Tuesday, March 17, 2020

Emotion

"It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who is the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go go
I cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotions taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
A part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotions taking me over, taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Nobody left in this world... goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you, you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you, you go
I cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotions taking me over
I'm caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
Don't you know I'm lost without you, baby?
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Nobody left in this world, nobody, to hold me tight
Nobody to hold me
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Nobody to kiss me goodnight, goodnight"
D.C.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Everlasting Face & Body - ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Designer Showcase Event - March
Eyes - CAZIMI - Hope Eyes - naturals
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Lipstick - IVES. - Stay Naked Lips - Genus
Hair - DOUX - Paula Hairstyle
Top -[Glitzz] - Paola Set - Top - Oil Blue
Manicure - CAZIMI - Glam Tips Nail Appliers - Available at Designer Showcase Event - March
Pose - Lyrium. - Portrait Bento Poses Pack - #4 (mirror)


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Sunday, March 15, 2020

She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy

"Plowin' these fields in the hot summer sun
Over by the gate lordy here she comes
With a basket full of chicken and a big cold jug of sweet tea
I make a little room and she climbs on up
Open up a throttle and stir a little dust
Just look at her face she ain't a foolin' me

She thinks my tractor's sexy
It really turns her on
She's always starin' at me
While I'm chuggin' along
She likes the way it's pullin' while we're tillin' up the land
She's even kind of crazy 'bout my farmer's tan
She's the only one who really understands what gets me
She thinks my tractor's sexy

We ride back and forth 'til we run out of light
Take it to the barn put it up for the night
Climb up in the loft sit and talk with the radio on
She said she's got a dream and I asked what it is
She wants a little farm and a yard full of kids
One more teeny weeny ride before I take her home

She thinks my tractor's sexy
It really turns her on
She's always starin' at me
While I'm chuggin' along
She likes the way it's pullin' while we're tillin' up the land
She's even kind of crazy 'bout my farmer's tan
She's the only one who really understands what gets me
She thinks my tractor's sexy

Well she ain't into cars or pickup trucks
But if it runs like a Deere man her eyes light up

She thinks my tractor's
She thinks my tractor's sexy
It really turns her on
She's always starin' at me
While I'm chuggin' along
She likes the way it's pullin' while we're tillin' up the land
She's even kind of crazy 'bout my farmer's tan
She's the only one who really understands what gets me
She thinks my tractor's sexy
She thinks my tractor's sexy
She thinks my tractor's sexy"
K.C.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Gwenyth Face & Body -New Body Skin Line 2020-  ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Skin Fair
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Exotic Escape Eyes Applier ~[Genus]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - Truth - Vivid Hair - VIP Haistyle - Brunette
Outfit - Katellasphere Designs - Tractor Girl - Available at UP Event - March Round
Boots - friday - Lennon Boots - Storm
Pose ( Including Hat and Spike ) - Ebano Poses - Country Pose Set - Available at Unik Event - March Round


On my mind:



Kissessss

BonBon



Wednesday, March 11, 2020

The Year Of The Cat

"On a morning from a Bogart movie
In a country where they turn back time
You go strolling through the crowd like Peter Lorre
Contemplating a crime

She comes out of the sun in a silk dress running
Like a watercolor in the rain
Don't bother asking for explanations
She'll just tell you that she came

In the year of the cat

She doesn't give you time for questions
As she locks up your arm in hers
And you follow till your sense of which direction
Completely disappears

By the blue tiled walls near the market stalls
There's a hidden door she leads you to
These days, she says, "I feel my life
Just like a river running through"

The year of the cat

Well, she looks at you so coolly
And her eyes shine like the moon in the sea
She comes in incense and patchouli
So you take her, to find what's waiting inside

The year of the cat

Well morning comes and you're still with her
And the bus and the tourists are gone
And you've thrown away your choice and lost your ticket
So you have to stay on

But the drumbeat strains of the night remain
In the rhythm of the new-born day
You know sometime you're bound to leave her
But for now you're going to stay

In the year of the cat
Year of the cat"
A.S.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Skin - Glam Affair - Tone 006 ( Using BOM ) 
Face - Glam Affair - Aura Layer [LeLUTKA] - 006 B - Gacha Item ( Rare ) - Available at The Arcade
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - DOUX - Shy Hairstyle
Outfit ( Dress and High Boots ) - zOOm - Harper Outfit - Exclusive at Designer Showcase Event - March
Pose ( including Cat ) - Ebano Poses - My Love Pose Set - #1 - Exclusive for the Whore Couture Fair


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Tuesday, March 10, 2020

Thank God I'm A Country Girl

"Well, life on the farm is kinda laid back
Ain't much an old country girl like me can't hack
It's early to rise, early in the sack
Thank God, I'm a country girl

Well a simple kinda life never did me no harm
A raisin' me a family and a-workin' on the farm
My days are all filled with an easy country charm
Thank God I'm a country girl

Well, I got me a fine man, I got me old fiddle
When the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddle
And life ain't nothin' but a funny, funny riddle
Thank God I'm a country girl

When the work's all done and the sun's settin' low
I pull out my fiddle and I rasin' up the bow
The kids are asleep so I keep it kinda low
Thank God I'm a country girl

I'd play "Sally Goodin" all day if I could
But the Lord and my man wouldn't think it very good
So I fiddle when I can, and I work when I should
Thank God, I'm a country girl

Well, I got me a fine man, I got me old fiddle
When the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddle
And life ain't nothin' but a funny, funny riddle
Thank God I'm a country girl

I wouldn't trade my life for diamonds or jewels
I never was one of them money hungry fools
I'd rather have a fiddle and my farmin' tools
Thank God I'm a country girl

City folk are drivin' in a black limousine
A lotta sad people thinkin' that's a mighty keen
Well son, let me tell ya now exactly what I mean
Thank God I'm a country girl

I got me a fine man, I got me old fiddle
When the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddle
Life ain't nothin' but a funny, funny riddle
Thank God I'm a country girl"
K.A.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Skin - Glam Affair - Tone 006 ( Using BOM ) 
Face - Glam Affair - Aura Layer [LeLUTKA] - 006 B - Gacha Item ( Rare ) - Available at The Arcade
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Stealthic - Plush - Browns
Complete Outfit - Luxury Fashion - Marcia Set - Exclusive at UP Event - March Round
Pose ( including Horse ) - :: Peppers:: - Pose Single #125 - Available at UP Event - March Round

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Farm Horses 


On my mind:


Sunday, March 01, 2020

Bubbly

"Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while
Now just take your time
Wherever you go

But what am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while
Now just take your time
Wherever you go

Dada dumdudum dumdadadadadum
Ohbodododododododum mmm mmm

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby, just take your time
Now holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while"
C.C.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Skin - Glam Affair - Tone 006 ( Using BOM ) 
Face - Glam Affair - Aura Layer [LeLUTKA] - 006 B - Gacha Item ( Rare ) - Available at The Arcade
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01
Hair - Tableau Vivant - Addons collection I [BackBun] - Brown - Gacha Item - Available at The Arcade
Crochet Top - MOoH! Ilona Top Dusk - With 50 % Off until March 5th :)))
Shorts - Addams - Dolores Shorts W/ Belt
Jewelry - Cae - :: Amora :: Collection 
Pose ( including Ice Cream ) - Amitie - DV Gellato - Gacha Item


On my mind:


Kisssessss

BonBon



Saturday, February 29, 2020

King Of Wishful Thinking

"I don't need to fall at your feet
Just 'cause you cut me to the bone
And I won't miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to give in to my blues
That's not how it's going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don't want to let you see... no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I've got to fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

I will never, never shed a tear for you
I'll get over you

If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won't shed a tear for you
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you...
I'll pretend my heart's still beating
'Cause I've got no more tears for you
I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking"
G.W.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Jana LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01
Hair - Truth - Destiny Hair - Brunette
Gown - [Vips Creations] - - Female Dress - [Valentina] Fitted
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Monroe Collection
Pose - Amitie - Female Woman Pack - #4m

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Winter Garden 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Friday, February 28, 2020

When Love Breaks Down

"My love and I, we work well together
But often we're apart
Absence makes the heart lose weight, yeah
Till love breaks down, love breaks down

Oh my, oh my, have you seen the weather
The sweet September rain
Rain on me like no other
Until I drown, until I drown

When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurting you

When love breaks down
The lies we tell
They only serve to fool ourselves
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurting you

When love breaks down, when love breaks down

My love and I, we are boxing clever
She'll never crowd me out
Fall be free as old confetti
And paint the town, paint the town
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurtin' you
When love breaks down
The lies we tell
They only serve to fool ourselves
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurtin' you
When love breaks down
The lies we tell
They only serve to fool ourselves
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurting you
When love breaks down
You join the wrecks
Who leave their hearts for easy sex
When love breaks down
When love breaks down"
P.S.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Freya Catwa Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - DOUX - Jane Hairstyle - Available at Dubai Event
Complete Outfit ( Dress, Boots and Panties ) - [MH] ( Myles Harvy Couture By Design ) - Tatiana Split Design Dress & Boots Available at Girls Heaven - Event ( February 7th - March 4th )
Pose - Diversion - Faded Poses - #1 - Available at Aenigma Event

Furniture ( Chair and Lamp ) - Refuge - Mali Chair Pink and Cosmo Lighting Silver


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Thursday, February 27, 2020

Don't Start Now

If you don't wanna see me

Did a full one eighty
Crazy, thinking about the way I was
Did the heartbreak change me?
Maybe, but look at where I ended up

I'm all good already
So moved on it's scary
I'm not where you left me at all
So if you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up
Don't come out
Don't start caring about me now
Walk away
You know how
Don't start caring about me now

Aren't you the guy who tried to
Hurt me with the word goodbye
Though it took some time to, survive you
I'm better on the other-side

I'm all good already
So moved on it's scary
I'm not where you left me at all
So if you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up
Don't come out
Don't start caring about me now
Walk away
You know how
Don't start caring about me now

Don't come out
Don't show now
Don't start now
Don't come out
I'm not where you left me at all

So if you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up (Don't show up)
Don't come out (Don't come out)
Don't start caring about me now (About me now)
Walk away (Walk away)
You know how (You know how)
Don't start caring about me now

(Don't come out, out, out)
(Don't show now, walk away, walk away)
So (Don't come out, out, out)
(Don't start now, walk away, walk away)"
D.L.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Freya Catwa Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Stealthic - Brink - Browns
Complete Outfit ( Including Jacket, Skirt, Boots and Jewelry ) - ::Fatal Fashion:: - Outfit 098 - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Pose - Diversion - Head To Toe Poses - #3

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Live Show


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, February 25, 2020

Return To Sender

"Return to sender
Return to sender

I gave a letter to the postman
He put it his sack
Bright in early next morning
He brought my letter back

She wrote upon it
Return to sender, address unknown
No such number, no such zone

We had a quarrel, a lovers' spat
I write I'm sorry but my letter keeps coming back

So then I dropped it in the mailbox
And sent it special D
Bright in early next morning
It came right back to me

She wrote upon it
Return to sender, address unknown
No such person, no such zone

This time I'm gonna take it myself
And put it right in her hand
And if it comes back the very next day
Then I'll understand the writing on it

Return to sender, address unknown
No such number, no such zone

Return to sender
Return to sender
Return to sender
Return to sender"
E.P.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Nellie LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01 - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Hair - Truth _ Lady - Brunette
Dress - MOoH! - Sue Dress - February Group Gift
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose -  Sassy Sweet Poses - Spicy Pose Set - #4 - Available at FlashShot Event

Backdrop - [Focus Poses] - California Burger Backdrop


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Sunday, February 23, 2020

BareNaked

"Do you ever have that dream
where you're walking naked down the street
and everyone just stares
Do you ever feel so deep
that you speak your mind
to put others straight to sleep
You wonder if anybody cares
Sometimes I think I'm the only one
whose day turned out unlike it had begun

And I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

You ever go downstairs to start your day
but your car's not there
Yeah you know the joke's on you
You ever try your luck with a pickup line
But you just sucked
You tell yourself it wasn't you
And I know it's hard to hold it inside
It's days like these I run and hide

When I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

It's all a state of mind
but I don't mind trying to find a way
to keep my head above the mess I make
what the world creates
sometimes it feels so good to let it all fall
as the world fall
I may fall
we all may fall
and then the world comes tumbling
down down down down down

I'm bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

When I feel .. feel (bare naked) .. feel
When I feel ..
Yeah no no no .."
J.L.H.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Nellie LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01 - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Hair - eXxEsS - Gin A Mesh Hair
Outfit ( Top with Bag and Shorts ) - Enigma Apparel - Serena Set - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Necklace - Cae - :: Key :: Necklace - Part of Group Gift - :: Key :: Collection
Pose - Jess Poses - St. Valentin 8 Bento Pose

Backdrop - :: Peppers:: - BACKDROP #012 - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 22, 2020

What Makes You Beautiful

"You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make-up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh, oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'd understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh, oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh, oh
That's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right
I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eye-eye-eyes

Nana nana nana nana
Nana nana nana nana
Nana nana nana nana

You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful..."
O.D.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Tawney Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Exclusive for Girls Heaven - Event ( February 7th - March 4th )
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Lipstick - IVES. - Stay Naked Lips - Genus - 60 Ls Happy Weekend Sale Item
Hair - DOUX - Jane Hairstyle - Available at Dubai Event
Body - [Glitzz] Kyra Body - Black - Saturday Sale Item :)
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Botanica Dark Nails Applier
Necklace - .::Supernatural::. - Jess Set Silver [linked] - 60 Ls Happy Weekend Sale Item
Pose - SamPoses - Janna Pose Set - #4 - Available at FlashShot Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Friday, February 21, 2020

If Love Is Overrated

"If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is naive
If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is deceived

Let me find that your hands that are touching me
Is not the hand that's supposed to be
Your lips, an illusion
Let me be the only fool for your embrace
Let me fall upon my face
I like this strange illusion

If love is overrated
Why is it the only thing I serve?
If love is overrated
Why is the one I'm in the one that I deserve?

I can tell you, oh, it feels so real
Every touch that I steal
Your arms, an illusion
Let me be the only fool for your embrace
Let me fall upon my face
I like this strange illusion

Whoa, I'm okay
With love's never ending dream
It's a risk I like to take
In the hope I never wake
From this thing I call my fake reality

If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is naive
If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is deceived

...

Whoa, I'm okay
Love's never ending dream
That's a risk I like to take
In the hope I'll never wake
From this thing I call my fake reality

If love is overrated
I like overrated
If love is overrated
I love overrated
If love is overrated
I am obsessed with overrated
If love is overrated
I'm in love with overrated

Overrated"
G.P.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Breana Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Salon52 Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - Stealthic - Shallows - Browns
Top - Entice - Only Exception Top - Available at The Trunk Show
Skirt - Entice - Only Exception Skirt - Available at Cosmopolitan Event
Heels - Reign - Caroline Heels
Pose - Creative Stylez - Checker Sister's Bento Poses - A2 - Available at FlashShot Event

Bucket Bag - [B]odylicious - Bucket Bag - Available at FlashShot Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, February 19, 2020

One Fine Thing

"When I'm walkin… I see you
And I'm wonderin what it must be like to be you
You're a sunrise, you're heaven
You're the reason that God rested on day seven

You're one fine fine thing

When I'm dreamin… I love you
And I know that there is just one version of you
Can I have you? I need you
If you tell me where you wanna go I'll lead you

You're one fine fine thing

I want you now in a real bad way
So what do I have to do?
I could somehow have a real good day
It all depends on you

Well I've flirted… I've dated
And I'm thinkin single life is overrated
So I'll loiter and linger
And I'll try to get a ring around your finger

You're one fine fine thing
You're one fine fine thing
You're one fine fine thing"
H.C.J.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Chile Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Vanity Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - DOUX - Beanie Babe Hairstyle #6 - Gacha Item
Complete Outfit ( Sweater, Jeans and Boots ) - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Grey Sky Day -Sweater and Jeans & Boots
Pose - [Empowered] - Agatha Pose Set - #2

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Lights Deer - Exclusive at Suicide Dollz Event 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Monday, February 17, 2020

Borrow

"You're never with me
You're never near me
What time is it?
What time?
Whose time is this?
Give yourself a chance to breathe
I'll give you the room you need

You're never here
You're never near here
What day is this?
What day?
Whose day is this?
Put me in your supermarket list
I'm here, I'm real, it's true, I do exist

Today you may feel a little sleepy
Maybe the morning is too soon
I guess I'll have to borrow
One of your sunny afternoons
But afternoons they never come
There's nothing left for me to borrow

You're wasting me
You're breaking, you're wasting me
Can this be love?
Is this?
Whose love is this?What is wrong with you?
I don't know
No place in you for me
And me, I need you so

And if you want to be by yourself
No one disturbing, that's alright
I guess I'll have to borrow
A little of yourself tonight
But tonight it never comes
There's nothing left for me to borrow

I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow"
S.4



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Shape - Squid - Liyah Shape by Squid - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Serilda Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at eBENTO Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - .Olive. - The Cupid Hair
Poncho - Kib Designs - Cedar Poncho - Gift at Hashtag Event - February Round
Mini Skirt - Addams - Silvana Denim Skirt With Belt
Sneakers - Reign - Juniper Sneakers
Pose - Lyrium. - Blogger Series - Set 3 - #1

Kitchen Accessories (Toaster, Bread, Plate With Butter, Cup With Jam, Plate With Bread) - Petit Chat - Tartine Inc. Set - New Release


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 15, 2020

Something About You

"Ooh...
Ooh...
How - how can it be that a love
Carved out of caring fashioned by fate
Could suffer so hard
From the games played much too often
But making mistakes is a part
Of life's imperfections born of the years
Is it so wrong to be human after all

Drawn into the stream
Of undefined illusion
Those diamond dreams
They can't disguise the truth
That there is something about you
Baby so right
I wouldn't be without you baby tonight

If ever our love was concealed
No one can say that we didn't feel
A million things
And a perfect dream of life
Gone, fragile but free
We remain tender together
If not so in love
It's not so wrong
We're only human after all

These changing years
They add to your confusion
Oh and you need to hear the time
That told the truth
That there is something about you
Baby so right
Don't want to be without you
Baby tonight
Because there's something about you
Baby so right
I couldn't live without you
Baby tonight

Ooh...
Ooh...
And there's something about you
I couldn't live without you
Tonight"
L.42



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Svea Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - DOUX - Vel Hairstyle
Top - .KIMBRA. - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Jeans - Addams - Laura High Rise Jeans
Necklace - Cae - :: Ayana :: Necklace 
Mesh Nails - A U R U S - Nessa Bento Nails
Pose ( including Phone ) - FOXCITY. - Selfie VOL3 Bento Pose Set - #4
Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Rose Bathroom


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Thursday, February 13, 2020

I Don't Want A Lover

"I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I don't want a lover
I just need a friend

You can't just leave me
To face life on my own
I know you don't love me no more
I knew this day it would come
Even when it cuts so deep
It's true I still want you
But the harder I try
The more I seem to lose

I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I've had time to recover
Now that I know it wasn't love

It's always a different story
When it's me who's in the wrong
But you can't have it all
Cause I'm the one who's strong
I've already been burnt before
Once but never again
I know the time will come
That's when you need me then

I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I've had time to recover
Now that I know it wasn't love

I don't want a lover
I just need a prayer
I know you never cared
Now that I know it wasn't love

You don't even care
About what I'm saying
You don't even think
What you're doing
All you see is what you want it to be
But in there there's just no room for me

I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I've had time to recover
Now that I know it wasn't love

...

I know you never cared
Now that I know it wasn't love"
T.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Shape - Little Princess - Aiyra Bento Shape Catwa Catya  - Available at UP Event
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Freya Catwa Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[Catwa] - Ocean 03
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Truth - Surrender - Brunette
Complete Outfit ( Including Top, Shorts, Shoes and Jewelry ) - ::Fatal Fashion:: - Outfit 099 - Available at UP Event
Pose - Amitie - Red Roses Pose Set - #6

Backdrop - The Bearded Guy - Media Luna Couch - Group Gift at UniK Event


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, February 11, 2020

These Dreams

"Spare a little candle
Save some light for me
figures up ahead
Moving in the trees
White skin in linen
Perfume on my wrist
And the full moon that hangs over
these dreams in the mist
Darkness on the edge
Shadows where I stand
I search for the time
On a watch with no hands
I want to see you clearly
Come closer than this
But all I remember
Are the dreams in the mist
These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

Is it cloak 'n dagger
Could it be spring or fall
I walk without a cut
Through a stained glass wall
Weaker in my eyesight
The candle in my grip
And words that have no form
Are falling from my lips

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

There's something out there
I can't resist
I need to hide away from the pain
There's something out there
I can't resist
The sweetest song is silence
That I've ever heard
Funny how your feet
In dreams never touch the earth
In a wood full of princes
Freedom is a kiss
But the prince hides his face
From dreams in the mist

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away"
H.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Jana LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA] - Ocean 03
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Truth - Euphoria - Past VIP Hairstyle
Lingerie - Entice - These Dreams Lingerie - Available at Frou Frou Event
Pose ( Including Stool ) - Diversion - Unravel Me Poses - #6

Backdrop - CELESTE - Glitter Photo Backdrop - Available at FlashShot Event


On my mind:



Kissessss

BonBon



Sunday, February 09, 2020

Winter

"Snow can wait. I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on

I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown

I hear a voice,
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
'Cause I can't always be around."

He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind

'Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change, my dear

Boys get discovered
As winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun

Years go by
And I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was

Mirror mirror
Where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself

Skating around the truth
Who I am
But I know, dad, the ice is getting thin

...

Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf

You say I wanted you
To be proud of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind

...

Never change
All the white horses"
T.A.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Skin Applier - *Spicy* - Body v2 Omega + BOM - Light ( using BOM )
Head Applier - *Spicy* - Holly II skin nordic - BOM (Catwa) - Group Gift
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Truth - Eternity Hair - Brunette
Coat - KiB Designs - Tanaya Coat - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Boots - Reign - Not You Momma's Knit Boots - Past Group Gift
Stockings - Sn@tch - Smooth Nylon Stockings ( Black )
Pose ( Including Globe ) - Fashiowl Poses - Winter Spirit - Pose #1


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon