanna do to you
My body's calling you
I'm having so much fun with you
Now it's just me on you
Your body's my party
Let's get it started"

C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Zara - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 - Available at Access Event - October

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Lipstick - CAZIMI - Dusk EvoX Lipstick

Hair - Magika - Prudence

Lingerie - Entice - Spellbound - Available at Hallow Manor Event

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Angelina Dark Diamonds Set

Pose - FOXCITY. - Playroom Bento Pose Set - #6m

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Playroom

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Demons

"When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

At the curtain's call
It's the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how"
I.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Ambar Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer)

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Lashes - Lexa - DollX Lashes

Gloss - Lexa - Glass Gloss

Face Scar - Lexa - Burn Scar Lel EvoX BOM - Available at Hallow Manor Event

Hair - Ade - Dangerous Hairstyle

Complete Outfit - Fatal Fashion  - HALLOWEEN  - Outfit H109 (Demon)

Pose - Diversion - Ruined Poses - #3M

Ruin - Diversion - Ruin

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Forgiven

"Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Time has passed you by

Oh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Oh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away

Oh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Oh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
And here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you?
Why did fate deceive me?
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence?

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven"

W.T.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - OMEGA - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Girls Heaven Event - Round 11/21 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - KUNI - Anne

Outfit - Entice - Sweet Jane - Available at Cosmopolitan Event

Heels - Reign - Salina Heels

Pose - Lyrium. - Nova Static Series - # 2 

Shelf ( Decoration Not Included ) - ChicModa - // Webbed Coffin Shelf // 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

I’m Always Here

"Some people stand in the darkness
Afraid to step into the light
Some people need to help somebody
When the edge of surrenders in site

Don’t you worry,
It’s gonna be alright
‘Cause I’m always ready
I won’t let you outta my sight

(I’ll be ready) I’ll be ready
(Whenever you fear) oh don’t you fear
(I’ll be ready)
Forever and always, I’m always here

In us we all have the power
But sometimes it’s so hard to see
That instinct is stronger than reason
It’s just human nature to me

Don’t you worry,
It’s gonna be alright
‘Cause I’m always ready
I won’t let you outta my sight

(I’ll be ready) I’ll be ready
(Whenever you fear) oh don’t you fear
(I’ll be ready)
Forever and always, I’m always here

‘Cause I’m always ready
I won’t let you outta my sight

(I’ll be ready) I’ll be ready
(Whenever you fear) oh don’t you fear
(I’ll be ready)
Forever and always, I’m always here
Forever and always, I’m always here"
J.J.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Ambar Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer)

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Gloss - Lexa - Rude Gloss

Hair - Truth - Vivid Hair - Past VIP Haistyle - Brunette

Complete Outfit - Fatal Fashion  - HALLOWEEN  - Outfit H111 (Lifeguard)

Pose - Focus Poses. - LifeGuard On Duty - #5

Backdrop - Focus Poses. - Lifeguard Tower Backdrop

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Lithium

"I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends, they're in my head

I'm so ugly, that's okay, 'cause so are you, we broke our mirrors

Sunday mornin' is every day for all I care and I'm not scared

Light my candles in a daze 'cause I've found God

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah

I'm so lonely, that's okay, I shaved my head and I'm not sad

And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard, but I'm not sure

I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there and I don't care

I'm so horny, that's okay, my will is good

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah!

I like it, I'm not gonna crack

I miss you, I'm not gonna crack

I love you, I'm not gonna crack

I killed you, I'm not gonna crack

I like it, I'm not gonna crack

I miss you, I'm not gonna crack

I love you, I'm not gonna crack

I killed you, I'm not gonna crack

I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends, they're in my head

I'm so ugly, that's okay, 'cause so are you broke our mirrors

Sunday mornin' is everyday for all I care and I'm not scared

Light my candles in a daze 'cause I've found God

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah!

I like it, I'm not gonna crack

I miss you, I'm not gonna crack

I love you, I'm not gonna crack

I killed you, I'm not gonna crack

I like it, I'm not gonna crack

I miss you, I'm not gonna crack

I love you, I'm not gonna crack

I killed you, I'm not gonna crack"

N.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza

Face - Amara Beauty - Zara - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 - Available at Access Event - October

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Hair - Sintiklia - Hair Bethy - Browns

Complete Outfit - Fatal Fashion  - HALLOWEEN  - Outfit H107 (Blood Maid)

Crime Knife and Blood BOM Neck - Lexa - Crime Knife + Blonde BOM - Available at Dubai Event

Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Ravena' #175 - # 3 (curve+mirror )

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Let Be Must The Queen

"A quand le méli mélo
Des parkings en dancings
Si, y'a du viol en métro
C'est bien Paris, qui, swingue

Avec ta bouche de vilain
De ministre en défroque
Si t'as les fesses en satin
Reste en costume d'époque
Conversations barbelées
Pas question de s'arrêter
Interdit - travesti

Let be, let be must the queen
Let be, let be must the queen
T'as pas les yeux dans ta poche
C'est mal y'faut qu'on s'rapproch
Viens visiter ma télé... olé... enchantée !..

Pourtant le monde a zéro
Des buildings aux campings
Manger une part du gâteau
Lave ta bouche au pressing

A quand le cahot câlin
Qui met ta tête en loque
Comment te sentir malin
Si tu fonds dans ton froc
Conversations barbelées
Pas question de s'arrêter
Interdit - travesti

Let be, let be must the queen
Let be, let be must the queen
Me j'ter sous des douches de pierre
Mon dieu, comme ça c'est calcaire
Viens visiter ma télé... olé... oh !

Let be, let be must the queen
Let be, let be must the queen
Pas vraiment célibataire
C'est question de caractère
Viens visiter ma télé... olé... enchantée !..
Conversations barbelées
Pas de question de s'arrêter
Interdit - travesti
Interdit - travesti
Interdit - travesti... enchantée !..

Let be, let be must the queen
Let be, let be must the queen
Des clowns en roi du trottoir
Des pitres en roi du comptoir
Viens visiter ma télé... olé...

Let be, let be must the queen
Let be, let be must the queen
Y'm un p'tit peu d'espoir
Suffit d'ranger ses mouchoirs
Viens visiter ma télé... olé... enchantée !..
J'suis bien la reine du trottoir
La reine du comptoir
Viens visiter ma télé... olé... enchantée !..

Let be, let be must the queen
Let be, let be must the queen
Avec mon p'tit air gavroche
J'suis bien la reine du baloche
Viens visiter ma télé... olé... enchantée !.."

G.P.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - DAITHI - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at eBENTO Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - DOUX - Toxic Hairstyle 

Outfit ( Dress and Boots ) -  YoU By GeMyles - Adriana Outfit - Exclusive for Girls Heaven Event - Round 11/21

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Aankh Maray Essy Collection

Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Ravena' #175 - # 2 (curve+mirror )

Backdrop - Backdrop Stylez - Geometric Backdrop - White/Blue

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Long Way Around

"You say what you say
And you pray that one day
You'll be seen between the shadows
Now that's a waist of your pain
Living your life like a saint
When it don't...no
It don't even matter
Even saints make their mistakes
Letting their dreams fall and break
All it feels like
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
Now I want you to see
How good life can be
You can turn around
And better your life
With the good times found

People will always take the long way around
Before you know it you'll be lost and found
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
People will always take the long way around
People will always take the long way around
Before you know it you'll be lost and found
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
People will always take the long way around

I'm not afraid of pride
When it's for the right side
Don't betray what I believe in
Stand where you want to stand
And I'll believe when I can
'Cause I'm telling you now
I been where you're living in

People will always take the long way around
Before you know it you'll be lost and found
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
People will always take the long way around
People will always take the long way around
Before you know it you'll be lost and found
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
People will always take the long way around

Will tomorrow keep it's promise
No one here can say
The past is all behind us
And all we have is today
And all we have is today

People will always take the long way around
Before you know it you'll be lost and found
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
People will always take the long way around
People will always take the long way around
Before you know it you'll be lost and found
Living in sunshine with the shades pulled down
People will always take the long way around"

E.E.C.&N.C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Sira Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - Available at Dubai Event  

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Truth - Forever Hair - Past VIP Haistyle - Brunette

Sweater - CAZIMI - Ashlyn Sweater - Spooky - New Release

Jewelry ( Necklace and Earrings ) - Heartsdale Jewelry - Fall Filigree Silver - Available at Swank Event - October

Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 4

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

You Can Do Magic

"I never believed in things that I couldn't see
I said if I can't feel it then how can it be
No, no magic could happen to me
And then I saw you

I couldn't believe it, you took my heart
I couldn't retrieve it, said to myself
What's it all about
Now I know there can be no doubt

You can do magic
You can have anything that you desire
Magic, and you know
You're the one who can put out the fire

You know darn well
When you cast your spell you will get your way
When you hypnotize with your eyes
A heart of stone can turn to clay
Doo, doo, doo ...

And when the rain is beatin' upon the window pane
And when the night it gets so cold, when I can't sleep
Again you come to me
I hold you tight, the rain disappears
Who would believe it
With a word you dry my tears

You can do magic
You can have anything that you desire
Magic, and you know
You're the one who can put out the fire

You know darn well
When you cast your spell you will get your way
When you hypnotize with your eyes
A heart of stone can turn to clay
Doo, doo, doo ...

And If I wanted to
I could never be free
I never believed it was true
But now it's so clear to me

You can do magic
You can have anything that you desire
Magic, and you know
You're the one who can put out the fire

You know darn well
When you cast your spell you will get your way
When you hypnotize with your eyes
A heart of stone can turn to clay
Doo, doo, doo ...

You're the one who can put out the fire
You're the one who can put out the fire
You're the one who can put out the fire ..."

A.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Susan Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release  

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - DOUX - Savannah Hairstyle

Dress and Skirt- GGVG - Umbra Skirt and Top - Black I - Available at Swank Event - October

Jewelry ( Necklace and Earrings ) - Heartsdale Jewelry - Moonlight Serenade Redux

Pose - Amitie - Evil Queen Pack - # 02m - Available at Shiny Shabby Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Luna

"Only you can hear my soul, only you can hear my soul

Luna, tu
Quanti sono I canti che risuonano
Desideri che attraverso I secoli
Ha soltanto il cielo per raggiungerti
Porto per poeti che non scrivono
E che il loro senno spesso perdono
Tu accogli I sospiri di chi spasima
E regali un sogno ad ogni anima
Luna che mi guardi adesso ascoltami

Only you can hear my soul, only you can hear my soul

Luna, tu
Che conosci il tempo dell'eternità
E il sentiero stretto della verità
Fa più luce dentro questo Cuore mio
Questo cuore d'uomo che non sa, non sa

Che l'amore puo nascondere il dolore
Come un fuoco ti può bruciare l'anima

Luna, tu
Tu rischiari il cielo e la sua imensità
E ci mostri solo la metà che vuoi
Come poi facciamo quasi sempre noi
Angeli di creta che non volano
Anime di carta che s'incendiano
Cuori come foglie che poi cadono
Sogni fatti d'aria che svaniscono
Figli della terra e figli tuoi che sai

Che l'amore puo nascondere il dolore
(Che l'amore puo nascondere il dolore)

Come un fuoco ti può bruciare l'amima
(Come un fuoco ti puo bruciare l'anima)

(Alba lux, diva mea, diva es silentissima)

Ma è con l'amore che respira il nostro cuore
E la forza che tutto muove e illumina

Only you can hear my soul, only you can hear my soul

(Alba lux, diva mea, diva es silentissima)"

A.S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Ambar Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer)

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Lashes - Lexa - DollX Lashes / Lelutka EvoX 

Gloss - Lexa - My Mom Hates You Gloss

Hair - eXxEsS - Gin A Mesh Hair

Top - Diversion - Kelby Top - Available at The Liaison Collaborative

Jeans - Blueberry - Evie Jeans - Dark Denim Pack

Tattoo - .::GO Makeup ::. - Chest Tattoo 17 - Available at Swank Event - October

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Pose - Diversion - Mood Poses - # 6M

Backdrop - Diversion - Perspective Bloody Backdrop

Doll Heads - MOoH! Stuff - Doll Head Lights Awake - New Release

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Gone West

"Headed out to California
Gone west to see the sun
There's a fortune here if you got time, but I've found mine
Buried in the golden hair she spun

Sailin' off to search the islands
Gone west for somethin' new
Found paniolo and wave riders, but chose neither
Picked the sweetest sugar cane they grew

I've gone west, rollin' down the highway like a tumbleweed
I've gone west, where the canyons fall into the deep blue sea
Took a left from the hills of Tennessee, yeah
I've gone west to bring the best back with me
I've gone west to bring the best back with me

I chased the light to Amarillo
Where the wild horses run
Caught a painted-angel moonrise, kinda spitfire
Like a bullet from a smokin' gun

Goin' back to mama's homeland
Playin' in the field of dreams
I was lookin' where the corn grows and the skies glow
And I found your beauty in between

I've gone west, rollin' down the highway like a tumbleweed
I've gone west, where the canyons fall into the deep blue sea
Took a left from the hills of Tennessee, yeah
I've gone west to bring the best back with me
I've gone west to bring the best back with me

And I follow the fadin' light
'Til the stars are my map at night
And if you come to get me and my house is empty
It's safe to guess
I've gone west

I've gone west, rollin' down the highway like a tumbleweed
I've gone west, where the canyons fall into the deep blue sea
Took a left from the hills of Tennessee, yeah
I've gone west to bring the best back with me
I've gone west to bring the best back with me"

G.W.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - ALRUNA - Face & Body - BOM - Pineapple - October Group Gift
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Sn@tch - Doja Hair

Outfit ( Shirt and Skirt ) - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Rae Outfit

Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Kimberly' #174 - # 2 (curve+mirror )

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

The Kill

"What if I wanted to break,
Laugh it all off in your face,
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor,
Couldn't take all this anymore,
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.

What if I wanted to fight,
Beg for the rest of my life,
What would you do?
You say you wanted more.
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

I tried to be someone else,
But nothing seemed to change.
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

Come, break me down (bury me, bury me).
Break me down (bury me, bury me).
Break me down (bury me, bury me).

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I, what if I, what if I, what if I...
Bury me, bury me."

30S.T.M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Emily Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed - New Release

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lipstick - Nuve. - Dark Ombre Lipstick 

Hair - Ade - Vicky Hairstyle - Available at Access Event - October

Outfit ( Bodice Skirt Tattoo ) - LUXE Paris - SIOUXSIE - Available at Swank Event - October

Pose - Lyrium. - Elena Static Series - # 1 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Lonely Boy

"Well I’m so above you
And it’s plain to see
But I came to love you anyway
So you pulled my heart out
And I don’t mind bleeding
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting

Well your mama kept you but your daddy left you
And I should’ve done you just the same
But I came to love you
Am I born to bleed?
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting

Hey!

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting"

T.B.K.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Head Applier / Skin - [ session ] - Milly (Genus Classic BoM) - Tone 01

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Truth - Vivid Hair - Past VIP Haistyle - Brunette

Dress - ::ALTER:: - Karis Wrap Dress - Imperial - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Necklace - Cae - :: Sofia :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Seductive Woman - #2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Straight Lines

"Breathing from a hole in my lung
I had no one
But faces in front of me
Racing through the void in my head
To find traces of a good luck academy

Sparks ignite and trade them for thought
About no one
And nothing in particular
Washed the sickened socket and drove
Resent nothing
There's good will inside of me

Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line

Something I will never forget
I felt desperate
And stuck to the marrow
Invisible to everyone else
I'm a sex change
And a damsel with no heroine

Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line

I don't need no time to say
There's no changing yesterday
If we keep talking and
I keep walking in straight lines

Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - NOISE - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Ritual Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Ade - Vicky Hairstyle - Available at Access Event - October

Dress -  *Arcane Spellcaster* - Cathy Dress

Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

The Ground Beneath Her Feet

"All my life, I worshipped her.
Her golden voice, her beauty's beat.
How she made us feel, how she made me real.
And the ground beneath her feet.
And the ground beneath her feet.

And now I can't be sure of anything.
Black is white and cold is heat.
For what I worshipped stole my love away.
It was the ground beneath her feet.
It was the ground beneath her feet

Go lightly down your darkened way.
Go lightly underground. I'll be down there in another day.
I won't rest until you're found.
Let me love you, let me rescue you.
Let me bring you where two roads meet. Oh come back above.
Where there is only love. Only love...
Let me love you true, let me rescue you.
Let me bring you to where two roads meet

Let me love you true, let me rescue you.
Let me bring you to where two roads meet"

U2

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Ambra Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release  

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - DOUX - Paula Hairstyle

Dress - .::anny's Fashion::. - Aradya Mini Dress - Available at Swank Event - October

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Moon Magic Silver Collection - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Pose ( Stool Included ) - Seetra. Poses - Thoughts Collection - # 5 

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Studio Apt

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

What Could've Been

"I haven't stopped thinking about you
Has it really been this long?
Two years and an ocean between us
And I don't know where it all went wrong

I know I could've kissed you harder
Yeah, you could've followed through
Should've talked a little bit softer
But we meant every I love you

I don't know what this is or what it isn't
But it feels like we've got unfinished business

'Cause we left blood on the tracks, sweat on the saddle
Fire in the hills, a bullet in the barrel
Words never said in a story that didn't end
It's like you're on the mend and I'm on the bottle
We folded our hands with money on the table
Tried moving on, but I keep coming back again

To what could've been
What could've been
Oh, what could've been

A couple more simple I'm sorrys
A little less tryna be right
I wonder how many good mornings
We wasted 'cause we didn't say goodnight

One touch before we fell asleep
Just before our love was out of reach
Could've done enough, could've saved us from this loneliness

We left blood on the tracks, sweat on the saddle
Fire in the hills, a bullet in the barrel
Words never said in a story that didn't end
It's like you're on the mend and I'm on the bottle
We folded our hands with money on the table
Tried moving on, but I keep coming back again

To what could've been
Could've been
Oh, what could've been

I thought I'd see it clearly from a distance
But it still feels like we've got unfinished business

'Cause, baby, we left blood on the tracks, sweat on the saddle
Fire in the hills, a bullet in the barrel
Words never said in a story that didn't end
It's like you're on the mend, I'm on the bottle
We folded our hands with money on the table
Tried moving on, but I keep coming back again

Oh, to what could've been
Oh, what could've been
What could've been, should've been
Do you still wonder, still wonder what could've been?

(What could have been)
(Still wonder)
(What could have been)
(Still wonder)
(What could have been)"

G.W.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Shelly - BOM Genus - 25 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - DOUX - Sam Hairstyle

Dress - LRD Loud Rebel Design - Yasmine Dress - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - September VIP Gift Nails

Pose - Lyrium. - Sia Static Series - # 3 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon