The Kill

"What if I wanted to break,
Laugh it all off in your face,
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor,
Couldn't take all this anymore,
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.

What if I wanted to fight,
Beg for the rest of my life,
What would you do?
You say you wanted more.
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

I tried to be someone else,
But nothing seemed to change.
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

Come, break me down (bury me, bury me).
Break me down (bury me, bury me).
Break me down (bury me, bury me).

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I, what if I, what if I, what if I...
Bury me, bury me."

30S.T.M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Emily Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed - New Release

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lipstick - Nuve. - Dark Ombre Lipstick 

Hair - Ade - Vicky Hairstyle - Available at Access Event - October

Outfit ( Bodice Skirt Tattoo ) - LUXE Paris - SIOUXSIE - Available at Swank Event - October

Pose - Lyrium. - Elena Static Series - # 1 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Lonely Boy

"Well I’m so above you
And it’s plain to see
But I came to love you anyway
So you pulled my heart out
And I don’t mind bleeding
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting

Well your mama kept you but your daddy left you
And I should’ve done you just the same
But I came to love you
Am I born to bleed?
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting, waiting

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting

Hey!

Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting
I’m a lonely boy
I’m a lonely boy
Oh, oh-oh I got a love that keeps me waiting"

T.B.K.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Head Applier / Skin - [ session ] - Milly (Genus Classic BoM) - Tone 01

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Truth - Vivid Hair - Past VIP Haistyle - Brunette

Dress - ::ALTER:: - Karis Wrap Dress - Imperial - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Necklace - Cae - :: Sofia :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Seductive Woman - #2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Straight Lines

"Breathing from a hole in my lung
I had no one
But faces in front of me
Racing through the void in my head
To find traces of a good luck academy

Sparks ignite and trade them for thought
About no one
And nothing in particular
Washed the sickened socket and drove
Resent nothing
There's good will inside of me

Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line

Something I will never forget
I felt desperate
And stuck to the marrow
Invisible to everyone else
I'm a sex change
And a damsel with no heroine

Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line

I don't need no time to say
There's no changing yesterday
If we keep talking and
I keep walking in straight lines

Wake me up lower the fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I'm a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - NOISE - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Ritual Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Ade - Vicky Hairstyle - Available at Access Event - October

Dress -  *Arcane Spellcaster* - Cathy Dress

Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 3

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

The Ground Beneath Her Feet

"All my life, I worshipped her.
Her golden voice, her beauty's beat.
How she made us feel, how she made me real.
And the ground beneath her feet.
And the ground beneath her feet.

And now I can't be sure of anything.
Black is white and cold is heat.
For what I worshipped stole my love away.
It was the ground beneath her feet.
It was the ground beneath her feet

Go lightly down your darkened way.
Go lightly underground. I'll be down there in another day.
I won't rest until you're found.
Let me love you, let me rescue you.
Let me bring you where two roads meet. Oh come back above.
Where there is only love. Only love...
Let me love you true, let me rescue you.
Let me bring you to where two roads meet

Let me love you true, let me rescue you.
Let me bring you to where two roads meet"

U2

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Ambra Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release  

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - DOUX - Paula Hairstyle

Dress - .::anny's Fashion::. - Aradya Mini Dress - Available at Swank Event - October

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Moon Magic Silver Collection - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Pose ( Stool Included ) - Seetra. Poses - Thoughts Collection - # 5 

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Studio Apt

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

What Could've Been

"I haven't stopped thinking about you
Has it really been this long?
Two years and an ocean between us
And I don't know where it all went wrong

I know I could've kissed you harder
Yeah, you could've followed through
Should've talked a little bit softer
But we meant every I love you

I don't know what this is or what it isn't
But it feels like we've got unfinished business

'Cause we left blood on the tracks, sweat on the saddle
Fire in the hills, a bullet in the barrel
Words never said in a story that didn't end
It's like you're on the mend and I'm on the bottle
We folded our hands with money on the table
Tried moving on, but I keep coming back again

To what could've been
What could've been
Oh, what could've been

A couple more simple I'm sorrys
A little less tryna be right
I wonder how many good mornings
We wasted 'cause we didn't say goodnight

One touch before we fell asleep
Just before our love was out of reach
Could've done enough, could've saved us from this loneliness

We left blood on the tracks, sweat on the saddle
Fire in the hills, a bullet in the barrel
Words never said in a story that didn't end
It's like you're on the mend and I'm on the bottle
We folded our hands with money on the table
Tried moving on, but I keep coming back again

To what could've been
Could've been
Oh, what could've been

I thought I'd see it clearly from a distance
But it still feels like we've got unfinished business

'Cause, baby, we left blood on the tracks, sweat on the saddle
Fire in the hills, a bullet in the barrel
Words never said in a story that didn't end
It's like you're on the mend, I'm on the bottle
We folded our hands with money on the table
Tried moving on, but I keep coming back again

Oh, to what could've been
Oh, what could've been
What could've been, should've been
Do you still wonder, still wonder what could've been?

(What could have been)
(Still wonder)
(What could have been)
(Still wonder)
(What could have been)"

G.W.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Shelly - BOM Genus - 25 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - DOUX - Sam Hairstyle

Dress - LRD Loud Rebel Design - Yasmine Dress - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round

Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - September VIP Gift Nails

Pose - Lyrium. - Sia Static Series - # 3 Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Closing Time

"Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home but you can't stay here

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open 'til your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home

Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - MAGNOLIA - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Designer Showcase - October Round
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Stealthic - Shallows - Browns

Outfit - Melody Shop - Felhina - Exclusive at Vanity Event

Boots - Melody Shop - Dunia - Exclusive at Vanity Event

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Rings - Kibitz - Lloru's Rings - Silver

Mesh Nails - CAZIMI - September VIP Gift Nails

Pose - Seetra. Poses - Bold & Beautiful Collection # 6 - Available at Orsy Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Drive

"Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I, I can't help but ask myself
How much I let the fear take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm
Beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
I'll be there

So if I decide to waiver my chance
To be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine
And hold my own and drive?
Oh

It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way, that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm
Beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
I'll be there

Would you choose water over wine?
Hold the wheel and drive

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
I'll be there

Do-do-do, do-do-do, do-do-do-do-do
Whoa-oh-oh, do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do, do-do-do, do-do-do-do-do
Who-a-oh-oh-oh-oh"

I.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Lexie Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed - Available at Dubai Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Stealthic - Mayhem - Browns

Bodysuit and Gasmask - Diversion - Alva Bodysuit and Alera Gasmask 

Pose and Backdrop - Diversion - Disorientated Backdrop and Poses - #7

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Hang On To Your Love

"In heaven's name why are you walking away
Hang on to your love
In heaven's name why do you play these games
Hang on to your love
Take time if you're down on luck
It's so easy to walk out on love
Take your time if the going gets tough
It's so precious

So if you want it to get stronger
You'd better not let go
You gotta hold on longer
If you want your love to grow

Gotta stick together
Hand in glove
Hold tight, don't fight
Hang on to your love

In heaven's name why are you walking away
Hang on to your love
In heaven's name why do you play these games
Hang on to your love

Be brave when the journey is rough
It's not easy when you're in love
Don't be ashamed when the going gets tough
It's not easy don't give up

If you want it to get stronger
You'd better not let go
You gotta hold on longer
If you want your love to grow

Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)
Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)

Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)
Da da da dee dee da, da da da dee dee da, daaa (dee dee daa)

...

When you find a love (to your love)
Don't let it walk away
When you find your love (to your love)
You've got to make it stay (hang on)

Hang on to your love
Don't let it walk away
When you find your love
Got to make him stay

You've got to hang on to your love (to your love)
You've got to hang on to your love (to your love)
Why are you walking away (why are you walking away)
Why do you play these games< (play these games)
Da da da dee dee da (to your love), da da da dee dee da, daaa (to your love)
Da da da dee dee da (to your love), da da da dee dee da, daaa (to your love)
Hang on to your love"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0
Head Applier / Skin - Nuve. - Lexie Skin - Lelutka Evo X - Sunkissed - Available at Dubai Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lipstick - Nuve. - Velvet Lipstick 

Hair - tram - J031b Hair

Lingerie - Diversion - Addy Set 

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - Inspiration - Woman In The Room - #3

Furniture ( Bed, Rug and Wooden Cabinet ) - Dreamland Designs - Ayla Shelves Bed, Bergin Wooden Cabinet and Boho Rug - Exclusive for Girls Heaven Event - Round 10/21

Plants - Ariskea - Cute Succulent, Cute Flowers Pot and Roses Glass Jar

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Chemistry

"I remember when I found out about chemistry
It was a long, long way from here
I was old enough to want it but younger than I wanted to be
Suddenly my mission was clear

So for awhile I conducted experiments
And I was amazed by the things I learned
From a fine fine girl with nothing but good intentions and a
Bad tendency to get burned

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you know
Ah wonder what you do to me
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

Some time later I met a young graduate
When I had nobody to call my own
I told her I was looking for somebody to appreciate
And I just couldn't do it alone

So for awhile we conducted experiments
In an apartment by the River Road
And we found out that the two things we put together had a
Bad tendency to explode

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you've learned
I'll memorize everything you do to me so I can
Teach it when it comes my turn

Fine spring day, California waves
Sweet Pacific scenes through the
Windows of airplanes and hotel rooms

So when I find myself alone and unworthy
I think about all of the things I learned from the
Fine fine women with nothing but good intentions and a
Bad tendency to get burned

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you know
Ah wonder what you do to me
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

All about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you've learned
I'll memorize everything you do to me so I can
Teach it when it comes my turn

It's all about chemistry
It's all about chemistry
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh

It's all about chemistry
It's all about chemistry
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh"

S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - IVES - Nicole Skin - LeLU EvoX - Rose Kiss - Available for Powder Pack LeLUTKA Evolution X - September

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lashes - Lexa - DollX Lashes / Lelutka EvoX 

Lipstick - Beauty by Entice - Queen Lipstick - Lel EvoX

Hair - DOUX - Savannah Hairstyle

Dress - Sn@tch - Shadow PVC Dress

Jewelry ( Choker and Bracelets ) - Heartsdale Jewelry - Angelina Collection 

Pose - Lyrium. - Riana Static Series - # 2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Jungle

 "Mr. Worldwide!
Abraham Mateo, E-40, Stereotypes that's the show
I want all the ladies out there
Go ahead and uh, shake what your mama gave ya
(One, two, three, oh)
Talk to 'em like

Ooh, girl I want you to shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
What your mama gave ya (uh huh)
Come on ooh, sexy thang
Don't be scared to act like an animal
It's in your nature (uh huh)
C'mon

You know I eat it from the roota to the toota
Let me do ya, let me school ya
He may be smooth but I'm smootha
I'm slick Pit ruler, let a slip dick through ya
Hit the Virgin Mary from the back
And had her screaming ha "Hallelujah"
The devil's hot but I'm hotter
Yeah these boys rap, but they say, a whole lotta nada
Me I'm building schools, from Miami to Nevada
Now baby bend over and show me that got it
Off in the Exumas, actin' a fool
Where the water so clear, bitch look like a pool
Whoody who, whoody what, who's fucking you
That would be me, P-I-T

Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Yeah, it's a jungle out here (watch out)
Yeah, it's a jungle out here (watch out)
Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Yeah it's a jungle out here and we're bout to get it started
Like one, two, three!

...

Ooh, girl I want you to shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
What your mama gave ya (uh huh)
Come on ooh, sexy thang
Don't be scared to act like an animal
It's in your nature (uh huh)
C'mon

Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Yeah, it's a jungle out here (watch out)
Yeah, it's a jungle out here (watch out)
Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Now if you came with ya man, leave 'em over there
Yeah it's a jungle out here and we're bout to get it started
Like one, two, three!

Ooh, girl I want you to shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
What your mama gave ya (uh huh)
Come on ooh, sexy thang
Don't be scared to act like an animal
It's in your nature (uh huh)
C'mon..."

P.&S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Lucya Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Release - Available at Miix Event 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Lashes - Lexa - DollX Lashes / Lelutka EvoX 

Hair - Stealthic - Realness - Browns

Dress - Entice - World on Fire v2 

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Dhoom Laura Collection 

Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: -  Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - RED

Pose ( Bacdrop Included On Fatpack ) - Amitie - Bamboo FatPack - #02

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Electrical Storm

"The sea it swells like a sore head and the night it is aching
Two lovers lie with no sheets on their bed
And the day it is breaking

On rainy days we'd go swimming out
On rainy days swimming in the sound
On rainy days we'd go swimming out

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
If the sky can crack there must be someway back
For love and only love

Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Baby don't cry

Car alarm won't let you back to sleep
You're kept awake dreaming someone elses dream
Coffee is cold but it'll get you through
Compromise that's nothing new to you.
Let's see colours that have never been seen
Let's go places no one else has been

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
Well if the sky can crack there must be someway back
To love and only love

Electrical storm
Baby don't cry

It's hot as hell, honey in this room
Sure hope the weather will break soon
The air is heavy, heavy as a truck
We need the rain to wash away our bad luck

Well if the sky can crack there must be some way back
To love and only love

Electrical storm 

Baby don't cry"

U2

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Arya Skin Lelutka EvoX (Pearl)

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Lashes - Lexa - DollX Lashes / Lelutka EvoX 

Gloss - Lexa - Rude Gloss 

Hair - DOUX - Amaya Hairstyle 

Dress - YoU By GeMyles - Alexandria Lace Dress - Exclusive at eBENTO Event

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Enchanted Collection - Available at Uber Event

Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Square - SQ01- New Release

Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Claudia' #167 - #6 V.2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

You've Got The Love

"Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying, "Lord, I just don't care."
But you've got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone you are my daily meal
When friends are gone I know my Saviour's love is real
You know it's real

You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love

Time after time I think, "Oh, Lord, what's the use?"
Time after time I think it's just no good
'Cause sooner or later in life, the things you love you lose
But you got the love I need to see me through

You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love
You got the love

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
'Cause I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying, "Lord, I just don't care."
But you've got the love I need to see me through"

F&TM

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - RAVEN - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Shiny Shabby Event
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Ade - Hailee Hairstyle 

Romper - ChicModa - June Romper

Neckace - Heartsdale Jewelry - Moonlight Serenate Redux Necklace 2 

Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - PN25 - New Release

Tattoo - Lexa - Snake Tattoo BOM Black

Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 1

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Bleeding

"I don't mean to be mean
I don't wanna a start I fire
I don't wanna fight you but aren't you a liar
I don't wanna be the man in black no I am not fighter
I don't wanna be your enemy but I just can't get higher

And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need that sensuality
And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need you for me to breathe

No it's not no it's not
It's not a way your hands control me
It's not a way I say I want you in my ear
You got me hooked I think you know
When you love me I just start to lose control
I find myself bleeding out for you

I know you don't love me cause you never said the words
But baby I just miss you and I love so much this hurts
I don't mean to critisize but there's nothing left to love
No I cannot sympathize in fact I've had enough

And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need that sensuality
And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need you for me to breathe

No it's not no it's not
It's not a way your hands control me
It's not a way I say I want you in my ear

You got me hooked I think you know
When you love me I just start to lose control
I find myself bleeding out for you

I'm bleeding I'm fading but I keep on holding on
dependant defendant
but you still do whatever you want

And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need that sensuality
And yes I'll try to use you like your using me
Now that I know I need you for me to breathe

No it's not no it's not
It's not a way your hands control me
It's not a way I say I want you in my ear"

C.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.3
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - ESTVA - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Girls Heaven Event - Round 10/21
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Mellow Eyes - Group Gift
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]

Hair - Sn@tch - Ruby Hair  

Dress - ChicModa - Iris Dress - Available at The Liaison Collaborative

Nails - .:: StunnerOriginals ::. Bento Nails Mesh Ronded Long - Available at Swank Event - September

Pose - Lyrium. - Manu Static Series - # 2

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Disappear

"Say I'm crying
I'm looking at what's on T.V
Pain and suffering
And the struggle to be free

It can't ever be denied and I
Never will ignore
But when I see you coming
I can take it all

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

Say your mine
And give yourself to the
Feelings that you know
I'm needing
All that you can give me
All the things
That you do so well
Words are healing
Sweet anticipation
Making spells
As the shadows close in
Fall across all our yesterdays

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

Disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear

Say if I could
Look into myself and reason
But I could never never see or
Make sense of the dealings

Turn around
Am I looking at salvation
Make me realise all that I am
You put the light inside this man

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear

You're so fine
Lose my mind
And the world seems to disappear
All the problems, all the fears
And the world seems to disappear"

I.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - .::WoW Skins::. - Lucya Skin Lelutka Evo-X - Sandy - New Mainstore Release 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean 

Hair - Ade - Jennie Hairstyle 

Jumpsuit - AnaSTyle - Charlie - Available at Swank Event - September

Mesh Nails -  ::Fatal Fashion:: - Nail Bento Stilleto Glitter - RED - New Release

Pose - Lyrium. - Nova Static Series - # 2 [m] Curvy

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

This Love

"I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered "Goodbye", she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again,
But I know...

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
'Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said "Goodbye" too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore..."

M.5

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6
Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - CYYAN - Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Pineapple - Available at Dubai Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Lipstick - CAZIMI - Madly Matte EvoX Lipstick - #4

Hair - DOUX - JLOW Hairstyle 

Lingerie - GGVG Fashion - Sara Lingerie Lace I - Available at Swank Event - September

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Pose - FOXCITY. - Stardust Bento Pose Set - #4

Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Photo Booth - Dreamer

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Say It First

"Don't you worry babe I'll take the heat
So take your guilt, lay it all on me yea
Used to burn like a wild fire
But we're ashin ashin now
If your eyes are windows to your soul
I'm thinkin I already know
So don’t you waste your breath tonight on goodbye

I'll say it first yea
I'll take the words
Right out of your mouth
It won't even hurt yea
Be gone so fast
Before you even turn around
Cause I got somethin to get off my lips
And I know you know what it is
No sense in making this worse
So I'll say it first

It's time that truth comes out
These thunder clouds been hangin around for
Too long and I ain't afraid to push em push em away
I'm so tired of this pain
Standing out here in the rain
So you don't have to waste your breath tonight on goodbye

I'll say it first yea
I'll take the words
Right out of your mouth
It won't even hurt Yea
Be gone so fast
Before you even turn around
Cause I got somethin to get off my lips
And I know you know what it is
No sense in making this worse
So I'll say it first

You don't have to waste your breath tonight on goodbye
We know that there's nothing left that's why"

C.P.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Lilly Head V3.1

Skin/ Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Jessyca - BOM LeLu Evo X - 25 - Available at Level Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Lelutka Evo - Ocean

Lipstick - CAZIMI - Abundant EvoX Lipstick - #9

Hair - Truth - Charisma - Brunette

Outfit - Melody Shop - Amelia - New Release

Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace

Eyewear - HAYSURIZA - Eyewear_Diamond Heart - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round

Pose - Creative Stylez - Bento Poses - Lipstick - P2 - Exclusive for La Vie En Pose

Backdrop - Backdrop Stylez - Lipstick Backdrop - Exclusive for La Vie En Pose

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

It's Too Late

"Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've just stopped trying

And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, Oh no no

It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool

And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, oh no no

There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you

But it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, Oh no no no no no

It's too late
Baby
It's too late
Now darling
It's too late"

C.K.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Belleza - Mesh Body - Freya V6

Head - LeLUTKA - Avalon Head V3.0

Head Applier - Lexa - Ambar Skin Lelutka EvoX (Summer) - Available at DUBAI Event

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Fame Eyes - Ocean

Lipgloss - Lexa - My Mom Hates You Gloss Lelutka EvoX - Available at eBENTO Event 

Hair - Stealthic - Endless - Browns 

Dress - JUMO Originals - MELISSA Dress - Available at Designer Showcase - September Round

Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Primavera Set Silver - Available at Swank Event - September

Pose - babyboo. - Daisy Bento Set - #03

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon