Saturday, February 29, 2020

King Of Wishful Thinking

"I don't need to fall at your feet
Just 'cause you cut me to the bone
And I won't miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to give in to my blues
That's not how it's going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don't want to let you see... no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I've got to fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

I will never, never shed a tear for you
I'll get over you

If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won't shed a tear for you
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you...
I'll pretend my heart's still beating
'Cause I've got no more tears for you
I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking"
G.W.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Jana LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01
Hair - Truth - Destiny Hair - Brunette
Gown - [Vips Creations] - - Female Dress - [Valentina] Fitted
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Monroe Collection
Pose - Amitie - Female Woman Pack - #4m

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Winter Garden 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Friday, February 28, 2020

When Love Breaks Down

"My love and I, we work well together
But often we're apart
Absence makes the heart lose weight, yeah
Till love breaks down, love breaks down

Oh my, oh my, have you seen the weather
The sweet September rain
Rain on me like no other
Until I drown, until I drown

When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurting you

When love breaks down
The lies we tell
They only serve to fool ourselves
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurting you

When love breaks down, when love breaks down

My love and I, we are boxing clever
She'll never crowd me out
Fall be free as old confetti
And paint the town, paint the town
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurtin' you
When love breaks down
The lies we tell
They only serve to fool ourselves
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurtin' you
When love breaks down
The lies we tell
They only serve to fool ourselves
When love breaks down
The things you do
To stop the truth from hurting you
When love breaks down
You join the wrecks
Who leave their hearts for easy sex
When love breaks down
When love breaks down"
P.S.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Freya Catwa Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - DOUX - Jane Hairstyle - Available at Dubai Event
Complete Outfit ( Dress, Boots and Panties ) - [MH] ( Myles Harvy Couture By Design ) - Tatiana Split Design Dress & Boots Available at Girls Heaven - Event ( February 7th - March 4th )
Pose - Diversion - Faded Poses - #1 - Available at Aenigma Event

Furniture ( Chair and Lamp ) - Refuge - Mali Chair Pink and Cosmo Lighting Silver


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Thursday, February 27, 2020

Don't Start Now

If you don't wanna see me

Did a full one eighty
Crazy, thinking about the way I was
Did the heartbreak change me?
Maybe, but look at where I ended up

I'm all good already
So moved on it's scary
I'm not where you left me at all
So if you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up
Don't come out
Don't start caring about me now
Walk away
You know how
Don't start caring about me now

Aren't you the guy who tried to
Hurt me with the word goodbye
Though it took some time to, survive you
I'm better on the other-side

I'm all good already
So moved on it's scary
I'm not where you left me at all
So if you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up
Don't come out
Don't start caring about me now
Walk away
You know how
Don't start caring about me now

Don't come out
Don't show now
Don't start now
Don't come out
I'm not where you left me at all

So if you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up (Don't show up)
Don't come out (Don't come out)
Don't start caring about me now (About me now)
Walk away (Walk away)
You know how (You know how)
Don't start caring about me now

(Don't come out, out, out)
(Don't show now, walk away, walk away)
So (Don't come out, out, out)
(Don't start now, walk away, walk away)"
D.L.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Freya Catwa Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Stealthic - Brink - Browns
Complete Outfit ( Including Jacket, Skirt, Boots and Jewelry ) - ::Fatal Fashion:: - Outfit 098 - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Pose - Diversion - Head To Toe Poses - #3

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Live Show


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, February 25, 2020

Return To Sender

"Return to sender
Return to sender

I gave a letter to the postman
He put it his sack
Bright in early next morning
He brought my letter back

She wrote upon it
Return to sender, address unknown
No such number, no such zone

We had a quarrel, a lovers' spat
I write I'm sorry but my letter keeps coming back

So then I dropped it in the mailbox
And sent it special D
Bright in early next morning
It came right back to me

She wrote upon it
Return to sender, address unknown
No such person, no such zone

This time I'm gonna take it myself
And put it right in her hand
And if it comes back the very next day
Then I'll understand the writing on it

Return to sender, address unknown
No such number, no such zone

Return to sender
Return to sender
Return to sender
Return to sender"
E.P.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Nellie LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01 - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Hair - Truth _ Lady - Brunette
Dress - MOoH! - Sue Dress - February Group Gift
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose -  Sassy Sweet Poses - Spicy Pose Set - #4 - Available at FlashShot Event

Backdrop - [Focus Poses] - California Burger Backdrop


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Sunday, February 23, 2020

BareNaked

"Do you ever have that dream
where you're walking naked down the street
and everyone just stares
Do you ever feel so deep
that you speak your mind
to put others straight to sleep
You wonder if anybody cares
Sometimes I think I'm the only one
whose day turned out unlike it had begun

And I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

You ever go downstairs to start your day
but your car's not there
Yeah you know the joke's on you
You ever try your luck with a pickup line
But you just sucked
You tell yourself it wasn't you
And I know it's hard to hold it inside
It's days like these I run and hide

When I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

It's all a state of mind
but I don't mind trying to find a way
to keep my head above the mess I make
what the world creates
sometimes it feels so good to let it all fall
as the world fall
I may fall
we all may fall
and then the world comes tumbling
down down down down down

I'm bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day

When I feel .. feel (bare naked) .. feel
When I feel ..
Yeah no no no .."
J.L.H.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Nellie LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA]
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Trending HD Lips [LeLUTKA] - Set 01 - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Hair - eXxEsS - Gin A Mesh Hair
Outfit ( Top with Bag and Shorts ) - Enigma Apparel - Serena Set - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Necklace - Cae - :: Key :: Necklace - Part of Group Gift - :: Key :: Collection
Pose - Jess Poses - St. Valentin 8 Bento Pose

Backdrop - :: Peppers:: - BACKDROP #012 - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 22, 2020

What Makes You Beautiful

"You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make-up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh, oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'd understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh, oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh, oh
That's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right
I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eye-eye-eyes

Nana nana nana nana
Nana nana nana nana
Nana nana nana nana

You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful..."
O.D.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Tawney Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Exclusive for Girls Heaven - Event ( February 7th - March 4th )
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Lipstick - IVES. - Stay Naked Lips - Genus - 60 Ls Happy Weekend Sale Item
Hair - DOUX - Jane Hairstyle - Available at Dubai Event
Body - [Glitzz] Kyra Body - Black - Saturday Sale Item :)
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Botanica Dark Nails Applier
Necklace - .::Supernatural::. - Jess Set Silver [linked] - 60 Ls Happy Weekend Sale Item
Pose - SamPoses - Janna Pose Set - #4 - Available at FlashShot Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Friday, February 21, 2020

If Love Is Overrated

"If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is naive
If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is deceived

Let me find that your hands that are touching me
Is not the hand that's supposed to be
Your lips, an illusion
Let me be the only fool for your embrace
Let me fall upon my face
I like this strange illusion

If love is overrated
Why is it the only thing I serve?
If love is overrated
Why is the one I'm in the one that I deserve?

I can tell you, oh, it feels so real
Every touch that I steal
Your arms, an illusion
Let me be the only fool for your embrace
Let me fall upon my face
I like this strange illusion

Whoa, I'm okay
With love's never ending dream
It's a risk I like to take
In the hope I never wake
From this thing I call my fake reality

If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is naive
If love is overrated
Let me be the one that is deceived

...

Whoa, I'm okay
Love's never ending dream
That's a risk I like to take
In the hope I'll never wake
From this thing I call my fake reality

If love is overrated
I like overrated
If love is overrated
I love overrated
If love is overrated
I am obsessed with overrated
If love is overrated
I'm in love with overrated

Overrated"
G.P.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Breana Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Salon52 Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - Stealthic - Shallows - Browns
Top - Entice - Only Exception Top - Available at The Trunk Show
Skirt - Entice - Only Exception Skirt - Available at Cosmopolitan Event
Heels - Reign - Caroline Heels
Pose - Creative Stylez - Checker Sister's Bento Poses - A2 - Available at FlashShot Event

Bucket Bag - [B]odylicious - Bucket Bag - Available at FlashShot Event


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Wednesday, February 19, 2020

One Fine Thing

"When I'm walkin… I see you
And I'm wonderin what it must be like to be you
You're a sunrise, you're heaven
You're the reason that God rested on day seven

You're one fine fine thing

When I'm dreamin… I love you
And I know that there is just one version of you
Can I have you? I need you
If you tell me where you wanna go I'll lead you

You're one fine fine thing

I want you now in a real bad way
So what do I have to do?
I could somehow have a real good day
It all depends on you

Well I've flirted… I've dated
And I'm thinkin single life is overrated
So I'll loiter and linger
And I'll try to get a ring around your finger

You're one fine fine thing
You're one fine fine thing
You're one fine fine thing"
H.C.J.



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Chile Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Vanity Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - DOUX - Beanie Babe Hairstyle #6 - Gacha Item
Complete Outfit ( Sweater, Jeans and Boots ) - ...:::Beautiful Dirty Rich:::... - Grey Sky Day -Sweater and Jeans & Boots
Pose - [Empowered] - Agatha Pose Set - #2

Backdrop - Joplino - Backdrop Lights Deer - Exclusive at Suicide Dollz Event 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon

Monday, February 17, 2020

Borrow

"You're never with me
You're never near me
What time is it?
What time?
Whose time is this?
Give yourself a chance to breathe
I'll give you the room you need

You're never here
You're never near here
What day is this?
What day?
Whose day is this?
Put me in your supermarket list
I'm here, I'm real, it's true, I do exist

Today you may feel a little sleepy
Maybe the morning is too soon
I guess I'll have to borrow
One of your sunny afternoons
But afternoons they never come
There's nothing left for me to borrow

You're wasting me
You're breaking, you're wasting me
Can this be love?
Is this?
Whose love is this?What is wrong with you?
I don't know
No place in you for me
And me, I need you so

And if you want to be by yourself
No one disturbing, that's alright
I guess I'll have to borrow
A little of yourself tonight
But tonight it never comes
There's nothing left for me to borrow

I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow
I guess I'll try again tomorrow"
S.4



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Shape - Squid - Liyah Shape by Squid - Available at Hashtag Event - February Round
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Serilda Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at eBENTO Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - .Olive. - The Cupid Hair
Poncho - Kib Designs - Cedar Poncho - Gift at Hashtag Event - February Round
Mini Skirt - Addams - Silvana Denim Skirt With Belt
Sneakers - Reign - Juniper Sneakers
Pose - Lyrium. - Blogger Series - Set 3 - #1

Kitchen Accessories (Toaster, Bread, Plate With Butter, Cup With Jam, Plate With Bread) - Petit Chat - Tartine Inc. Set - New Release


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 15, 2020

Something About You

"Ooh...
Ooh...
How - how can it be that a love
Carved out of caring fashioned by fate
Could suffer so hard
From the games played much too often
But making mistakes is a part
Of life's imperfections born of the years
Is it so wrong to be human after all

Drawn into the stream
Of undefined illusion
Those diamond dreams
They can't disguise the truth
That there is something about you
Baby so right
I wouldn't be without you baby tonight

If ever our love was concealed
No one can say that we didn't feel
A million things
And a perfect dream of life
Gone, fragile but free
We remain tender together
If not so in love
It's not so wrong
We're only human after all

These changing years
They add to your confusion
Oh and you need to hear the time
That told the truth
That there is something about you
Baby so right
Don't want to be without you
Baby tonight
Because there's something about you
Baby so right
I couldn't live without you
Baby tonight

Ooh...
Ooh...
And there's something about you
I couldn't live without you
Tonight"
L.42



What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Genus Project - Genus Bento Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Svea Face & Body ( Using BOM ) - Caramel - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Justine Eyes Applier ~[Genus] - Pack #02
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Miracle Lashes  Applier~[Genus]
Hair - DOUX - Vel Hairstyle
Top - .KIMBRA. - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Jeans - Addams - Laura High Rise Jeans
Necklace - Cae - :: Ayana :: Necklace 
Mesh Nails - A U R U S - Nessa Bento Nails
Pose ( including Phone ) - FOXCITY. - Selfie VOL3 Bento Pose Set - #4
Photo Booth - FOXCITY. - Rose Bathroom


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Thursday, February 13, 2020

I Don't Want A Lover

"I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I don't want a lover
I just need a friend

You can't just leave me
To face life on my own
I know you don't love me no more
I knew this day it would come
Even when it cuts so deep
It's true I still want you
But the harder I try
The more I seem to lose

I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I've had time to recover
Now that I know it wasn't love

It's always a different story
When it's me who's in the wrong
But you can't have it all
Cause I'm the one who's strong
I've already been burnt before
Once but never again
I know the time will come
That's when you need me then

I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I've had time to recover
Now that I know it wasn't love

I don't want a lover
I just need a prayer
I know you never cared
Now that I know it wasn't love

You don't even care
About what I'm saying
You don't even think
What you're doing
All you see is what you want it to be
But in there there's just no room for me

I don't want a lover
I just need a friend
I've had time to recover
Now that I know it wasn't love

...

I know you never cared
Now that I know it wasn't love"
T.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.0.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Shape - Little Princess - Aiyra Bento Shape Catwa Catya  - Available at UP Event
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Freya Catwa Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - Available at UniK Event
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[Catwa] - Ocean 03
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Truth - Surrender - Brunette
Complete Outfit ( Including Top, Shorts, Shoes and Jewelry ) - ::Fatal Fashion:: - Outfit 099 - Available at UP Event
Pose - Amitie - Red Roses Pose Set - #6

Backdrop - The Bearded Guy - Media Luna Couch - Group Gift at UniK Event


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, February 11, 2020

These Dreams

"Spare a little candle
Save some light for me
figures up ahead
Moving in the trees
White skin in linen
Perfume on my wrist
And the full moon that hangs over
these dreams in the mist
Darkness on the edge
Shadows where I stand
I search for the time
On a watch with no hands
I want to see you clearly
Come closer than this
But all I remember
Are the dreams in the mist
These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

Is it cloak 'n dagger
Could it be spring or fall
I walk without a cut
Through a stained glass wall
Weaker in my eyesight
The candle in my grip
And words that have no form
Are falling from my lips

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

There's something out there
I can't resist
I need to hide away from the pain
There's something out there
I can't resist
The sweetest song is silence
That I've ever heard
Funny how your feet
In dreams never touch the earth
In a wood full of princes
Freedom is a kiss
But the prince hides his face
From dreams in the mist

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away"
H.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Nova Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Jana LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA] - Ocean 03
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Truth - Euphoria - Past VIP Hairstyle
Lingerie - Entice - These Dreams Lingerie - Available at Frou Frou Event
Pose ( Including Stool ) - Diversion - Unravel Me Poses - #6

Backdrop - CELESTE - Glitter Photo Backdrop - Available at FlashShot Event


On my mind:



Kissessss

BonBon



Sunday, February 09, 2020

Winter

"Snow can wait. I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on

I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown

I hear a voice,
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
'Cause I can't always be around."

He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind

'Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change, my dear

Boys get discovered
As winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun

Years go by
And I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was

Mirror mirror
Where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself

Skating around the truth
Who I am
But I know, dad, the ice is getting thin

...

Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf

You say I wanted you
To be proud of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind

...

Never change
All the white horses"
T.A.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Skin Applier - *Spicy* - Body v2 Omega + BOM - Light ( using BOM )
Head Applier - *Spicy* - Holly II skin nordic - BOM (Catwa) - Group Gift
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - Truth - Eternity Hair - Brunette
Coat - KiB Designs - Tanaya Coat - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Boots - Reign - Not You Momma's Knit Boots - Past Group Gift
Stockings - Sn@tch - Smooth Nylon Stockings ( Black )
Pose ( Including Globe ) - Fashiowl Poses - Winter Spirit - Pose #1


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Saturday, February 08, 2020

Separate Lives

"You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you met
And telling me how sorry you were, leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes when you're alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?

You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
I can't go on just holding on to times
Now that we're living separate lives

Well I held on to let you go
And if you lost your love for me, well you never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living (living)
Separate lives

Ooh, it's so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger

Well you have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might (I might) find myself looking in your eyes
But for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Yes for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Separate lives"
P.C.&M.M.


What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5.1
Head - Catwa - Catya Bento Head - V4.0
Skin Applier - *Spicy* - Body v2 Omega + BOM - Medium - Sunkissed Tone ( using BOM )
Head Applier - *Spicy* - Emma Skin Catwa Applier - Sunkissed Tone 
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Aden Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]
Lashes - .euphoric ~ - ~ Milano Lashes  Applier~[Catwa]
Hair - DOUX - Cordelia Hairstyle
Gown - :::WILD:::Fashion - Celine Gown - Available at Designer Showcase Event - February
Pose - STUN Poses - Pose Pack Collection Bento 'Shelly' #104 - Pose #6

Furniture ( Chair, Side Table, Lamp and Radio ) - Salacity - Emile Chair and Side Table, Moon Beans Lamp and Neptunes Radio 


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Tuesday, February 04, 2020

I Would Do Anything For You

"Never want to stand upon myself
Never want to get in the way… I said it
I don't know what the plan is, but you can share with me
'Cause I'll be a listening ear to everything you say
I won't turn away
And I'll listen, open up my heart and I must say that I love you

Ooooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than ever before
Ooooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than I've ever known

Every day is a battle I face
It's a strange life I live, but it's what you've decided
I give it all into your hands
Do what you will with me
And I'll smile when you speak
Remember all those times I was hoping for something?
And shaking my head from all I had done
But you never left me

Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than ever before
Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than I've ever known
Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than ever before
Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than I've ever known

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Give it up for you
I would give it up for you
I would give it up for you
I'd do anything for you

Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than ever before
Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than I've ever known
Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than ever before
Ooh la love, I've fallen in love
And it's better this time than I've ever known

I have fallen in love
I have fallen in love"
F.T.P.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Jana LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Beije - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA] - Ocean 03
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Pr!tty - Hiccup Hair
Dress - ~NuNa LuNa~ - Dress Country - Available at UP Event
Plats - Reign - Jacori Plats
Necklace - Cae - :: Initial :: Necklace 
Pose - Diversion - Nailed It Pose Set - #4

Backdrop - [Empowered] - Unicorn Backdrop


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Sunday, February 02, 2020

For You

"In your eyes I'm alive
Inside you're beautiful
Something so unusual
In your eyes I know I'm home

Every tear, every fear
Gone with the thought of you
Changing what I thought I knew
I'll be yours for a thousand lives

I'm free as a bird when I'm flying in your cage
I'm diving in deep and I'm riding with no brakes
And I'm bleeding your love, and you're swimming in my veins
You've got me now

Been waiting for a lifetime for you
Been breaking for a lifetime for you
Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay)
For love, 'til I found you

Skin to skin
Breathe me in
Feeling your kiss on me
Lips are made of ecstasy
I'll be yours for a thousand lives (a thousand lives)

[Liam Payne and Rita Ora:]
I'm free as a bird when I'm flying in your cage (so lost)
I'm diving in deep and I'm riding with no brakes (no luck)
And I'm bleeding your love, and you're swimming in my veins
You've got me now (now)

Been waiting for a lifetime for you
Been breaking for a lifetime for you
Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay)
For love 'til I found you
Been waiting for a lifetime for you
Been breaking for a lifetime for you
Wasn't lookin' for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay)
For love 'til I found you

I'm free as a bird when I'm flying in your cage
I'm diving in deep and I'm riding with no brakes
And I'm bleeding your love, and you're swimming in my veins
You've got me now

Been waiting for a lifetime for you
Been breaking for a lifetime for you
Wasn't looking for love 'til I found you (ooh na, na, ay)
For love 'til I found you"
R.O&L.P.



What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V5
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Head Applier / Skin - Amara Beauty - Nellie LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - .euphoric ~ - Secret Love Eyes Applier ~[LeLUTKA] - Ocean 03
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - DOUX - Bloodline Hairstyle - New Release
Complete Outfit ( Lingerie, Stockings and Leather Necklace ) - Myles Harvy Couture By Design  - Monalisa Outfit
Pose ( Room Included ) - Amitie - From Paris With Love - #2


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon



Friday, January 31, 2020

Our Battles

"Our battles are repetious
if not broken poetry
and maybe that's the attraction
that you're as self-absorbed as me

You jumped to the conclusion
and landed on my chest
Now how am I supposed to make you see.

I'll just write this down
with hopes that you'll understand
I can no longer be disciplined by
the frustration of an insecure man
And as I kiss your face you'll know that
I can no longer apologize for
your former lover's mistakes.

My past is mine to keep
Who are you to question me...?
Perhaps someday you'll learn
Too bad
it's not our turn

You jumped to the conclusion
and landed on my chest
Now how am I supposed to make you see.

I'll just write this down
with hopes that you'll understand
I can no longer be disciplined by
the frustration of an insecure man
And as I kiss your face you'll know that
I can no longer apologize for
your former lover's mistakes"
M.M.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Fair 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Ivy LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Passional Eyes - LeLutka Evolution Eye Applier #4 - Gacha Item at The Epiphany
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Joyful Lipstick
Hair - Stealthic - Sultry Hair
Top - Stealthic x Toksik - TKS Crop Top (Black) - #7 -Gacha Item
Pants - Entice - Never Surrender Pants - Available at Cosmopolitan Event
Boots - Reign - Carly Booties
Manicure - CAZIMI - Joyful Nails
Pose - Secret Poses - Sahara Pose Set - #2

Furniture (Moon Mirror, Buffet Table, Moon Dust, Stringed Lights, Star Burst and Hanging Candles)  - Refuge - Luna Collection - Gacha Items


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon


Thursday, January 30, 2020

Adore You

"Walk in your rainbow paradise
Strawberry lipstick state of mind
I get so lost inside your eyes
Would you believe it?

You don't have to say you love me
You don't have to say nothing
You don't have to say you're mine

Honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

Your wonder, under summer skies
Brown skin and lemon over ice
Would you believe it?

You don't have to say you love me
I just wanna tell you something
Lately you've been on my mind

Honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

...

I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
Oh honey

I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you

Oh honey
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do"
H.S.


What i'm wearing:


Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LeLUTKA - Erin Head 1.0
Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Fair 
Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Ivy LeLUTKA Applier & BOM ( Using BOM ) - Fair - New Release
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Passional Eyes - LeLutka Evolution Eye Applier #4 - Gacha Item at The Epiphany
Eyelashes - . MILA . - Mega Fluffy Eyelashes (LeL Evolution)
Hair - Foxy - Darling Hair - Brown
Dress - Kaithleen's - Kaithleen's Damiena Leather Mini Dress
Necklace - .::Supernatural::. - Aine Necklace - Silver
Mesh Nails - A U R U S - Olivia's Bento Nails
Pose - Midnyte Creations - Selfie 1 - Available at FlashShot Event - January


On my mind:


Kissessss

BonBon