Borrow

"You're never with me
You're never near me
What time is it?
What time?
Whose time is this?
Give yourself a chance to breathe
I'll give you the room you need

You're never here
You're never near here
What day is this?
What day?
Whose day is this?
Put me in your supermarket list
I'm here, I'm real, it's true, I do exist

Today you may feel a little sleepy
Maybe the morning is too soon
I guess I'll have to borrow
One of your sunny afternoons
But afternoons they never come
There's nothing left for me to borrow

You're wasting me
You're breaking, you're wasting me
Can this be love?
Is this?
Whose love is this?What is wrong with you?
I don't know
No place in you for me
And me, I need you so

And if you want to be by yourself
No one disturbing, that's alright
I guess I'll have to borrow
A little of yourself tonight
But tonight it never comes
There's nothing left for me to borrow

I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow"
S.4

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1

Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Shape - Squid - Liyah Shape by Squid - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Serilda Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at eBENTO Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - .Olive. - The Cupid Hair
Poncho - Kib Designs - Cedar Poncho - Gift at Hashtag Event - February Round
Mini Skirt - Addams - Silvana Denim Skirt With Belt
Sneakers - Reign - Juniper Sneakers
Pose - Lyrium. - Blogger Series - Set 3 - #1

Kitchen Accessories (Toaster, Bread, Plate With Butter, Cup With Jam, Plate With Bread) - Petit Chat - Tartine Inc. Set - New Release

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Winter

"Snow can wait. I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on

I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown

I hear a voice,
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
'Cause I can't always be around."

He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind

'Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change, my dear

Boys get discovered
As winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun

Years go by
And I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was

Mirror mirror
Where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself

Skating around the truth
Who I am
But I know, dad, the ice is getting thin

...

Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf

You say I wanted you
To be proud of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind

...

Never change
All the white horses"
T.A.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.1

Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Skin Applier - *Spicy* - Body v2 Omega + BOM - Light ( using BOM )
Head Applier - *Spicy* - Holly II skin nordic - BOM (Catwa) - Group Gift
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Truth - Eternity Hair - Brunette
Coat - KiB Designs - Tanaya Coat - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Boots - Reign - Not You Momma's Knit Boots - Past Group Gift
Stockings - Sn@tch - Smooth Nylon Stockings ( Black )

Pose ( Including Globe ) - Fashiowl Poses - Winter Spirit - Pose #1

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Windmills Of Your Mind

"Round like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
Like a snowball down a mountain
Or a carnival balloon
Like a carousel that's turning
Running rings around the moon
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes on its face
And the world is like an apple
Whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind

Like a tunnel that you follow
To a tunnel of its own
Down a hollow to a cavern
Where the sun has never shone
Like a door that keeps revolving
In a half-forgotten dream
Or the ripples from a pebble
Someone tosses in a stream
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes on its face
And the world is like an apple
Whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind

Keys that jingle in your pocket
Words that jangle in your head
Why did summer go so quickly?
Was it something that I said?
Lovers walk along a shore
And leave their footprints in the sand
Was the sound of distant drumming
Just the fingers of your hand?
Pictures hanging in a hallway
Or the fragment of a song
Half-remembered names and faces
But to whom do they belong?
When you knew that it was over
Were you suddenly aware
That the autumn leaves were turning
To the color of her hair?

Like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
As the images unwind
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind"
S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Rada Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - January Group Gift

Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Eyes ~[Genus] - Available for Powder Pack Genus March 2019 - Available at Powder Pack

Lashes - .euphoric ~ - Miracle Lashes ~[Genus]
Hair - Stealthic - Brink - Browns - New Release

Jumpsuit - KiB Designs - Zalika Jumpsuit - Available at Designer Showcase Event - January
Flats - fri.day - Darcy 2 Flats ( Deep Sea )
Jewelry - Cae - :: Soho :: Collection - Available at FaMESHed Event - January
Essential Oils ( Bento Holdable and Decor ) - CAZIMI - Essential Oils - Available at Designer Showcase Event - January
Manicure - CAZIMI - Moony Nail Appliers - Free Gift at Designer Showcase Event - January

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Makes Me Wonder

"I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath
After that, after that
Try to get you back

I still don't have a reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
'Cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
Yeah
So, this is goodbye

God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I've left unsaid

I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have a reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
'Cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
Oh no
So, this is goodbye
Ooh

I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
'Cause...

...

So, this is goodbye
Oh no
So, this is goodbye
Oh no
Yeah"
M.5

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Itske Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at Sense Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - CHARME - Sia Hair - Browns - Exclusive at The Darkness Event
Complete Outfit  ( Shirt, Skirt and Bra ) - Entice - Work Shirt, Skirt and Bra - Available at Enchantment Event - November
Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels
Necklace -  Kib Designs - Ainara Cord Necklace Black
Poses - an lar [poses] - The Nardia Series Pose Pack

Furniture :
Chair and Table - Salacity + Ella - Abigail Curven Wooden Chair and Abigail Curved Wooden Table 
Word Art - Salacity - Word art Keep Going and Word Art You Got This ( Past Group Gift )

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Love Somebody

"I know your insides are feeling so hollow
And it's a hard pill for you to swallow, yeah
But if I fall for you, I'll never recover
If I fall for you, I'll never be the same

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, if you take me all the way
I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way

You're such a hard act for me to follow
Love me today don't leave me tomorrow, yeah
But if I fall for you, I'll never recover
If I fall for you, I'll never be the same

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there
But take me all the way, if you can take me all the way
I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, if you can take me all the way

Oh, oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh oh oh

I don't know where to start, I'm just a little lost
I wanna feel like we're never gonna ever stop
I don't know what to do, I'm right in front of you
Asking you to stay, you should stay, stay with me tonight, yeah

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there
But take me all the way, if you can take me all the way
I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there
But take me all the way, if you can take me all the way

Oh, oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh oh oh

Take me all the way, if you take me all the way yeah"
M.5

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Lolly Omega Applier - Tan - October Group Gift

Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue
Hair - Mina - Odyle - Available at Kustom9

Dress and Necklace - Kib Designs - Ainara Leather Dress and Ainara Necklace - Available at Color Me Project - Round 40 (October 0th - October 20th)
Heels - LRD - Freedom Heels - Available at :{PRETTY THINGS}: Show Room Event - October - ( October 11th - November 6th )
Bangle - Promagic - The Seasons Story October Gift ( 30 Ls )
Poses - {Nantra} - Effortless Pose Set 


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Rain

"It's hard to listen to a hard hard heart
Beating close to mine
Pounding up against the stone and steel
Walls that I won't climb
Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep
You think that you're gonna drown
Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep
With all this rain falling down

Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I'm holding on underneath this shroud
Rain

Its hard to know when to give up the fight
Two things you want will just never be right
Its never rained like it has to night before
Now I don't want to beg you baby
For something maybe you could never give
I'm not looking for the rest of your life
I just want another chance to live

Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I'm holding on underneath this shroud
Rain, oh rain

Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I'm holding on underneath this shroud
Rain

Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I'm still alive underneath this shroud
Rain Rain Rain"
P.G.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Angy Omega Head Applier - Tan - September Group Gift

Eyes - Amacci - Gaze Eyes - Blue
Hair - /Wasabi Pills/ - Juliana
Dress - Kib Designs - Zaira Dress - Available at Color Me Project - Round 38 (September 10th - September 20th)
Boots - Kib Designs - Zaira Boots - Dark Brown - Available at Color Me Project - Round 38 (September 10th - September 20th)
Poses - IOS - Umbrella Poses Set - Pack 1 - Available at Color Me Project - Round 38 (September 10th - September 20th)

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Baby I Love Your Way

"Shadows grow so long before my eyes
And they're moving across the page
Suddenly the day turns into night
Far away from the city but don't hesitate
'Cause your love won't wait hey
Ooh baby I love your way every day
want to tell you I love your way every day
want to be with you night and day

Moon appears to shine and light the sky
With the help of some fireflies
I wonder how they have the power shine shine shine
I can see them under the pines
But don't hesitate 'cause your love won't wait hey
Ooh baby I love your way every day
want to tell you I love your way every day
want to be with you night and day uh yeah

But don't hesitate 'cause your love won't wait
I can see the sunset in your eyes
Brown and grey and blue besides
Clouds are stalking islands in the sun
Wish I could dry one out of season
But don't hesitate 'cause your love won't wait hey
Ooh baby I love your way every day
want to tell you I love your way uuhh
want to be with you night and day
Ooh baby I love your way every day
want to tell you I love your way uuhh
want to be with you night and day"
P.F.

What im wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head

Skin - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Maitreya Appliers - Pinneaple
Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - LAQ Head Applier - Patchouli - Pinneaple
Lipstick - One from the ones that come with the HUD of the head
Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue

Hair - Analog Dog - Gemma - Light Reds - One of the Gifts of the Free Ball 

Dress - Kib Designs - Irie Dress - Available at Color Me Project - Round 37 (August 25th  - September 4th)
Sandals - Reign - California Sandals

Necklace -  ~Tantalum~ - Lilly Necklace 
Manicure and Pedicure - La Boheme - [ LB Solid Metallic S1 Red ]

Poses - BellePoses - Monique Pose Set


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Just Like That

七転び八起き （ななころびやおき）

"Fall seven times, stand up eight" - Japanese Proverb

What im wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - LAQ - Trinity Mesh Head
Head Applier and Skin - *~Lumae~* - Eirtae - T5 - Dolce // Summer Sky - Group Gift
Hair - {Letituier} - Kyori Hair - Available at Color Me Project - Round 36 (August 10th  - August 20th)

Kimono - Kib Designs - Ria Mini Kimono - Available at Color Me Project - Round 36 (August 10th  - August 20th)

Butterflies - Persefona - Butterflies on Hair ( color mix 4 ) - Available at Color Me Project - Round 36 (August 10th  - August 20th)

Poses - IOS - The Blox Pose Set ( with 35 poses ) - Red - Available at Color Me Project - Round 36 (August 10th  - August 20th)


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

What Took You So Long?

"...Oh you touched my heart right from the start
You didn't know what to say
But honey understand
When you take my hand
Everything's OK
Cos baby I believe reality
It's never far away
I've had enough so listen baby
I've got something to say

What took you so long?
What took you all night?
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know I treat you so good
I make you feel fine
You know I'll never give it up this time..."
E.B.

What im wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara

Head - Catwa - Helena Mesh Head
Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan
Head Applier - Wow Skins - Alice Catwa Applier - Tan - Available at Mesh Body Addicts Event
Feet Applier - Wow Skins - Slink Feet Applier - Tan
Eyes - Insol - Nature Collection - # 3 - Blue 
Hair - /Wasabi Pills/ - Clove

Dress - Kib Designs - Ly Rustic Dress - Exclusive for Color Me Project - Round 34 (July 10th  - July 19th)

Shoes - Slipper - Mantra Sandals 
Jewelery - Izzie's - Sahara Set
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Sparkle and Shine - June Group Gift

Feet - Slink 

Poses - IOS - Samantha Pose Pack - Available at Color Me Project - Round 34 (July 10th  - July 19th)

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon