Shine

Because these 4 years passed by so so fast...
Happy Birthday Bonita's Closet :)
Bring it on much more birthdays.
A very special Thank You to:
Franko, who is always by my side.
My Friends, always ready to help
All of my sponsors that always believed in my work and even when my life had not so good moments, understood and had stood by me.

Without all of you, this blog wouldn't be here.

"You, you're such a big star to me
You're everything I wanna be
But you're stuck in a hole and I want you to get out
I don't know what there is to see
But I know it's time for you to leave
We're all just pushing along
Trying to figure it out, out, out.

All your anticipation pulls you down
When you can have it all, you can have it all.

So, come on, so, come on, get it on
I don't know what you're waiting for
Your time is coming don't be late, hey hey
So come on
See the light on your face
Let it shine
Just let it shine
Let it shine.

Stop being so hard on yourself
It's not good for your health
I know that you can change
So clear your head and come 'round
You only have to open your eyes
You might just get a big surprise
And it may feel good
And you might want to smile, smile, smile.

Don't you let your demons pull you down
'Cause you can have it all, you can have it all.

Hey let me know you
You're all that matters to me
Hey let me show you
You're all that matters to me.

...

Hey! Let me love you
You're all that matters to me
(Oh come on)
Hey! So come on yeah
(See the light on your face)
(Let it shine, just let it shine)
Shine all your light over me
(Shine!)"
T.T.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Peach 

Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Alexis LeLutka Applier - Peach - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2018 - Available at Powder Pack 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack

Eyeshadow and Eyelashes - .MILA. - Drama Queen Eyeshadow and Volume Eyelashes - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2018 - Available at Powder Pack 

Lipstick - LUXREBEL - Kim Matte Lipstick (Lelutka) - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2018 - Available at Powder Pack 

Hair - Truth - Livia - Available at Uber

Gown - TRS Designs - Sandra Gown Lace 4 - Will be available at FitMesh Plaza & Discount Event - August Round
Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels

Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #2

Poses - {Nantra} -  Who Are You Wearing? Pose Set 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

It's Only Love

"It's only love
It's only love

Don't be afraid to touch me babe
Girl let's be real
There's nothing wrong
With the way we're carrying on
So enjoy and live
Because
It's only love doing it's thing baby
It's only love that you're feeling
It's only love doing it's thing baby
It's only love that you're giving

I wanna stay with you night and day
Until the end of time
It's OK when you lay
Lay your body next to mine
Because
It's only love doing it's thing baby
It's only love that you're feeling
It's only love doing it's thing baby
It's only love that you're giving"
S.R.

  

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.0

Skin - Essences - Maitreya Lara Appliers - #Medium 02

Head Applier - Essences - Anastasia - #Medium 02 - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2018 - Available at Powder Pack 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack

Eyelashes - Livia - Sweetie Lashes For LeLutka - Available at Blush Event

Eyeshadow, Lipstick and Bronzer - Alaskametro<3 - "Anya" Eyeshadow, "Paint" Lipstick and "Rio" Bronzer - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2018 - Available at Powder Pack 

Hair - Magika - Plenty - Group Gift

Dress and Boots - GeMyles - Rebecca Dress & Boots - Will be available at FitMesh Plaza & Discount Event - August Round

Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #2

Poses - Artis - Wall Posing Prop 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Two Steps Behind

"Walk away if you want to
it's ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time
to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

There's a magic running through your soul
but you, you can't have it all
(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Two steps behind
yeah, baby
two steps behind
ohh, sugar
two steps behind"
D.L.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Peach 

Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Alexis LeLutka Applier - Peach - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka July 2018 - Available at Powder Pack 

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyelashes - Livia - Sweetie Lashes For LeLutka - Available at Blush Event
Eyeshadow and Lipstick - Livia - Danae Beauty Set for LeLutka - New Release for Lookbook HUD ( July )
Hair - Truth - Livia - Available at Uber

Dress and Shoes - Legendaire - Marinah Maxi Dress and Shoes - Available at Sense Event
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Clementine Silver Ruby Set 
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #2

Poses - {Nantra} -  Who Are You Wearing? Pose Set 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Tight Connection To My heart

"Well, I had to move fast
And I couldn't with you around my neck
I said I'd send for you and I did
What did you expect ?
My hands are sweating
And we haven't even started yet
I'll go along with the charade
Until I can think my way out
I know it was all a big joke
Whatever it was all about
Someday maybe
I'll remember to forget.

I'm gonna get my coat
I feel the breath of a storm
There's something I've got to do tonight
You go inside and stay warm.

Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
I don't know
Has anybody seen my love ?

You want to talk to me
Go ahead and talk
Whatever you got to say to me
Won't come as any shock
I must be guilty of something
You just whisper it into my ear
Madame Butterfly
She lulled me to sleep
In a town without pity
Where the water runs deep
She said, "Be easy, baby
There aint nothing worth stealing in here".

You're the one I've been looking for
You're the one that's got the key
But I can't figure out whether I'm too good for you
Or, or you're too good for me. Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
Has anybody seen my love
I don't know
Has anybody seen my love ?

Well, they're not showing any lights tonight
And there's no moon
There's just a hot-blooded singer
Singing 'Memphis in June'
And they're beating the devil out of a guy
Who's wearing a powder-blue wig
Later he'll be shot
For resisting arrest
I can still hear his voice crying
In the wilderness
What looks large from a distance
Close up ain't never that big.

I never could learn to drink that blood
And call it wine
I never could learn to hold you, love
And call you mine..."
B.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Amelia Omega Applier - Tan 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Hair - Doe - Crinkle Fries Hair - Browns
Bikini - Maci~ - Julia Bikini

Flip Flops - Reign - Flip Flops

Hair Garland, Garland and Bracelet - Heartsdale Jewelry - Lei Lei Set 

Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Summer Nails

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Wisp Series Pose Pack  

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Drowned World/Substitute For Love

"I traded fame for love
Without a second thought
It all became a silly a game
Some things cannot be bought

I got exactly what I asked for
Wanted it so badly
Running, rushing back for more
I suffered fools so gladly

And now I find
I've changed my mind

The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love

I traveled round the world
Looking for a home
I found myself in crowded rooms
Feeling so alone

I had so many lovers
Who settled for the thrill
Of basking in my spotlight
I never felt so happy

Mmmmm, ooohhh, mmmmm
Famous faces, far off places
Trinkets I can buy
No handsome stranger, heady danger
Drug that I can try
No ferris wheel, no heart to steal
No laughter in the dark
No one-night stand, no far-off land
No fire that I can spark
Mmmmm, mmmmm

Now I find I've changed my mind
This is my religion"
M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Jewels Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at eBento Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Eyeshadow and Lipstick - Livia - Summer Eyeshadow and Nora Lipstick
Hair - Truth - Livia - Available at Uber
Dress - Entice - Summer Girls Dress - Available at Tres Chic
Sandals - Reign - Newport Rope Plats
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Summer Nails
Poses - an lar [poses] - The Greta Series Pose Pack  

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Are You Gonna Go My way

"I was born long ago
I am the chosen I'm the one
I have come to save the day
And I won't leave until I'm done
So that's why you've got to try
You got to breath and have some fun
Though I'm not paid I play this game
And I won't stop until I'm done

But what I really want to know is
Are you gonna go my way ?
And I got to got to know

I don't know why we always cry
This we must leave and get undone
We must engage and rearrange
And turn this planet back to one
So tell me why we got to die
And kill each other one by one
We've got to love and rub-a-dub
We've got to dance and be in love

But what I really want to know is
Are you gonna go my way ?
And I got to got to know

Are you gonna go my way ?
'Cause baby I got to know, yeah"
L.K.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Jewels Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at eBento Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Eyeshadow and Lipstick - Alaskametro<3 - "Whimsy" MakeUp Pallete
Hair - Navy + Cooper - Triffle -  Brunettes - Available at Shiny Shabby
Top and Skirt - StormCrow Design's - Bobbi Off the Shoulder Top with Hud and Mia Ruffled Mini Skirt with Hud - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 183 - ( July 22nd - August 4th ) 
Sneakers - Reign - Juniper Sneakers
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #1
Poses - =Fashiowl Poses= - My Jam Pose Set - Available at Tres Chic

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Skatecave - Exclusive at The Man Jail Event


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Two Hearts

"Well, there was no reason to believe she'd always be there
But if you don't put faith in what you believe in
It's getting you nowhere
Cos it hurts, you never let go
Don't look down, just look up
Cos she's always there to behind you, just to remind you

Two hearts, believing in just one mind
You know we're two hearts believing in just one mind

Cos there's no easy way to, to understand it
There's so much of my life in her, and it's like I'm blinded
And it teaches you to never let go
There's so much love you'll never know
She can reach you no matter how far
Wherever you are

Two hearts, believing in just one mind
Beating together till the end of time
You know we're two hearts believing in just one mind
Together forever till the end of time

She knows (she knows)
There'll always be a special place in my heart for her
She knows, she knows, she knows
Yeah, she knows (she knows)
No matter how far apart we are
She knows, I'm always right there beside her

We're two hearts..."
P.C.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Jewels Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at eBento Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - Exile - Aina - Browns - Available at Collabor88 
Dress and Heels - Nala Design - Dahlia Ribbon Mini Dress and Cleo Stilletos - Available at FitMesh Plaza & Discount Event
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Golden Zen Set 
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #2
Poses - Artis - Gazebo Pose Prop Vol.1

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

If This Is It

I've been phoning
Night and morning
I heard you say
"Tell him I'm not home"

Now you're confessing
But I'm still guessing
I've been your fool
For so, so long

Girl don't lie
Just to save my feelings
Girl don't cry
And tell me nothing's wrong
Girl don't try
To make up phony reasons
I'd rather leave
Than never believe

If this is it
Please let me know
If this ain't love
You'd better let me go

If this is it
I want to know
If this ain't love, baby
Just say so

You've been thinking
And I've been drinking
We both know that it's
Just not right

Now you're pretending
That it's not ending
You'll say anything
To avoid a fight

Girl don't lie
And tell me that you need me
Girl don't cry
And tell me nothing's wrong
I'll be all right
One way or another
So let me go
Or make we want to stay

If this is it
Please let me know
If this ain't love
You'd better let me go

If this is it
I want to know
If this ain't love, baby
Just say so..."
H.L.&N.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Aisha Omega Applier - Tan 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - Mina - Sandra Hair - Browns
Bikini - Prism - Malibu Bikini By Journey - Available at The Avenue Event
Manicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #2
Bikini Tan Lines - Izzie's

Poses - {Nantra} -  Beach Illustrated Pose Set - Available at The Liaison Collaborative

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Next To Me

"You won’t find him drinking at the table
Rolling dice or staying out ’til three
You won’t ever find him be unfaithful
You will find him, you’ll find him next to me

You won’t find him tryna chase the devil
For money, fame, for power, out of greed
You won’t ever find him where the rest go
You will find him, you’ll find him next to me

Next to me – ooh hooo
Next to me – ooh hooo
Next to me – ooh hooo
You will find him, you’ll find him next to me

When the money’s spent and all my friends have vanished
And I can’t seem to find no help or love for free
I know there’s no need for me to panic
Cause I’ll find him, I’ll find him next to me

When the skies are grey and all the doors are closing
And the rising pressure makes it hard to breathe
When all I need's a hand to stop the tears from falling
I will find him, I’ll find him next to me..."
E.S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Coriander Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 182 - ( July 8th - July 21st ) 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - CHARME - Nadia Hair - Browns - Exclusive at Twe12ve Event

Dress - .:LC:. - Joe Ruffle Cocktail Dress - Available at FitMesh Plaza & Discount Event
Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Simplicity Diamond Set 
Manicure and Pedicure - Livia - Solid Nail Coll - Set #1
Poses - =Fashiowl Poses= - I Stand Alone - Available at Limit8

Furniture ( Chair, Table and Concrete Candle Holder ) - Salacity + Ella - Sotto Chair, Filson Table (light ) and Concrete Candle Holder - Exclusive at The Underdog Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Tropical

"My love is like a movie scene, yeah
My touch is like a summer breeze
Your hottest nights I'll make them hotter
Make you fall in love with me, in love, in love with me

So move it, move it to the floor
Move it, move it to the floor
If you want it, let me know
Are you ready for me?
Watch me, watch me dip it low
Watch me, watch me dip it low
If you want it, let me know
If you're ready, let me know

Just let me be your tropic girl
And watch me wine it up, wine it up
(Gyal keep it moving for me)
Yeah, I can be your tropic girl
So watch me wine it up, wine it up
(Move your waist like a tropical gyal)

My body moves along with the waves
My love is like a mountain road
You're never get enough of me, yeah
Make you fall in love with me, in love, in love with me

So move it, move it to the floor
Move it, move it to the floor
If you want it, let me know
Are you ready for me?
Watch me, watch me dip it low
Watch me, watch me dip it low
If you want it, let me know
If you're ready, let me know

...

(Like a tropical gyal)"
I.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Coriander Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 182 - ( July 8th - July 21st ) 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - Magika - Excuse Me

Outfit - .::anny's Fashion::. - Linda Summer Dark Blue Suit - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 182 - ( July 8th - July 21st ) 
Sandals - Reign - Knotted Bow Sandals Tippy
Poses - an lar [poses] - The Helena Series Pose Pack  

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

It's All Coming Back To Me Now

"There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me

It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow..."
C.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Emmy Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Available at Designer Showcase

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - CHARME - Kristen Hair - Browns - Exclusive at The Darkness Event

Dress - Entice -  Find Yourself Dress - Available at Designer Showcase
Heels - Reign - Lulu T-Straps
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Pearl Clutcher Set - Ivory 

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Helena Series Pose Pack  

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

The Nearness Of You

"It's not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me, oh no
It's just the nearness of you

It isn't your sweet conversation
That brings this sensation, oh no
It's just the nearness of you

When you're in my arms and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams came true

I need no soft lights to enchant me
If you'll only grant me the right
To hold you ever so tight
And to feel in the night the nearness of you"
N.J.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Merci Omega Face & Body Applier - Butter - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 181 - ( June 24th - July 7th ) 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - Mina - Romy - Browns

Gown - Prism - Tania Floral Gown By Jezzixa - Blue - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 181 - ( June 24th - July 7th ) 
Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels
Necklace - Heartsdale Jewelry - Pearl Clutcher Necklace - Ivory 

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Loulou Series Pose Pack  

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Part Of Me

"Days like this I want to drive away
Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade

You chewed me up and spit me out
Like I was poison in your mouth
You took my light, you drained me down

But that was then and this is now
Now look at me

This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

Throw your sticks and your stones,
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

I just wanna throw my phone away
Find out who is really there for me

You ripped me off, your love was cheap
Was always tearing at the seams
I fell deep, you let me down

But that was then and this is now
Now look at me

This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

Throw your sticks and your stones,
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you're not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no

Now look at me, I'm sparkling
A firework, a dancing flame
You will never put me out again
I'm glowin'

So you can keep the diamond ring
It don't mean nothing anyway
In fact you can keep everything
Except for me

This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me
That you're never gonna ever take away from me, take away from me, no..."
K.P.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Divina LAQ Based Applier - Tan - June Group Gift

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  
Lashes - Izzie's - LAQ - Applier Lashes ( 3.0 Heads )
Hair - *ARGRACE* - Sakura - Chocolate

Outfit ( Including Cap ) - Entice - Sekushi Baby Dress and Sekushi Baby Cap - Available at Notice Me, Senpai Event 
Heels - N-core - Zoe - Black

Poses - {Nantra} -  Sight Unseen Pose Set 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon