Tuesday, September 28, 2021

Electrical Storm

"The sea it swells like a sore head and the night it is aching
Two lovers lie with no sheets on their bed
And the day it is breaking

On rainy days we'd go swimming out
On rainy days swimming in the sound
On rainy days we'd go swimming out

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
If the sky can crack there must be someway back
For love and only love

Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Baby don't cry

Car alarm won't let you back to sleep
You're kept awake dreaming someone elses dream
Coffee is cold but it'll get you through
Compromise that's nothing new to you.
Let's see colours that have never been seen
Let's go places no one else has been

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
Well if the sky can crack there must be someway back
To love and only love

Electrical storm
Baby don't cry

It's hot as hell, honey in this room
Sure hope the weather will break soon
The air is heavy, heavy as a truck
We need the rain to wash away our bad luck

Well if the sky can crack there must be some way back
To love and only love

Electrical storm 

Baby don't cry"
U2

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier - Lexa - Arya Skin Lelutka EvoX (Pearl)
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean
Lashes - Lexa - DollX Lashes / Lelutka EvoX 
Gloss - Lexa - Rude Gloss 
Hair - DOUX - Amaya Hairstyle 
Dress - YoU By GeMyles - Alexandria Lace Dress - Exclusive at eBENTO Event
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Enchanted Collection - Available at Uber Event
Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Square - SQ01- New Release
Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Claudia' #167 - #6 V.2

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Monday, September 27, 2021

You've Got The Love

"Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying, "Lord, I just don't care."
But you've got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone you are my daily meal
When friends are gone I know my Saviour's love is real
You know it's real

You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love

Time after time I think, "Oh, Lord, what's the use?"
Time after time I think it's just no good
'Cause sooner or later in life, the things you love you lose
But you got the love I need to see me through

You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
'Cause I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying, "Lord, I just don't care."
But you've got the love I need to see me through"
F&TM


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - RAVEN - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Shiny Shabby Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - Ade - Hailee Hairstyle 
Romper - ChicModa - June Romper
Neckace - Heartsdale Jewelry - Moonlight Serenate Redux Necklace 2 
Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - PN25 - New Release
Tattoo - Lexa - Snake Tattoo BOM Black
Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 1

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Sunday, September 26, 2021

Bleeding

"I don't mean to be mean
I don't wanna a start I fire
I don't wanna fight you but aren't you a liar
I don't wanna be the man in black no I am not fighter
I don't wanna be your enemy but I just can't get higher

And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need that sensuality
And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need you for me to breathe

No it's not no it's not
It's not a way your hands control me
It's not a way I say I want you in my ear
You got me hooked I think you know
When you love me I just start to lose control
I find myself bleeding out for you

I know you don't love me cause you never said the words
But baby I just miss you and I love so much this hurts
I don't mean to critisize but there's nothing left to love
No I cannot sympathize in fact I've had enough

And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need that sensuality
And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need you for me to breathe

No it's not no it's not
It's not a way your hands control me
It's not a way I say I want you in my ear

You got me hooked I think you know
When you love me I just start to lose control
I find myself bleeding out for you

I'm bleeding I'm fading but I keep on holding on
dependant defendant
but you still do whatever you want

And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need that sensuality
And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need you for me to breathe

No it's not no it's not
It's not a way your hands control me
It's not a way I say I want you in my ear"
C.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - ESTVA - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Girls Heaven Event - Round 10/21
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - Sn@tch - Ruby Hair  
Dress - ChicModa - Iris Dress - Available at The Liaison Collaborative
Nails - .:: StunnerOriginals ::. Bento Nails Mesh Ronded Long - Available at Swank Event - September
Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 2

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Saturday, September 25, 2021

Disappear

"Say I'm crying
I'm looking at what's on T.V
Pain and suffering
And the struggle to be free

It can't ever be denied and I
Never will ignore
But when I see you coming
I can take it all

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

Say your mine
And give yourself to the
Feelings that you know
I'm needing
All that you can give me
All the things
That you do so well
Words are healing
Sweet anticipation
Making spells
As the shadows close in
Fall across all our yesterdays

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

Disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear

Say if I could
Look into myself and reason
But I could never never see or
Make sense of the dealings

Turn around
Am I looking at salvation
Make me realise all that I am
You put the light inside this man

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear"
I.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Lucya Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Mainstore Release 
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 
Hair - Ade - Jennie Hairstyle 
Jumpsuit - AnaSTyle - Charlie - Available at Swank Event - September
Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - RED - New Release
Pose - Lyrium. - Nova Static Series - # 2 [m] Curvy

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Friday, September 24, 2021

This Love

"I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered "Goodbye", she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again,
But I know...

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
'Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore..."
M.5

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - CYYAN - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Dubai Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Madly Matte EvoX Lipstick - #4
Hair - DOUX - JLOW Hairstyle 
Lingerie - GGVG Fashion - Sara Lingerie Lace I - Available at Swank Event - September
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Pose - FOXCITY. - Stardust Bento Pose Set - #4

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Dreamer

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Wednesday, September 22, 2021

Say It First

"Don't you worry babe I'll take the heat
So take your guilt, lay it all on me yea
Used to burn like a wild fire
But we're ashin ashin now
If your eyes are windows to your soul
I'm thinkin I already know
So don’t you waste your breath tonight on goodbye

I'll say it first yea
I'll take the words
Right out of your mouth
It won't even hurt yea
Be gone so fast
Before you even turn around
Cause I got somethin to get off my lips
And I know you know what it is
No sense in making this worse
So I'll say it first

It's time that truth comes out
These thunder clouds been hangin around for
Too long and I ain't afraid to push em push em away
I'm so tired of this pain
Standing out here in the rain
So you don't have to waste your breath tonight on goodbye

I'll say it first yea
I'll take the words
Right out of your mouth
It won't even hurt Yea
Be gone so fast
Before you even turn around
Cause I got somethin to get off my lips
And I know you know what it is
No sense in making this worse
So I'll say it first

You don't have to waste your breath tonight on goodbye
We know that there's nothing left that's why"
C.P.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Jessyca - BOM LeLu Evo X - 25 - Available at Level Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Abundant EvoX Lipstick - #9
Hair - Truth - Charisma - Brunette
Outfit - Melody Shop - Amelia - New Release
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Eyewear - HAYSURIZA - Eyewear_Diamond Heart - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round
Pose - Creative Stylez - Bento Poses - Lipstick - P2 - Exclusive for La Vie En Pose

Backdrop - Backdrop Stylez - Lipstick Backdrop - Exclusive for La Vie En Pose

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Tuesday, September 21, 2021

It's Too Late

"Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've just stopped trying

And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, Oh no no

It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool

And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, oh no no

There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you

But it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, Oh no no no no no

It's too late
Baby
It's too late
Now darling
It's too late"
C.K.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier - Lexa - Ambar Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer) - Available at DUBAI Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean
Lipgloss - Lexa - My Mom Hates You Gloss Lelutka EvoX - Available at eBENTO Event 
Hair - Stealthic - Endless - Browns 
Dress - JUMO Originals - MELISSA Dress - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Primavera Set Silver - Available at Swank Event - September
Pose - babyboo. - Daisy Bento Set - #03

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Sunday, September 19, 2021

Good Life

"Let me take you to a place I know you want to go
It's a good life
I wanna stand around and beg you
Just don't say no
No, no
No, no

I have got a feeling that you're gonna like it
What I'm doing to you
And I'm doing what I'm doing
I'll be doing what you want to me to do

Love is shining
Life is thriving in the good life
Good life

A feeling that you get from the good life
Once you get that good life feeling
Let me tell you no one can take it away
No, no
No, no

No more bad times
Only glad times in the good life
Good life

When the grooves are rocking nothing feels as good as a good life
I want you to want me
To want the good life all night

No more rainy days
The sun will chase the clouds away
In the good life
Good life

No more sorrow
Nothing borrowed in the good life
Good life"
I.C.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Heidi Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Mainstore Release for Fly Buy Friday
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Truth - Vivid Hair - Past VIP Haistyle - Brunette
Outfit - KiB Designs - Vianne Outfit - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Pose - Lyrium. - Elena Static Series - # 2 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Saturday, September 18, 2021

Fazer O Que Ainda Não Feito

"Sei que me vês,
Quando os teus olhos me ignoram
Quando por dentro eu sei que choram
Sabes de mim,
Eu sou aquele que se esconde
Sabe de ti sem saber onde,
Vamos fazer o que ainda não foi feito

Trago-te em mim,
Mesmo que chova no verão
Queres dizer sim,
Mas dizes não
Vamos fazer o que ainda não foi feito

E eu,
Sou mais do que te invento
Tu és um mundo com mundos por dentro
E temos tanto pra contar
Vem esta noite,
Fomos tão longe a vida toda
Somos um beijo que demora
Porque amanhã é sempre tarde demais

Eu sei que dói,
Sei como foi andares tão só por essa rua
As vozes que te chamam e tu na tua
Esse teu corpo é o teu porto, é o teu jeito
Vamos fazer o que ainda não foi feito

Sabes quem sou,
Para onde vou a vida é curva, não uma linha
As portas que se fecham e eu na minha
A tua sombra é o lugar onde me deito
Vamos fazer o que ainda não foi feito

Tens uma estrada, tenho uma mão cheia de nada
Somos um todo imperfeito
Tu és inteira e eu desfeito
Vamos fazer o que ainda não foi feito"
P.A.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Shape - SUNRISE - Lilith Shape Lelutka Avalon Evo X - Available at Swank Event - September
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - LIMA - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - New Skin - Exclusive for Fly Buy Friday
Hair - DOUX - Sam Hairstyle - Available at Kustom9
Sweater - MOoH! - Lore Sweater - Fall HUD
Jeans - MOoH! - Jolene Jeans
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Kimberly' #174 - #02 (curve)

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Thursday, September 16, 2021

Wannabe

"Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig, ah.

If you want my future forget my past.
If you wanna get with me better make it fast.
Now don't go wasting my precious time.
Get your act together, we could be just fine.

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig, ah.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
(gotta get with my friends).
Make it last forever,
Friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give.
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

What do you think about that? Now you know how I feel.
Say you can handle my love. Are you for real
(are you for real)?
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try.
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye.

Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want.
So, tell me what you want, what you really really want.
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig, ah.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
(gotta get with my friends).
Make it last forever,
Friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give.
(You got to give.)
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

So here's a story from A to Z.
You wanna get with me?
You gotta listen carefully.
We got Em in the place
Who likes it in your face.
She got G like MC
Who likes it on an—Easy V
Doesn't come for free.
She's a real lady.
And as for me?
Ha-ha! You'll see.

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
(gotta get with my friends).
Make it last forever,
Friendship never ends.
If you wanna be my lover
You have got to give.
(You got to give.)
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta—, you gotta—, you gotta—, you gotta—,
You gotta slam, slam, slam, slam.
Make it last forever.

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and zigazig, ah.

If you wanna be my lover."
S.G.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza
Face - Amara Beauty - Lorena - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean
Hair - Stealthic - Plush Hair - Brown
Top - MOoH! - Melissa Top - Light HUD
Jeans - Blueberry - Elias Jeans - Light Denim Pack
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Pose - Inspiration - Quiet Woman - #3

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Monday, September 13, 2021

Are You Still Having Fun

"You are on your own
You do as you please
Having so much fun
Gone and lost your reason
After all is said and done
Are you still having fun?
How were you to know when youve gone astray?
That happiness would go like a lost emotion
You have always gone your way
Are you happy today?

Well you know when youve been defeated
You dont care and you thank no one
Feeling low you will always need it
Are youre having fun

You dont know what is it youve done
You dont know that...

This was your mistake with the master plan
With all the drugs you take, you can hardly stand
After all is said and done
Are you still having fun?

Well, you know when youve been defeated
You dont care and you thank no one
Feeling low you will always need it
Are youre having fun...
Are you still having fun?

You dont know what it is youve done
Just to show that youre having fun

You dont know what it is youve done
Just to show that...

I can set you straight if you let me stay
I hope Im not too late
No you wont regret it
I can show you the way
And make you happy today

Yes, you know when youve been defeated
You dont care and you thank no one
Feeling low you will always need it

Well, you know when youre being cheated
Yes, you know when youve been defeated
Feeling low you will always need it
Now you're having fun...

And are you still having fun?
Are you still having fun?
Are you still having"
E.E.C.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Shape - You&Me  - STEFFY Shape f. Lelu. EvoX/Freya
Head Applier / Skin - [ session ] - Lake (LeLUTKA applier) - Using BOM - Tone 00b
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 
Hair - DOUX - Martina Hairstyle 
Dress - I.M. Collection - Indy Dress - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round
Necklace and Earrings - Moondance Boutique - Padmini Beauty of Wisdom Parure - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round
Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Kimberly' #174 - #02 (curve)

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Saturday, September 11, 2021

Lush Life

"I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna

Yeah I'mma dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other

It was a crush
But I couldn't, couldn't get enough
It was a rush
But I gave it up

It was a crush
Now I might have went and said too much
But that's all it was
So I gave it up

I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna

Yeah I'mma dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other

It was a crush
I kept saying I'mma stay in touch
But that thing went bust
So I gave it up

No tricks, no bluff
I'm just better off without them cuffs
Yeah, the sun won't set on us

Went low, went high
Still waters run dry
Gotta get back in the groove
I ain't ever worry

Went low, went high
What matters is now
Getting right back in the mood

I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna

Yeah I'mma dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when morning comes
Doin' it all night, all summer
Gonna spend it like no other

Now I've found another crush
The lush life's given me a rush
Had one chance to make me blush
Second time is one too late

Now I've found another crush
The lush life's given me a rush
Had one chance to make me blush
Second time is one too late"
Z.L.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier - Lexa - Bonnie Skin Lelutka EvoX (Pearl)  
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean
Lipgloss - Lexa - Vela Gloss Lelutka Evo and EvoX 
Hair - Stealthic - Lilium - Browns 
Top -  *Arcane Spellcaster* - Hermione Top
Pants - Kaithleen's - Biker Leather Pants - Black
Necklace - Kibitz - Anna's Necklace - Silver
Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - BLACK - New Release
Pose - Lyrium. - Talija Static Series - #1 curvy

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Thursday, September 09, 2021

Let Me Go

"One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me"
3D.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Jessyca - BOM LeLu Evo X - 25 - Available at Level Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean
Hair - DOUX - Toxic Hairstyle 
Top - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Leilani Top
Jeans - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Ava Jeans - Available at #BigGirl Event
Pose - Lyrium. - Vicky Static Series - #5

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Tuesday, September 07, 2021

All I Know So Far

"I haven't always been this way
I wasn't born a renegade
I felt alone, still feel afraid
I stumble through it anyway

I wish someone would've told me that this life is ours to choose
No one's handing you the keys or a book with all the rules
The little that I know I'll tell to you
When they dress you up in lies and you're left naked with the truth

You throw your head back
And you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
(That's all I know so far)
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars

That's all I know so far
That's all I know so far

So you might give yourself away, yeah
And pay full price for each mistake
But when the candy coating hides the razor blade
You can cut yourself loose and use that rage

I wish someone would've told me that this darkness comes and goes
People will pretend but, baby girl, nobody knows
And even I can't teach you how to fly
But I can show you how to live like your life is on the line

You throw your head back
And you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
(That's all I know so far)
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you till the world blows up, yes
Up and down and through till the world blows up, yeah
When it's right or it's all fucked up
Till the world blows up, till the world blows up
And we will be enough
And until the world blows up

Just throw your head back
And spit in the wind
Let the walls crack
'Cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
And when the storm's out
You'll run in the rain
Put your sword down
Dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud
You'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you till the world blows up"
P.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Charlie Skin - Lelutka Evo - Sunkissed - New VIP Group Gift
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 
Eyelashes - CAZIMI - VIP Gift July Lashes
Lipstick - Nuve. - Pastel Matte Lipstick - Lelutka Evo + Evo X
Hair -Lamb. - Mod - Dark Browns
Top and Shorts - Melody Shop - Seok - Exclusive at Vanity Event
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver
Pose - Lyrium. - Elena Static Series - # 4 Curvy

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Sunday, September 05, 2021

By Your Side

"When you wake up in the morning
And you're shadowed by the darkness of the night
When you wake up in the morning
Darling I'll be by your side

When you get a little lonely
And you lose your head then don't give up the fight
When you wake up in the morning
Darling I'll be by your side

When you wake up in the morning
And you're shadowed by the darkness of the night
When you wake up in the morning
Darling I'll be by your side

I'll be there by your side
I'll be everything you wanted
I'll be there by your side
If you need a light to shine in
I'll be there!

Oh-oh
(Darkness of the night!) Oh-oh
(I'll be by your side!) Oh

So lift your hand 'cause you know that you can
There'll be fire again in the dark-ark
Hold out your hand, let the stars shoot again
Let the light shine in through the dark
And I'll be there!

I'll be there
(I'll be by your side!)
I'll be there
(I'll be by your side!)"
C.H.&T.G.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Payton Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - Exclusive at Whore Couture Fair
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 
Hair - Ade - Jennie Hairstyle 
Swimnsuit - KiB Designs - Rhea Swimsuit - Available at Girls Heaven Event - Round 09/21
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Pose - BellePoses - Watermelon Sugar - #1

Backdrop - BellePoses - Love Summer Backdrop

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Saturday, September 04, 2021

This Is Not Real Love

"Don't kiss me, darling
I want you to hear the things I say
I loved you in my way
But you know I'm gonna leave you

The clock was always ticking
And your heart
Yes I know your heart is always on the run

I hate what I've become
But I'm still gonna leave you
And I don't think you should stay for the night

Baby you know that my flesh is weak
You know I simply

I cannot sleep without you
My heart has simply nowhere to go

Nothing to hold
Those tears you're crying

Time and time again you take me back in baby

You don't have to make it plain

This is not real love

Look at us dancing baby
Let's dance and show them all
(Dance and show them all)
How close we are
The lies have worked so far
So we go on deceiving

But darling don't you know the time
Baby, look at yourself, holding back the tide
Like you've got something else up your sleeve
That's why I've got to leave

And I don't think you should stay here tonight
(Baby don't you know that my flesh is weak, you know)
I simply I cannot sleep without you
But someday I'll have nothing to show
(Nothing to show)
(Nothing to show)
I've nothing to hold

Oh, baby, crying
All those simple things that won't come again
Oh do I have to make it plain
This is not real love
And I said this is not real love

Real love
Baby it don't glisten and shine the way it used to

This is not real love (real love)
Baby think of all the promises I made on the day that I seduced you
Baby don't wait for me like some angel of tragedy
I have to set you free
Darling you should be long gone, oh long gone by now
You should be with someone, someone

Glisten and shine
You promised me

You've gotta face it woman, you ain't ever gonna change me

Where will I go, what do I know
About life without you
You promised me you'd never leave me, no
This is not real love"
G.M.&M.B.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Skin - Amara Beauty - Body Skin 25 Belleza
Face - Amara Beauty - Alena - BOM LeLu Evo X - Tone 25 
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean
Hair - DOUX - Cyanna Hairstyle
Outfit - YoUnique Couture - Joy - Available at Vanity Event
Necklace - Kibitz - Anna's Necklace - Silver
Pose - Inspiration - Pretty Woman - #1

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Chic B&B

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Friday, September 03, 2021

Salted Wound

"Don't let love get in the way
Feel the fear and do it anyway
Take a chance, no it wasn't what you know
Take her hand and don't let go

Oh, oh, oh
And you can do it,
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe
Yes, you can do it
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push for through it,
You're safe

Tell her all of how you feel,
Give her everything she needs to hear
Give your heart a second chance,
And she will see that you're a good man

Oh, oh, oh
And you can do it,
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe
Yeah, you can do it

Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe
Yes, you can do it,
Don't break
Yeah, you'll push through it,
You're safe"
S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1
Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Jessyca - BOM LeLu Evo X - 25 - Available at Level Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean
Hair - Stealthic - Lavish 
Outfit - YoU By GeMyles - Athena Outfit and Heels 
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace
Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon