We Fall Apart

"The world's on fire but we're all smiling
Though it's all our fault
But life is short so we resort to laughing through it all

It's the battle within the good and the sin
With both sides standing strong
It's the permanent scars
How broken we are
It's the things that hurt us all

But isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart
It's magical and tragic all the ways we break our hearts

So unpredictable
We're comfortably miserable
We think we're invincible
Completely unbreakable
And maybe we are
Isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart

You're a liar but I'm a coward so I can't throw a stone
We're so imperfect but so worth it because we're not alone

It's the wars that we wage, the lives that we take
For better or for worse

It's the lion we cage, the love and the rage
That keeps us wanting more

But isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart
It's magical and tragic all the ways we break our hearts

So unpredictable
We're comfortably miserable
We think we're invincible
Completely unbreakable
And maybe we are
But isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart

The world is dark but all it takes
Your love to spark
To set my heart on fire once again

But isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart
Isn't it beautiful
Oh, isn't it wonderful
The way we fall apart
It's magical and tragic all the ways we break our hearts

So unpredictable
We're comfortably miserable
We think we're invincible
Completely unbreakable
And maybe we are
But isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart

Isn't it beautiful
The way we fall apart"
W.A.H.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Twiggy Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Ultra Event 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - Exile - Bailey
Outfit ( Sweater and Jeans ) - .:S&B:. - Touch of Dark Dreams Outfit - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 189 - ( October 14th - October 29th  )
Boots - Reign - Becky Studded Boots
Manicure - CAZIMI - Neutral Gloss Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 189 - ( October 14th - October 29th  )

Poses - =Fashiowl Poses= - Sidecar Pose Set - Available at Tres Chic

Background - Salacity - Abandoned Warehouse Photo Background - Available at The Pose Fair

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

She (Tous Les Visages de L'amour)

"She may be the face I can't forget,
A trace of pleasure or regret,
May be my treasure or
The price I have to pay

She may be the song that summer sings,
May be the chill that autumn brings,
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day.

She may be the beauty or the beast,
May be the famine or the feast,
May turn each day into a
Heaven or a hell.

She may be the mirror of my dream,
A smile reflected in a stream,
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell.

She who always seems so happy in a crowd,
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud,
No one's allowed to see them
When they cry.

She may be the love that cannot hope to last,
May come to me from shadows of the past,
That I remember till the day I die.

She may be the reason I survive,
The why and wherefore I'm alive,
The one I'll care for through the
Rough and rainy years

Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be.
The meaning of my life is she, she, she."
C.A.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Monday Omega Face & Body Applier - Caramel - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 188 - ( September 30th - October 13th ) 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - Stealthic - Passion - Browns  
Dress -[WellMade] - Karen Dress - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 188 - ( September 30th - October 13th ) 
Heels - [::Hysterical::] - Venus Shoes With HUD - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 188 - ( September 30th - October 13th ) 
Choker - Cae - :: Shooting Star :: Choker

Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Classic Glitter Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 188 - ( September 30th - October 13th ) 

Poses - .cabela. - Amari Pose Pack - Exclusive for  Designer Circle Event - Round 188 - ( September 30th - October 13th ) 

Floating Rose Petals - Persefona - Floating Petals - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 188 - ( September 30th - October 13th ) 

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

September

"Do you remember the
21st night of September?
Love was changing the minds of pretenders
While chasing the clouds away

Our hearts were ringing
In the key that our souls were singing
As we danced in the night
Remember how the stars stole the night away

Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - never was a cloudy day

Ba duda, ba duda, ba duda, badu
Ba duda, badu, ba duda, badu
Ba duda, badu, ba duda

My thoughts are with you
Holding hands with your heart to see you
Only blue talk and love
Remember how we knew love was here to stay

Now December found the love we shared in September
Only blue talk and love
Remember the true love we share today

Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - never was a cloudy day

There was a
Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - golden dreams were shiny days

The bell was ringing, aha
Our souls were singing
Do you remember
Never a cloudy day

There was a
Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - never was a cloudy day

There was a
Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - golden dreams were shiny days..."
E.W.&F.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.0

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Smeralda LuLutka Omega Applier - Tan
Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Eyelashes - Livia - Lashes No.4-7 [Lelutka HUD]

Hair - Rezology - Kylie   

Dress and Shoes - Sass - [Brooke] - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 187 - ( September 16th - September 29th ) 

Bracelet - StormCrow Design's - Leather Bracelets with HUD - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 187 - ( September 16th - September 29th ) 

Necklace - Heartsdale Jewelry - Milano Necklace for Woman - Exclusive for The 2018 Spoonful Of Sugar Festival
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Classic Glitter Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 187 - ( September 16th - September 29th ) 

Poses - .cabela. - Mirai Pose Pack - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 187 - ( September 16th - September 29th ) 

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Lazy Nights - Available at Suicide Dollz Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Forever Blue

"Nights don't come any longer
Days seem to last forever
Nothing you can do
Could bring him back to you
Forever blue

Trying hard to force a smile behind your tears
Though you try these memories won't disappear
Your heart's still beating out of time

Nights don't come any longer
Days seem to last forever
Nothing you can do
Could bring him back to you
Forever blue

Memories don't come stronger
Dreams lost and gone forever
Softly whispering
Won't bring him back to you
Forever blue

Close your eyes but you still see
Though love is blind
Though you try just can't leave the past behind
He's on your mind
You'll forget him
Like he forgot you
Nothing you could do
Could bring him back to you
You'll be forever blue"
S.O.S.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin - Wow Skins - Maitreya Applier - Tan

Head Applier - Wow Skins - Vicky Omega Applier - Tan 

Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue  

Hair - Rezology - Body Unknow  Mesh Hair   
Coat and Boots - Legendaire - Alice Coat and Abgail Boots - Available at Sense Event

Necklace - Heartsdale Jewelry - Golden Zen Necklace
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Classic Glitter Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 187 - ( September 16th - September 29th ) 

Poses - BellePoses - Gyna Pose Set

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Love All The Hurt Away

"I see myself in your face
A reflection of pain
Somebody made you
Cry over and over again

Still you and I made it
Through all of this for a reason
Yes, we did
Could it be that we created
Affair for all seasons

Cause you and I
Were meant to be lovers
The search is over for us
There's no other, we're
Finally at the rainbow's end
Baby, together, we'll mend
All the cracks in our heart
And love all the hurt away

Woman, you are the thing that I
Hoped and I prayed for
You give you love and I'm
Happy like never before

You be the strength and I'll
Be your shoulder to lean on
(You can lean on my shoulder)
Building a world, fill our
Whole place with love songs

Cause you and I
Were meant to be lovers
The search is over for us
There's no other, we're
Finally at the rainbow's end
Baby, together, we'll mend
All the cracks in our heart
And love all the hurt away

Cause you and I
Were meant to be lovers
The search is over for us
There's no other, we're
Finally at the rainbow's end
Baby, together, we'll mend
All the cracks in our heart
And love all the hurt away

Love all the hurt away
And love all the hurt away
Yes, we're gonna love
We're gonna love, baby
We're gonna love, love, ohhh
Love all the hurt away
Yeah, yeah..."
A.F&J.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Friday Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at eBENTO Event
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Eyebrows - Livia - Carmen Eyebrows 
Hair - Stealthic - Passion - Browns  
Gown - [Vips Creations] - Female Outfit - [Melania] - New Release
Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Verona Collection - Exclusive for The 2018 Spoonful Of Sugar Festival

Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Classic Glitter Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 187 - ( September 16th - September 29th ) 

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Georgia Series Pose Pack

Backdrop - .:Joplino:. - Backdrop Ornate Entry Pink - Exclusive at XXX Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Just Because

"When I think about how much I'm loving you
No limitations, no set of regimented rules
I'm amazed how much this love has touched my life
And the commitment that we share is a welcome sacrifice

This must be, sweet fatal attraction
My life-long date with destiny
Love this strong, it just brings out the passion
I never knew was here in me

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'

Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you
Just because you're you

You're a diamond in my mind. a treasure found
A precious gem to me. you're so nice to have around
I'm so glad I took the path that led to this
And it's amazin' loving you, I'm doin' things
I never thought I'd do

I don't know, there ain't no explanation
Of why I'm sharin' love at last this way
I won't try to work out all my reasons
I'II use these words to simply say

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby.

Could it be that there's more to this than meets the eye
Maybe that's the reason why
All I know is when I'm in your arms it feels all right
I'II hold you tight and I come alive

I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you"
A.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Monday Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at The Chapter Four Event
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - CHARME - Cher Hair - Browns 
Dress - .::PINKCHERRY::. - Casual Dress "Swag" - Flowers - Exclusive for Designer Circle Event - Round 186 - ( September 2nd - September 15th ) 
Heels - Reign - LuLu T-Straps Heels
Necklace - Cae - :: Crack in Space & Time :: Necklace

Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Adrianna Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 186 - ( September 2nd - September 15th ) 

Poses - [evoLove] - Style It! Pose Set - Available at The Liaison Collaborative

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Falling For You

"I don't know but I think I may be
Fallin' for you dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you
I'm falling for you

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you and we start to dance

All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
Emotions keep spilling out

...

Oh no no

I'm falling for you"
C.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4
Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Focus Omega Face & Body Applier - Pineapple - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 184 - ( August 5th - August 18th )
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue
Hair - Magika - Thoughtful
Dress - [WellMade] - Agnella Dress  - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 184 - ( August 5th - August 18th ) 
Sandals - AtiK - Zafina Sandals - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 184 - ( August 5th - August 18th )
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Summer Heat Nails - Pro Palette - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 184 - ( August 5th - August 18th )
Poses - an lar [poses] - The Polarius Series Pose Pack  


On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

All Cried Out

"You took your time to come back this time
The grass has grown under your feet
In your absence I changed my mind
And someone else is sitting in your seat

I know that I said there'd be no one else
I know that I said I'd be true
But baby, I've burned out cupid's arrow
And here's the short and the narrow
I've nothing left to offer you

I'm all cried out
You took a whole lot of loving
For a handful of nothing
(All cried out)
It's hard to give you something
When you're pushing and a-shoving me around

So don't look surprised
There was no disguise
You knew where I stood from the start
So stop
Look around you
You're right back where I found you
Take back your cold and empty heart

(All cried out)
I'm all cried out
You took a whole lot of loving
For a handful of nothing
(All cried out)
It's hard to give you something
When you're pushing and a-shoving
(All cried out)
I'm all cried out
You took a whole lot of loving
(All cried out)
I'm all cried out
It's hard to give you something
When you're pushing and a-shoving me around

...

You go your way
I'll go mine
I won't stay around here
Don't you waste my time..."
A.M.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Java Freckled Omega Face & Body Applier - Taupe - May Group Gift 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue - Available at Uber 
Hair - CHARME - Kenna Hair - Browns 

Outfit ( Dress and Shoes ) - [Vips Creations] - Female Outfit - [Fiorela Flower Dress] - Available at FitMesh Plaza & Discount Event
Jewelry - Heartsdale Jewelry - Samara Sapphire Set - Gacha Item 

Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Nails - Solids - Picture Perfect - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 178 - ( April 29th - May 19th )

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Queenie Series Pose Pack  - Available at SaNaRae Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

If You Leave

"If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me, just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We've always had time on our side
Now it's fading fast
Every second, every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd still be friends someday

If you leave I won't cry
I won't waste one single day
But if you leave don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've gotta say you will

I'll touch you once, I'll touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd meet again

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd still be friends

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

If you leave
If you leave
If you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back"
O.M.D.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head V3.4

Skin and Head Applier - 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Michella Omega Face & Body Applier - Apricot - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 178 - ( April 29th - May 19th ) 
Eyes - ANATOMY - Lustre Eyes - Blue - Available at Uber 
Hair - CHARME - Lori Hair - Browns - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 178 - ( April 29th - May 19th )

Outfit ( Skirt and Top ) - Suga Baby Designs - Delaney Outfit - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 178 - ( April 29th - May 19th )
Sandals - Reign - Harlow Sandals - Available at N21 Event
Collar - !IT! (Indulge Temptation) - Rock On Studded Collar - HUD 3 - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 178 - ( April 29th - May 19th )

Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Nails - Solids - Picture Perfect - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 178 - ( April 29th - May 19th )

Poses - an lar [poses] - The Sarah Series Pose Pack  

Furniture -  [Circa] - "Jardin de Ville" Outdoor Patio Set - Available at Illuminate Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Let It Go

"Sometimes life seems impossible
When our dreams just fade away
We get caught up in the little things
Lose ourselves along the away

Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go
Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go

Time can be the perfect remedy
Let love the lead the way
So feel your heart, let it show
Give it just a little more
Come on baby, bring back the light

When life is hard, let it fly
Put your hands up to the sky
Come on baby, bring back the light

Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go
Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go

Switch it up, come on make you worth it
Gonna live life our own way
Yeah that struggle is trouble
But so much beauty along the way

Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go
Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go

Time can be the perfect remedy
Let love the lead the way
So feel your heart, let it show
Give it just a little more
Come on baby, bring back the light

When life is hard, let it fly
Put your hands up to the sky
Come on baby, bring back the light

Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go
Let it go, go, go, go
Let it all go

Come on baby, bring back the light

Switch it up, come on make you worth it
Come on make you worth it

So feel your heart, let it show
Give it just a little more
Come on baby, bring back the light

When life is hard, let it fly
Put your hands up to the sky
Come on baby, bring back the light..."
A.B.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Head - LeLutka - Simone Bento Head 3.0

Skin - Amara Beauty - Maitreya Appliers - Tone #02 

Head Applier - Amara Beauty - Karissa LeLutka Applier - Tone #02 - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka November 2017 - Available at Powder Pack

Eyes - Avi-Glam - Sensual Eyes - LeLutka Eye Applier - Available for Powder Pack LeLutka October 2017 - Available at Powder Pack
Lipstick - CAZIMI - Ravishing Reds - LeLutka - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 175 - Anniversary Round!!! - ( March 18th - March 31st ) 

Eyelashes - P O E M A - Sultry Lashes - LeLutka Applier   

Hair - Mina - Milena - Browns  

Outfit ( Top, Jeans and Heels ) -  [Icewerk] - Red Passion - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 175 - Anniversary Round!!! - ( March 18th - March 31st ) 
Jewelry - Cae - :: Darling :: Necklace, Earrings and Bracelet

Manicure - CAZIMI - Nails - Solid - [Ravishing Reds] - Maitreya - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 175 - Anniversary Round!!! - ( March 18th - March 31st ) 

Poses - an lar [poses] - Simpli Series V Pose Pack

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Beauty And The Beast

"Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
And ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Ever just the same
And ever a surprise
Ever as before
And ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bitter-sweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Beauty and...
Beauty and the Beast"
A.G. & J.L.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - ViSTa - Diana Bento Head V1

Skin and Head Applier - Wow Skins - Clara Vista & Omega Applier  - Tan - Exclusive at Sense Event

Hair - Rezology - Sky 255

Dress - Mimikri - Fay Off the Shoulder Dress - Cotton Candy

Heels - Reign - Penelope Heels

Jewelry - Cae - :: Kitten 2 :: Necklace and Earrings
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Scallop Blossom - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 173 - ( February 18th - March 2nd )  

Poses - {Nantra} - Break The Spell Bento Pose Set - Available at the Enchantment Event

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon

Smile

"Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile"
M.P.

What i'm wearing:

Body - Maitreya - Mesh Body - Lara V4.1

Head - LAQ - Neve Bento Head  

Skin and Head Applier - Wow Skins - Valentina Omega Applier  - Tan - Available for Fly Buy Friday  - with a very special price :)

Hair - Truth - Carla - February VIP Group Gift

Outfit ( Shirt, Halter and Jeans ) - Suga Baby Designs - Belle Outfit - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 173 - ( February 18th - March 2nd ) 
Sandals - fri.day - Sophie Sandals - Rawhide

Necklace - Amala - The Cara Necklace 
Manicure and Pedicure - CAZIMI - Scallop Blossom - Available at Designer Circle Event - Round 173 - ( February 18th - March 2nd ) 

Poses - =Fashiowl Poses= - Pug Life - Available at Tres Chic

On my mind:

Kissessss

BonBon