Wednesday, February 27, 2019

This Time

"Ran into you yesterday
Memories rushed through my brain
It's starting to hit me
Now you're not with me
I realized I made a mistake
I thought that I needed some space
But I just let love go to waste
It's so crystal clear now
That I need you here now
I gotta get you back today

This time I want it all
This time I want it all
I'm Showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I'll take the chance
This time I'll be your man
I can be all you need
This time it's all of me.

I hit the bar every night
Looking to score a good time
It's not like I planned it
I'm left empty handed
'Cause I'm still alone in my mind
Now what will it take to feel right
Can I come see you tonight?
Is there someone new now?
What can I do now?
'Cause I need you back by my side.

This time I want it all
This time I want it all
I'm showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I'll take the chance
This time I'll be your man
I can be all you need
This time it's all of me.

Last time I wasn't sure
This time I will give you more
I'm more mature
I'll show you
Last time I didn't know
I messed up and let you go
I need you
Don't say no.

Lying alone in this room
All that is missing is you
Pick up the phone
Won't you come home?

This time I want it all
This time I want it all
I'm showing you all the cards
Giving you all my heart
This time I'll take the chance
This time I'll be your man
I can be all you need
This time it's all of me.

All of me yeah"
J.L.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Demy Omega Applier - Tan - Available at Dubai Event
Eyes - Besom - #Besom Beauty~#2  Besom Eyes
Hair - Truth - Zahlee - Brunette - Available at Uber
Dress - Entice - Year Without Rain Flowers Dress - Available at Designer Showcase
Flats - Reign - Huarache Flats
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Mesh Nails - Livia - Bijou Bento Nails - Exclusive at The Trunk Show
Poses - P.O.S.E. - Women Stands #2 Pose Set

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Ivy Hallway - Exclusive at Dubai Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Monday, February 25, 2019

Cruising For Bruising

"Cry
Come to me and cry
I know, I know, I know it's not easy
Your heart is aching
But so is mine,
But so is mine...

How
Can I tell you why
For so long, so long, so long
I've been thinking
Now I know
I can't live a lie,
Can't live a lie...

They say true love lasts forever
If we want it
There will be waiting
A second chance
Baby but now we need time,
Time to learn,
Time to understand
Where we went wrong
'Cause I feel so strong
We're cruising for bruising, my baby
Second chance
Baby but now we need time,
Time to learn,
Time to understand
Where we went wrong
'Cause I feel so strong
We're cruising for bruising...

Go
I must let you go
Don't stop, don't stop
'Cause it's better now,
When I still love you
Don't say goodbye,
Don't say goodbye...

They say true love lasts forever
If we want it,
There will be waiting
A second chance
Baby but now we need time,
Time to learn,
Time to understand
Where we went wrong
'Cause I feel so strong
We're cruising for bruising my baby,
Second chance
Baby but now we need time,
Time to learn,
Time to understand
Where we went wrong
'Cause I feel so strong
We're cruising for bruising...

...for so long, so long, so long...

So bye for now,
Don't let it die
'Cause we can try
Some other time

So bye for now
Don't let it die
'Cause we can try
Some other time"
B.




What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.3
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Solstice Freckled Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at Sense Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - {Limerence}- Dreada Hair - Browns - Gacha Item
Outfit - ( Jacket and Skirt ) - Prism - The Suit Fine Wool Solids by Jezzixa - Blue - Exclusive for Designer Circle Event - Round 04/19 - ( February 17th - March 2nd )
Heels - N-Core - Kate Leather Heels - Navy
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Poses - Jess Poses - Jess Pose Bento Femme 10 *, Jess Pose Bento Mur * and Jess Pose Couple 20 * - this last one used separately ;)  


On my mind:




Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, February 20, 2019

I Want To Break Free

"I want to break free
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies
You're so self satisfied I don't need you
I've got to break free
God knows, God knows I want to break free.

I've fallen in love
I've fallen in love for the first time

And this time I know it's for real
I've fallen in love, yeah
God knows, God knows I've fallen in love.

It's strange but it's true
I can't get over the way you love me like you do
But I have to be sure
When I walk out that door
Oh how I want to be free, baby
Oh how I want to be free,
Oh how I want to break free.

But life still goes on
I can't get used to, living without, living without,
Living without you by my side
I don't want to live alone, hey
God knows, got to make it on my own
So baby can't you see
I've got to break free.

I've got to break free
I want to break free, yeah
I want, I want, I want, I want to break free"
Q.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Elora Omega Applier - Tan 
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Playful Pinks Lips - Available for Designer Circle Event - Round 04/19 - ( February 17th - March 2nd )
Hair - Opale - Kelvin Hair
Completre Outfit ( Babydoll and Panties ) - Entice - Vision Of Love Babydoll and Panties - Available for Sultry Event
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Playful Pinks Nails - Available for Designer Circle Event - Round 04/19 - ( February 17th - March 2nd )
Poses - Salacity - Oolala Burlesque Poses

Laundry Set - Astralia - Sweet Laundry - Available at Uber


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 16, 2019

What's Love Got To Do With It

"You must understand
Though the touch of your hand
Makes my pulse react
That it's only the thrill
Of boy meeting girl
Opposites attract

It's physical
Only logical
You must try to ignore
That it means more than that

Oh what's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart
When a heart can be broken

It may seem to you
That I'm acting confused
When you're close to me
If I tend to look dazed
I've read it someplace
I've got cause to be

There's a name for it
There's a phrase that fits
But whatever the reason
You do it for me

I've been taking on a new direction
But I have to say
I've been thinking about my own protection
It scares me to feel this way

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a sweet old fashioned notion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken"
T.T.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Elora Omega Applier - Tan - Available for Fly Buy Friday
Hair - Lamb - Sacred - Light Browns
Completre Outfit ( Dress and Shoes ) - [Vips Creations] - Female Outfit - [Angelina]3 -Available at Dubai Event
Necklace - Michan - Moira Necklace
Poses - K&S - Caitlin Pose Set

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Emotes - Exclusive for Suicide Dollz Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Friday, February 15, 2019

How Sweet It Is (To Be Loved By You)

"How sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

I needed the shelter of someone's arms and there you were.
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs and there you were.
With sweet love and devotion, deeply touching my emotion,
I want to stop and thank you baby. I want to stop and thank you baby.
How sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

I close my eyes at night wondering where would I be without you in my life.
Everything I did was just a bore, everywhere I went it seems I'd been there before.
But you brighten up for me all of my days with a love so sweet in so many ways,
I want to stop and thank you baby, I just want to stop and thank you baby.
How sweet it is to be loved by you, feels so fine. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

You were better for me than I was for myself,
for me, there's you and there ain't nobody else,
I want to stop and thank you baby. I just want to stop and thank you baby, yes I do,
how sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.
Feels so fine, how sweet it is to be loved by you.
Just like jelly baby, oh yeah, how sweet it is to be loved by you.
Just like honey to the bee, babe, how sweet it is to be loved by you."
J.T.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.3
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Sunnie Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka February 2019 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Besom - Cheeky Hair - Browns
Tank - Pink Cream Pie - Lucy Tank [ Panda Pack ]
Panties - Pink Cream Pie - May Panties [ Panda Pack ] - Available for 50 Ls for Fly Buy Friday
Slippers - Reign - Fluff Ya Slipper Slides
Jewelry - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace and Bracelet
Poses - ~Ana Boutique~ - Bento Stand Pose Set

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop It Was All A Dream - Exclusive for Unik Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Thursday, February 14, 2019

Call Out My Name

"We found each other
I helped you out of a broken place
You gave me comfort
But falling for you was my mistake

I put you on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly
And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to me

So call out my name (call out my name)
Call out my name when I kiss you so gently
I want you to stay (want you to stay)
I want you to stay, even though you don't want me
Girl, why can't you wait? (Why can't you wait, baby?)
Girl, why can't you wait 'til I fall out of love?
Won't you call out my name? (Call out my name)
Girl, call out my name, and I'll be on my way and
I'll be on my...

I said I didn't feel nothing, baby but I lied
I almost cut a piece of myself for your life
Guess I was just another pit stop
'Til you made up your mind
You just wasted my time

You're on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly, babe
And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to...

So call out my name (call out my name, baby)
So call out my name when I kiss you
So gently, I want you to stay (I want you to stay)
I want you to stay even though you don't want me
Girl, why can't you wait? (Girl, why can't you wait 'til I?)
Girl, why can't you wait 'til I fall out of loving?
Babe, call out my name (say call out my name, baby)
Just call out my name, and I'll be on my way
Girl, I'll be on my...

On my way, all the way
On my way, all the way, ooh
On my way, on my way, on my way
On my way, on my way, on my way
(On my)"
T.W.




What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Connie Omega Applier - Tan - Exclusive for Fetish Fair 
Hair - {Limerence}- Vicky Hair - Browns 
Outfit ( Corset, Pasties, Panties and Bento Gloves ) - Entice - Panic Button Outfit and Bento Gloves - Available at Frou Frou Event
Pumps - Reign - Hilton Pumps
Necklace - Heartsdale Jewelry - Anais Necklace - Available at Swank Event
Poses - ( Including Mirror ) - Sassy Sweet Poses - Beautiful Pose Set

Backdrop - *~*HopScotch*~* - Rose Petal Rain Backdrop

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, February 12, 2019

In Too Deep

"All that time I was searching, nowhere to run to, it started me thinking,
Wondering what I could make of my life, and who'd be waiting,
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers,
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening,
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.

Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.

So listen, listen to me,
Ooh you must believe me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me,
But I don't know why.

Ooh I know you're going, but I can't believe
It's the way that you're leaving,
It's like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault,
I gave you too many reasons, being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you,
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.

Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.

So listen, listen to me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me

It seems I've spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life
Just caring bout somebody else.

Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.

You know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep..."
G.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Dina Omega Applier - Tan - New Release 
Hair - Pr!tty - Hana - Browns
Outfit ( Top and Skirt ) - Pacifica Fashion - Sandrine Shirt and Jane Black Suede Skirt - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 03/19 - ( February 3rd - February 16th )
Heels - Reign - Colette Heels
Necklace - Cae - :: Two Hearts :: Necklace
Rings - Livia - Vida Bento Rings [Maitreya/Slink/Tonic] - Available at Designer Showcase
Manicure - CAZIMI - Parfait Nails - Available for Designer Circle Event - Round 03/19 - ( February 3rd - February 16th )
Poses - ( First and Last Picture ) - *CNZ* - Love Pillow Hug Pose - Available for Designer Circle Event - Round 03/19 - ( February 3rd - February 16th )
             ( Second Picture ) - BellePoses - Taeyeon Pose Set


On my mind:



Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, February 06, 2019

The Captain Of Her Heart

"It was way past midnight
And she still couldn't fall asleep
This night the dream was leavin'
She tried so hard to keep

And with the new day's dawnin'
She felt it driftin' away
Not only for a cruise, not only for a day

Too long ago, too long apart
She couldn't wait another day for
The captain of her heart

As the day came up, she made a stop
She stopped waitin' another day for
The captain of her heart

Too long ago, too long apart
She couldn't wait another day for
The captain of her heart

Too long ago, too long apart
She couldn't wait another day for
The captain of her heart

As the day came up, she made a stop
She stopped waitin' another day for
The captain of her heart

Too long ago, too long apart
She couldn't wait another day for
The captain of her heart

The captain of her heart"
D.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Didi Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at Designer Showcase
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - Elikatira - Amberlia - Group Gift for The White River Farmers VIP Group 
Lingerie - Dastardlly - Darla Tedy - Lingerie Set
Choker - Heartsdale Jewelry - Angelina Choker Light Diamonds
Poses - Included in the bed

Complete Bedroom Set - ~The Green Door~ - Alexandria Bedroom Set - Available at The Boardwalk Event

Backdrop - K&S - Loft 1 Backdrops - Purple - Group Gift


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 02, 2019

I Don't Wanna Cry

"Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain

I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've given you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby
I don't wanna cry

Too far apart to bridge the distance
But something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around

All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing
On make-believing"
M.C.






What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Linnea Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at TheEVENT - February Round
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - Little Bones - Reina - The Brunnete 
Shirt - Pink Cream Pie - Olivia Shirt
Jeans - Blueberry - Lila Relled Cuffed Jeans
Sneakers - Reign - Juniper Sneakers
Choker - Heartsdale Jewelry - Angelina Choker Light Diamonds
Poses - BellePoses - Paula Pose Set

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop GGEZ - Exclusive for Suicide Dollz Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Friday, February 01, 2019

Digging Your Scene

"I just got your message, baby
So sad to see you fade away
(What in the world is this feeling
To catch a breath and leave me reeling?)
It'll get you in the end, it's God's revenge

Oh, I know I should come clean
But I prefer to deceive
(Everyday I walk alone
And I pray that God won't see me)

I know it's wrong
I know it's wrong

Tell me why
Is it I'm digging your scene?
I know I'll die
Baby

They put you in a home to fill in
Oh, but I wouldn't call that living
(I'm like a boy among men
I'd like a permanent friend)

I'd like to think that I was just myself again

Oh, tell me why
Is it I'm digging your scene?
I know I'll die
Baby

I just got your message, baby
So sad to see you fade away
(I'm like a boy among men
I'd like a permanent friend)

I'd like to think that I was just myself again

Oh, tell me why
Is it I'm digging your scene?
I know I'll die
Baby

Now tell me why
Is it I'm digging your scene?
I know I'll die
Baby

Oh, come on, baby

Oh, come on, baby"
B.M.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.3
Skin - Glam Affair - Maitreya Applier - Tone 006 
Head Applier - Glam Affair - Eloise LeLutka Applier - Tone 006 
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Hair - Truth - Beatrix - Brunette
Dress - Smoke Fashion - Kennedy Dress - Available at TheEVENT - February Round
Heels - [Sheba] - Reina Heels - Available at TheEVENT - February Round
Manicure and Pedicure - P.S... Nails - Nails Confetti Hearts HUD - Available at TheEVENT - February Round
Necklace - Cae - :: Basics - Solitaire :: Necklace
Poses - an lar [poses] - The Sweetness Series Pose Pack

Photobooth - HILTED - Cedarwood Lounge - Photobooth - Available at The Boardwalk Event



On my mind:


 Kissessss

BonBon



Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Where Do Broken Hearts Go

"I know it's been some time
But there's something on my mind
You see, I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day...
We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only thing I learned
Is that I need you desperately...

So here I am
And can you please tell me... oh

Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care, for me

I've been around enough to know
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No you just can't run away...
And what we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind

And now that I am here with you
I'll never let you go
I look into your eyes
And now I know, now I know... "
W.H.




What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Esperanza Omega Applier - Tan - Available at Kinky Event 
Hair - Stealthic - Sensual - Browns
Gown and Necklace - Prism - Chelsey Tulle Gown Set by Jezzixa - Black
Background and Poses - SecondSnaps Studio - SecondSnaps Studio 3 v3.07


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Monday, January 28, 2019

Take Me Up

"Take me up
Take me up

Take me up
Take

Take me up
Take me up.

Don't ask me why are you waiting for love
Tonight.
Please
Take me in hastily
I have a good time
It's right.
Come with me and sing forever
I believe it's raining here.
What you gonna do tomorrow if you wanna be my star?
Look the rainbow at the mountain
Stay with me

Give me your time.

You take me up with anything
You take me up with anything

You take me up with anything
You take me up with anything.
Don't ask me why are you waiting for love
Tonight. . . .
What you gonna do tomorrow if you wanna be my star?
Look the rainbow at the mountain

Stay with me
Give me your love.
You take me up with anything

You take me up with anything. . . .
Take me up
Take me
Take me up

Take me up
Take me up
Up
Up."
S.




What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Daisy Omega Applier - Tan - New Release 
Hair - Besom - Soho - Browns
Outfit ( Top and Skirt ) - [Dallas MacKenzie] - Tammie Top and Tonya Denim Skirt - Available for Designer Circle Event - Round 02/19 - ( January 20th - February 2nd )
Sneakers - Reign - Arianna Sneakers
Jewelry - Cae - :: Basics - Solitaire :: Collection
Rings - Livia - Azziza Bento Rings [Maitreya/Slink/Tonic] - New Release
Poses - ~Ana Boutique~ - Bento Poses Set #4

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Sunday, January 27, 2019

Details

"How did i find you?
Did i remind you of the boy at the louvre?
Watching you move
Behind oil
For five around years

Out of the furnace
Into the forest
The harvest of my youth
Tell me the truth
Do you?
Does anyone, anymore?

I have come to believe
If a man does his deeds
While he is missing the wine
He's already died
A hundred times

Do you remember
Seven septembers of
Sacred rendezvous
Spreding
Only for you
Will you remember
Tipping the vendor
How we used to groove
Spreading

But my fear and my pride
Left a shadow inside
With a note on the door
And a card on the floor
Like a hundred times before

First it was nearly
Then it was barely
Now it seems pretty far
When you were tipsy
I was a wizard with a silver star

I wil spare the details
Of the rocks and the nails
The times that i've lied
Can't lay down tonight
I've already tried

I will spare the details
Of the rocks and the nails
The times that i've lied
Can't lay down tonight
I've already tried
A hundred times"
R.D.J.




What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Monica Omega Applier - Tan - Available at Sense Event 
Hair - eXxEsS - Gin A Mesh Hair
Complete Outfit ( Jacket, Dress and Boots ) - [Icewerk] - Nature Spirit - Exclusive for Designer Circle Event - Round 02/19 - ( January 20th - February 2nd )
Rings - Livia - Azziza Bento Rings [Maitreya/Slink/Tonic] - New Release
Manicure - CAZIMI - Nudist Nails - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 02/19 - ( January 20th - February 2nd )
Poses - Lyrium. - Denise Series Pose Set


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, January 26, 2019

Always

"What am I supposed to do without you
Is it too late to pick the pieces up, too soon to let them go
Do you feel damaged just like I do
Your face it makes my body ache, it won't leave me alone

And this feels like drowning, trouble, sleeping, restless, dreaming

You're in my head, always, always
I just got scared, away, away
I'd rather choke on my bad decisions than just carry them to my grave
You're in my head, always, always, always

Cracks won't fix and the scars won't fade away
Guess I should get used to this, the left side of my beds an empty space
I remember when we were strangers
So tell me what's the difference between then and now

And why does this feel like drowning, trouble, sleeping, restless, dreaming

You're in my head, always, always
I just got scared, away, away
I rather choke on bad my decisions than just carry them to my grave

You're in my head, always, always, always

Always

You're in my head, always, always
I just got scared, away, away
I know there's nothing left to cling to but I'm still calling out your name
You're in my head, always, always, always..."
G.J.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Nuova Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at Sense Event 
Hair - Besom - Taz - New Release - And with a very special price this saturday - 75 ls the fatpack!
Complete Outfit ( Sweater, Jeans and Boots ) - PrismPrism ARI Jeans Sweater Set by Jezzixa Blue  - Group Gift 1-19.
Poses - an lar [poses] - The Nardia Series Pose Pack

On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, January 22, 2019

How You Remind Me

"Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling

This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, "Are we having fun yet?"
"Are we having fun yet?"

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I loved you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
'Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, "Are we having fun yet?"

This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, "Are we having fun yet?"

Are we having fun yet?"
N.





What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Spicy Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at eBENTO Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Lipstick - GO Makeup - GO Precious Purple Lipstick Makeup04 - Exclusive for Designer Circle Event - Round 02/19 - ( January 20th - February 2nd )
Hair - Entwined - Teagan - Brunnetes 
Complete Outfit ( Jacket, Jeans and Heels ) - ::Enigma Apparel:: - Ninna Outfit - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 02/19 - ( January 20th - February 2nd )
Poses - ~Ana Boutique~ - Bento Stand Pose Set

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Winter Boozing - Exclusive for Suicide Dollz Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon